it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH
22Nd years old
boRn on 25Th juLy 1984
Leo Gal...
North Side of Singapore
Full time Career In SpineLLi
Loves the Nature,Arts,Coffee,Adventures,Excitement..
She's Simple And independent..
Well behaved and Friendly..
Reading,outing and Stubborn...
Shes now living life to the Fullest!!
but everythingmeans nothing.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
jangan bilang tidak ayushita dan raffi ahmad...
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:44 PM
ingkar bunga citra lestari..
Disaat cinta tercipta Semestinya ku merasa Dikala hasrat mendalam Semestinya ku berbalas
Houu houu hou wooo
Dari hati kini kusadari Tak semestinya kuberkasih Jika hati tak dapat berbagi Baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam
Reff: Semestinya aku mencinta Seharusnya aku menyayang Oh maafkan jika semua ini yang kuberikan Untukmu
Dari hati kini kusadari Tak semestinya kuberkasih Jika hati tak dapat berbagi Baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam
Reff [3x]
Dari hati kini kusadari Tak semestinya kuberkasih
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:40 PM
pinkan mambo.. kekasih yg tak dianggap...
Aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu Aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu Aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu Akulah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan
Selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku
reff: Sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah Menahan setiap amarah Aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu Aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan
Back to Reff:
Sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap Aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar Ku yakin kau kan berubah
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:35 PM
i really wanted to try the ica man!!! shit lah.. hahaha! tis time really have to try till get... i just hope i can get the ica man... wanted to really get it die die must! hahhaa... i hate werking with people who like to backstab each other. becoz its not a gud thing... if u dun like sumone jus face them and juz let them noe the truth if u dun like them although it hurts them but u must c lor.... c whether they can take it not coz sum people takleh.... and u must jaga hati n perasaan org.... hmmmpphh!!! life is SB is different from what i always tot and the sb outlet i werk in is so the pathetic... backstabbers here there... haiz!!!
my heart still have him, trying to forget but cant so let him be my sparepart jelah kay.. hsha! coz.. im finidng pak arab... wakakak! nolah.. im luking for sumone who can bimbing me ke jalan islam yg benar... jalan agama! berpandukan al quran.. hehee! wokaylah.... hope i got tat man.... wanna go jeddah and mekkah badly too... nites!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:00 PM
yuuuhhuu....... im great here... fine as usual! oh yeah... im hoping for a beter life soon.... but wen i join sb,i felt a bit of left out..the...........!!!!
life is not as great as ever man,but im happy with rezeki yg tuhan berikan... and im still finding a secure job like for my old future to cum.. takkan nak keje sb forver tol? hhahahaa.............weeee.........!!!!
hidup mesti diteruskan dan next week wednesday dah raya.. no difference seh raya ke tak.. ahhaa!well... i love my life but i hate my job.. hahaha! i got plans lah... werk sb apply ica and if got money i study part time.. then i learn al quran too... sebab nak dapat kan ilmu agama untuk bekalan akhirat.. ok pe! hahah
ok lah peeps.... forgt tell yest i met him! then he sent me home... trus nari pi cwp and go checekpoint... k ar.. nites!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:09 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
ku mencintaimu.. tak berarti ku akan memilikimu selamanya..... cheh!! itulah lagu diantara kalian from d'massive! anyway... life has been great but need to cope with my jobs still.... many of the drink calling not yet sure... haha! well....life has been very great with family. but love life totally sucks like hell.. hahaha! after had sumone who love me who desperately wants to be my bf.. i hate it wen it cumes to love.... in order to love sumone we need to first be frens with them and after noeing each other well than we can be together for future ahead... haiz!!! boring!!!
wateverlah.. im just hoping now to get sumone who noes al quran and sumone who will bring me up with islam way of learning.. coz... tats the real thing in life... i just hope god will help me.... i love u allah..... help me get sumone who noes more about islam.... haiz... hard to find but must! hahaha... insyallah! ok ar... i gtg.. tired ...next week raya and i hope everything is fine.. take care!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:18 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hey... its 13th days puasa.... alhamdulilah syukurla.. and angah came bck today! weeehhhheee...... i hope he is fine and wont go in again... haiz..!
i and him been msging today.. i hope he is gonna be a nice man.. u noelah i love him for who he is... he is sumone who makes me feel loved! but actually not... oklah.... i wanna watch tarawih... bye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:14 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
wey..... hapy bdae faezah... my gf! hehe.... he msg me yesterday asking me whether i sleep aready or not..haiz! i juz reply him endah tak endah lah... but he is still always in my mind.. 8 years beb how cud i forget him juz like tat...i try so hard and i shud have been very strong now... i will be happy for my self now. better be alone than having sumone to share with sumtimes. love is always blind and makes us prepare to do anithing u noe... tats makes me wooried of myself.. my total heart has been blinded by him.
aku nie memang cerewet tu pasal sampai skrg blum ada pacarnya...lagipun aku cume nak yg satu tuh jer.. padahal orang nyer dah ade gf. and one more thing,i always berdoa if i got to have sumone beside him,i wud like the new him to be sumone who prays, noe abouts islam and al-quran,so that he can bimbing aku jelan agama.... kebenaran menuju allah.i want him to be taller than me,normal simple person who respect and wants me for who i am... respect in terms of foloowing islam religions by applying this in our relationship life wud be great...berkat hidup! lagik satu... he dont have to be ROMANTIC,LOVING LIKE SUMONE WHO LIKES ME B4,HE DUN HAVE TO BE RICH...extra2 that i want is he shud have a bit of looks tahts makes him sweet, he shud be active,noes how to play guitar,have lisence in order to help me to drive etc.. hahah.... importantly he must love ny family.... and solat... he must like what i like too.... heheh....he shud be an imam to me....
