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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
its aready end of september.... and i had not been blogging for quite sumtime....
im quite pissed of sumtime...and i noe my sensitive mood is always on off... i dunno y. wen im in a relationship...my sensitive mood is always on.... i just cant stand myself for all tat had happen to me n my life...
sumtimes i dunno am i right or wrong.i just dunno....
sumtimes i think back n realise sumting...
wen i think... i think whether my dreams will cum tru... adakah itu akan menjadi kenyataan atau khayalan semata2..ya.....memang ini yg sering aku pikirkan...semuanya aku serhakan pada tuhan...antara jodoh aku dgn dia..dan sebagainya...
aku sedih juga tapi apa bleh buat?life must go on no matter what happen to u....
well...lets not be sensitive..lets not be late for werk and lets wake up wen september ends..... nites!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:01 AM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
harlu....dah pon bulan september..so,now many problem i occured... i hope he is fine,and i love him to the max but i dunno wen i shall mit him.... he is mking me worried of him so much! i hate this..the never ending feeling..
long distance relationship is really mencabar...makes me really hard to communicate sumtimes... n i really hates my self for loving a man who is far ffrom me... arargagghhhh y god?? help me please.... i hate it...
werk is ok.....but boring sumtimes... dunno lah...just wait n c wat will happen next... i love u herry n i will always love u...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:05 AM