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Thursday, June 18, 2009
hihi...
its been a long time i didnt express my feeling here...
well,im fine here and happy still...
no point to be sad in life coz we only live once...
remember that god is everytime with u now and forever....
i love my life and i hope i wud be sumone better from day to day...
oklah....
werk is fun coz i met with all different types of people everiday....
yuuhhuuu..... hope everyting is fine... take care..
will update again soon....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:59 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009
life have been good this few days... but life has been bored wen im lonely! wen frens around,i feel the happiness in my life... but being alone is also great coz im in peace... no one wud disturb me...
i miissed him to the max... and hope his fine... his grandma had passed away...on thursday...he go back kampung at lampung! well... i love him to the max... no one can chnage that... thank u god for the gift... i gtg! dada..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:01 AM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009
aku merindukan mu....tapi aku tak tahu kenapa aku masih menunggu??
aku sedih tanpamu.....tapi aku tak tahu kenapa aku masih menangis??
aku pedih tanpa kabarmu tapi aku tak tahu kenapa aku masih mengharap....??
arggghh..life is so short for all this.... i guess long distance relationship is never gona werk.... it needs a support from both parties but it seems im the one that had been trying hard to maintain n remain all this while.... i just cant take it now at this moment...maybe im ok tomorow but today... now im not ok.... im so lonely without him..its almost two weeks and im gonna be crzy for him... y must i met him god??? y must i love him??? is there any particular reason? i hope allah give me strength to stay strong for all that had happen to me tis pass few days... i hope! well... life is so painful without him! i noe.... coz.... i hate myself for loving u...... i hate for the love i give and i hate y must i love people like u.... and people who dun botehr my feelings.... arrgghh... shitlah!!! pissed off.... msg u tomorow again! nites!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:21 AM