but everythingmeans nothing.

Thursday, April 30, 2009
uhhuuu...im on 1st nite shift today hor... hopefully everything is fine and oke...
how i wish my life wed be better soon... i hope werk is gona be fine too..
life is so great wen allah is always with me! ya allah... aku minta maaf sekiranya aku tidak meningatimu...aku perlukan mu dan aku hara aku akan sentiasa mengingati mu ya allah! demi tuhan.. aku merindukanmu!!
ya allah.... sekiranya dia adalah hambamu yg kau akan jodohkan kepadaku di masa akan dtg... kau berdoa dan berharap padamu agar kau dekatkanlah dia dalam hati ku dan jadikalah dier insan teristimewa dalam setiap hari dan detik2 hidupku di dunia ini... ya allah! aku hanya mampu bertahan dgn adanya kamu disisi...
aku menyintainya..dan akan tetap menyintanya sampai bilapon... insyallah!!!
ya tuhan.... selamatkan dier dan jauhkanlah dia dari kesusahan dunia akhirat...semoga dia yg kau temukan akan tetap ada dihatiku selamanya....amin!!
dah lama tak keje malam tau..huhu! hope its gona be great....hope its gona be fine too... life is getting more bz and hope its gona be fine,insyallah!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:46 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009
yeap2... im here..
assalammualaikum! semoga tuhan selalu melindungi aku dan juga org2 yg disekelilingku.. insyallah! ya tuhanku... aku mohon kau jagalah aku dan lindungi aku kejalanmu sentiasa...
aku benar2 ingin kau disampingku! sentiasa dan setiap saat dan masa...
ya allah... aku amat menyayangi mu dan aku perlukan petunjuk dari mu allah!
kau linduingi lah insan yg kusayangi... ibu,ayah,kedua abgku juga akar mereka sentiasa sihat walafiat hendaknya!!! kau juga lindungi mas aryo ku dunia akhirat dan jagalah dia yg jauh dari pandanganku... aku amat merindu dan menyayanginya ya tuhan...
well.... i shud try to be sumone better! life is always bout trying and bout believing in ur ownself... hopefully everything in my life is gona be fine!
i get team c t1... off today... due to my batchmate who dun get any off last few daes...besok my 2nd morning so i shud follow the shift then... semoga semuanya akan menjadi yg terbaik.. insyallah!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:16 PM

think so many things lah....
and always have a negative thinking
me always...
how to avoid it??
hmm.
a fren told me if u are uneasy of feel depress abt someone
think of the good time u both had
feelings u both shared
the laughter that brought u all together
the smile that u cherish
all that will keep u going that he'she will be there for u
wat matters most is tat u trust him
and u want the best out for him
or she..but i learnt tat
being alone leaves u with dangerous tots
so dont be alone
find someone u can talk
sabar ya sedari
everything will turn out fine
absence makes the heart grows fonders
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:13 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
rriibbbbuuuuttt..................
tak pernah kau rasakan angin kencang seperti ini di singapura...
lalu................
pokok tumbang...angin sepoi2....
ribut terus...
seperti menarik2.....
lalu.....
hujan turun..........
awan dan langit merah.....
takut nih.... mcm ne??
hmmm...............
moga allah melindungi aku....keluargaku juga dan insan2 tercinta...
insyalllah.....amien!!
i got a news!!!
finally............. my exam ended at p.a.
i passed my exam both theory and also practical.....
1 try is ok....
alhamdulilah...
only god noes wats best for me.....
i luv u allah.....
plz take care of me and my loved ones............
take care mas aryo who is far from me.....
i love him so much!!
back to airport to werk....
hopefully everything is gona be fine.....
insyallah!!!!! with gods will..... all will be fine.... amin2 ya rabbal alamin!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:46 PM

im having test exam later.... semoga tuhan akan bersama- sama aku...
i hope for teh best ya....
life is so much fun if u noe how to use up ur time well....
oklah....... i missed him...
i love him so much!!
hope everything between us will be as gud as wat we expected....
only god noes all... the hidden and the days of our love life...
i love him.. and he love me...
semoga kita kaan berterusan bersama untuk mencapai keindahan dunia dan akhirat suatu saat yang pasti.....
insyallah... amein!! luv u dear....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:37 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009
life and werk had been doing great...dah thursday dah...means dah 2 weeks aku kerja kat temapat baru..hehe! ehem....so far still ok lah. tak teruk..teruk nya part theory jer! binget jer tak dpt 100!!
well.... im happy with life now... im happy to have him in life.... every 11th of each mth is our anniversary.... hope everything is gona be fine! i luv u....and will always do.... though we are far....but our hearts are definitely near... only god noes the reason why i love him so much!! dada......
take care of him allah..coz i want him to be mine,if only u let us to be together... forever.... amien!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:17 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009
h4R! Y4N6 !nd4hhhhh,............51 minutes agoClear Chat History
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22:23Saryono
bzzzzzzz,.....
hlu,....
22:23Nur
hehehe hi
kerja ya mas?
22:24Saryono
yupzzz,......
gi mana kabar niech,...?
tq yech bwt semuanya,.....
22:24Nur
sihat...alhamdulilah
sama2 dunk...
no problem
22:24Saryono
pa lagi bwat do'a;y ,......
hmm,.....
hehe,.....
22:25Nur
nur ckp apa ya?? lupa deh
22:25Saryono
?
22:25Nur
doa apa ya?
22:26Saryono
hmm,...
22:27Nur
hmmm.............................
22:27Saryono
\sebentar ya sayang,....
22:27Nur
pasti deh
22:34Saryono
seisi offic3 ramailah tadi,.....
22:34Nur
jadi?
22:34Saryono
dapat paket dari singapore,....
haha,.....
22:34Nur
hahahaha
lalu?
22:34Saryono
ya biasa lah ,......
siapa ,... isisnya ap,..... bla,... bla,.... bla,.......
hehe,.......
22:35Nur
malu deh
22:35Saryono
paling icha yg berkoar2,.......
ha,...ha,...
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hahaha
iya sih...
apa katanya?
22:36Saryono
ada dech,....
22:36Nur
hehehe
okies.....
pasti lagi malukan??
muka merah mungkin
22:36Saryono
\malu?
22:36Nur
hehehe
22:38Saryono
dah makan?
22:38Nur
hmm....
kalau makan nasi belum
22:39Saryono
ko?
22:39Nur
mas nya udah?
tadi pagi udah makan ko'
tadi petang juga
22:39Saryono
ouh,,....
///////////////~sunyi~///////////////
22:40Nur
ya..kamu tu sunyi
ditanya udah makan diem
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hehe,........
udah,.....
22:41Nur
ya gitu la
22:41Saryono
nasi dan lauk pauk,.....
hehe.......
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baguslah...
semoga sihat2 selalu
22:42Saryono
amien,...
22:42Nur
kerja malam ya?
22:43Saryono
yupz,.....
ko tau,....\
22:43Nur
teka aja nieh
nilai 100.....
benar tu tekanya
22:44Saryono
hmm,,,............
22:44Nur
tulisan ku jelek ya...
hahahaha
22:44Saryono
sipa bilang,.......?
kan jadi ada seninya,......
hehe,.....
22:45Nur
seni apa an tu
haha
22:46Saryono
keindahan ,....... dalam menjiwai,..... memandang,....dan seterusnya,.......
22:46Nur
oooouuuhhh.......
22:46Saryono
apa?
22:46Nur
tak ada apa...
22:47Saryono
hksdshhfjhgdfjghkdfhldkfnhklnbjbnhjf,................jkdfhkldsklbnvmbncvjhbfjcbnfjbg
22:47Nur
hehehe...
apatuh
22:48Saryono
dah tau mukena n inang blum?
22:48Nur
belum sih
apa tuh?
beritahu dunk mas
22:48Saryono
mukena = penutup aurat perempuan saat sembahyang
22:49Nur
telekung ya?
22:49Saryono
inang = ibu / ibu angkat,.....
yupz,......
22:49Nur
okies...
22:49Saryono
bukanya inang bahasa melayu ya,....?
22:49Nur
hmmm...
tak tahu
hehehhe....
22:50Saryono
hm,....
22:50Nur
pernah dgr..
tapi tak tahu maksudnya
22:51Saryono
ouh,.....
bagai mana nieh mas dide;y,...?
22:51Nur
iya...
sedih nieh
udah punya pacar
22:53Saryono
yang sabar ya,.....
haha,.....
22:53Nur
heheh...
ya udah...
tak apa...
kan ada...............................
hhhmmmm.......................
22:54Saryono
sayang,....
22:55Nur
ya?
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aku,.....
22:55Nur
??
22:55Saryono
kangen,.......
haha,......
22:55Nur
hmmm....
sama siapa??
22:56Saryono
sama kamu lah sayang,.....
hmm,....
22:56Nur
benar nieh
.........
................
22:57Saryono
~ sumpah ana zuzur ~
22:57Nur
...........
hehe
aku juga!!
mas.....
22:57Saryono
mantaplah,.................
satu hati menjadi satu,.....
hm,,,........
22:58Nur
insyallah....
mas aryoku....
22:58Saryono
ya sayangku,........
22:58Nur
nur.....
setiap saat dan waktu..............
ingat sama mas nieh
gimana dunk??
22:59Saryono
hmmm,,.........
22:59Nur
harapan nur........... moga tuhan dapat menyatukan kita aja.......... jadi satu
23:00Saryono
amien,....
23:00Nur
sayang banget lah sama kamu mas aryo!!!
no words can describe how much i love u.....
chhhiiieeee.........
23:01Saryono
yakin,.........
23:01Nur
yups
yakin banget
23:01Saryono
mantap,.......
23:01Nur
hmm....
ada dpt suggest jadi teman tak...
maksudnya.... friend rqsuest
23:02Saryono
?
23:03Nur
request*
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ouh,.....
dari mana?
23:03Nur
hmm...
ada teman baik ku...
jadi di suggestlah...
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ouh,.....
23:04Nur
nama irena....kalau ada di accept ya
jadi tambah kenalan....
23:04Saryono
okzzz,.......
23:05Nur
teman ku di kerja yg baru.........
kata...........
haha....
kamu ganteng....
huhuhu
23:05Saryono
?????
ganteng dari mana ?
23:05Nur
senyumannya
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hm,,,....
23:07Nur
hehehehehe.................
23:08Saryono
hehe jg,........
23:08Nur
ya...
senyum terus
nanti ramai yg mahu tuh
hehehhee
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bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb,........
23:08Nur
huh?
apa an?
23:09Saryono
hehe,..........
23:09Nur
hmmm.....
suara dgrkan lah aku....
heheh
23:11Saryono
nyi ,.......
23:11Nur
huh??
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sunyi,........
23:12Nur
mas yg sunyi
malam2....
senyap...
ngomong dong...
hehehe
23:12Saryono
ngomong dong sayang,,......
23:13Nur
hahha
udang kebanyakan ngomong nya my dear...
mau ngomong apa?
mahu tahu apa?
kalau i luv u.... tak bisa abis nih....
selamanya i luv terus...
23:15Saryono
hmmm,,........
i love him!!!! his present he aready had.... thnak god for sending! nites...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:23 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009
im off to batam later... and i still havent sleep erk!!!
hahaha... i missed my guy.... i missed him so much!!
well... life so bored without love.. so i hope he will be mine one fine day..
take care dear.... im so stress with werk at cisco... haha! but i hope its gona be great... oklah..back on saturday... take care!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:49 AM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009
my life seems to be sweeter wen i have him... he is so the sWeet.. im happy to have him in life... coz im so in luve with u.... u make me smiles.... u make me crazy fr u... life so cool and great with u by my side..haiz... love u always my dear...
hope god will never make us apart..nites!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:12 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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22:58Saryono
yupzzzz,.......yupzzzzz,........
22:58Nur
heh
pa kabar?
muncul tiba2 nih
22:59Saryono
kan hantu,....
kbr'y baik2 aj,...
22:59Nur
aduh takut
hehe..
22:59Saryono
takut apa tatut,.......
22:59Nur
katanya hantu
hehe.... mcm pocong ...
malam2..
22:59Saryono
di samping nur jg ada hantu,....
tak lihat aj ,...
23:00Nur
mana?
hehe
23:00Saryono
mahu aku suruh tampakin dirinya?
23:00Nur
hmm....
23:00Saryono
ada di sampinh Nur Tuch,....
beneran,...
lg lihatin Nur,..
23:01Nur
hahahaha
ada2 ajalah kamu
23:01Saryono
haha,.....
23:01Nur
tak sibuk kah?
23:02
Saryono S4Mbutt,.............. H4RR!,................. D3n64N S3nyum4NN,..........
23:02Saryono
sedikit sepi,....
jd santai lah,...
jd santai lah,...
hehe,....
23:02Nur
ya...
emang dia tahu ada org jauh rindu mas aryo..
hehehehe
23:03Saryono
machya,......
ciapa chiech,...
yg rindu,...
23:03Nur
tak tahu?
hahaha...
tk apalah...
biar yg jauh tuh simpan saja dlam hati...
23:04Saryono
huuhuuu,......
23:04Nur
:)
23:04Saryono
macam mantan kekasih gt,......
23:04Nur
aku terpaksa menangis... aku terpaksa merintih....
hehehe
cahaya ku makin redupp memilukan...
hiks...hiksss hiikkksss.....
23:05Saryono
kiss me plizzzz,....
gt dunk,...
haha,....
23:06Nur
kiss u???
wah....
23:06Saryono
hem,...hem,......
mahu tak?
23:06Nur
haram....... hahha
23:06Saryono
haram membawa nikmattt,....
hahahahahahaah
23:06Nur
waduh...
apa sudah jadi sama mas ku ini??
23:07Saryono
kerasukan setan kali ya,....
hahah,,......
23:07Nur
hhahhaa
mungkin juga...
23:07Saryono
tak lah gurauan aj,.....
23:07Nur
tahulah...
23:07Saryono
ketemu orangnya jg blm tentu berani,...
23:08Nur
hahahha
ya....
23:08Saryono
haha,../
23:08Nur
takut mahu jumpa nur..
tak cantik...
buruk...
jelek...
hahahaha
23:08Saryono
takut buat dekat,....
biasanya kalau dekat perempuan pasti gemetaran tubuh aku,...
n pasti keluar keringat dingin,....
hehehe,.....
23:09Nur
ya kah???
mcm gitu sekali ya
23:09Saryono
merah padam air mukanya,......
ya begitulah,....
kasian yeach,...
23:09Nur
pppsssstttt...............
nanti sama nur jgn lari dunk
jauh2 .... ko' lari!!!
23:10Saryono
haha,......
kasian dunk,...
nanti aku peluk aj dech,.....
yang erattttt,..... gt,....
hahahahah,....
23:10Nur
mahulah...
hahha!
kalau kamu berani!
kayak nya tak berani tuh...
23:11Saryono
hehe,...
23:11Nur
nanti nur yg ajarin pula
malu dunk..
hahahha
23:11Saryono
malu lah,...
masa cwo di ajari cwe,...
hehe,...
tp mungkin jg siech,.....
hahah.,,.....
23:12Nur
ya itulah...
nanti ku ajarin aja...
hahahhaa
23:12Saryono
duch,,,.......
mangnya dah pengalaman,.....
23:12Nur
hahah
mungkin
kalau ada gimana??
23:13Saryono
sayang,.... nanti kita sambung lagi ya,.....
23:13Nur
oke oke
jgn lama ya
hhehehe
23:14Saryono
ada telpon dari adik aku, minta di jemput
23:14Nur
ouh
23:14Saryono
ban motornya bocor,...
23:14Nur
naik motor
23:14Saryono
hahaha,....
23:14Nur
wah
kasihan
23:14Saryono
yupzzz,....
mahu ikut,....
23:14Nur
oke..hati2
mahu!!
jauh tak dia
23:14Saryono
nanti klo dah di indon aj ,.....
haha,......
23:14Nur
hehehe
pastilah
24 jam...
ikut terus
23:14Saryono
jarak 20km mngkin,....
23:15Nur
ouh...
hati2 ya syg
udah malam...
23:15Saryono
oke,.../
bye,...
23:15Nur
byes...
23:15Saryono
emmmuaccchhhhh,....
23:16Nur
mmuuaccckss...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:33 PM