my honeymoon like if can i wanna go europe or.. umrah... with him!!! duhh.... life is so great if i can have what i want.... hahahahah!!
im sorry to the guy who loves me coz im not gonna rush thing and i just cant force myself to love u.... tats me... not becos of him tat i luv but its becos my heart says no.... so dun angry hor.. if u want to be fren than can.... i appreciate him for liking me...but he is too romantic!!! i dun wan........dunno lah... im scared tat i dun get jodoh u c but i belief in god coz jodoh tuhan yg tentukan dan aku terima apa saja yg telah dikurniakan allah..... if my heart say no.... means no... if yes means yes,....oh yer,.. i wanna say thanks to god for helping me and i jus hope i wud get my true love with the help of u allah...
semalam dier msg and im surprise tat he fast and buang 3 hari.. alhamdulilah.. im happy to hear tat from him... haiz... how nice if hes mine!!! haiz... tuhanku... sekiranya jodoh aku padanya.... satukan kami hendaknyya.... sekiranya jodoh aku pada yg lain.. temukan dgn insan yg aku inginkan.. amin!!! bukakan hati sharul ke jalanmu... kemablikan dier kepadaku.. amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:51 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:35 PM
he confess he love me... hold my hands etc... i actually dont really like it coz im juz a simple person. i just dunnoe why... im never used to it... if i were to say i want to be a fren with u first he wud say 'y?'and.... i got no answer to it and i dont know how to say...im just not used to this..... arrrghhh.. i am so confused man... this thing happens and i just cant make up my mind on this.... orang kate kalao ade yg nak kite dan ada depan mata kita jangan tolak... sebab kalo kite tolak jodoh kite trus takde.. is it??? hahahahaha.........watever... i juz serahkan semua pada tuhan... im juz confused actualli.... haiz.... yayayayayyaa..... wat can i do eh? only god can help..... is he the man who god give to me wen i need sumone? adakah dier petunjuknyer? aku tak tahu.. im just clueless...... haiz.......... shitlah! life sucks man.... even sucks wen i got no answer to myself....
shud i try who noes he can makes me happy???but......aaarrgghhhh i dunnoe.... shud i try? god help me fix my problem here... i jus dunno wat else to say...ya allah.. hanya kau saje yg tahu segalanya... hati kecil ini hanya kau saje dapat tentukan... amin...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:26 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Lirik lagu Terry - Syahadat Cinta
Tak mudah mencari cinta Sempurna temukan mata air Di saat dahaga ku lakukan apa saja Tuk raih yang ku damba
Syahadatmu adalah syahadat cinta Penuh pengorbanan dan air mata Semerbak mewangi Suci dan murni menuju damai cinta
Jika rembulan tiada bersinar Cukup wajahnya gantikan Karna hati melebihi cantik parasnya
Kebahagiaan bukan hayalan Jika hati penuh keyakinan Kemuliaan yang di nanti Akan datang menjelang
Ku menatap dalam kelam tiada yang bisa kulihat selain hanya namaMu, ya Allah
Esok ataukah nanti ampuni semua salahku lindungi aku dari segala fitnah
Kau tempatku meminta Kau beriku bahagia jadikan aku selamanya hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah yang sering melupakanMu saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu dalam sunyi aku bersujud
~{}~
Esok ataukah nanti ampuni semua salahku lindungi aku dari segala fitnah
Kau tempatku meminta Kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah yang sering melupakanMu saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu dalam sunyi aku bersujud
Kau tempatku meminta Kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah yang sering melupakanMu saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu dalam sunyi aku bersujud padaMu
ooOOOoo
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:25 AM
hi..assalammualaikum cinta! hehehe.... u noe sumthing.. im dreaming of a man of my dreams.. haha! a man who love me for who i am, a man who can take gud care of me and my family. a love that will last forever....till death do us part... a man who can teach me islam and al-quran... a man who is romantic,very helpful... sweet and adorable... hehe! a man who can makes me happy.. play guitar for me... sing for me... a man who have all i wanted... aduh!!! a man who can be the imam or head of family who loves kids too.... hehehess.. insyallah... allah akan membantu aku dan mengurniakan aku dgn insan yg aku ingin... hehe! love love love im waiting for god to mit me up with my jodoh..
hanya tuhan yang tahu segalanya.... selamat berpuasa yer...... semoga ibadah kita dibulan ini diterima oleh allah dan dosa kite terampun.. amin!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:09 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
hi...im gona go werk later,hope its gona be a gud and enjoyable job for me.. lucky weekends tak keje. alhamdulilah.. and one more thing,im gona find a part time job soon.. susahlah mcm nie nak idup kalo takde extra cash.. coz i need to pay my bills and car bills.. haiz... ntahlah... i juz hope everything is fine.. no choice i got to sewa kereta if really no more jobs outside.. duhh!!!
besok class 10-2.. lucky.. oklah peeps... i juz got to go.. no mood lah... life sucks but i hope god take care of me and my family..byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:02 PM
hola...hmmpphh... syukurlah dah masuk hari kelima puasa.. alhamdulilah aku brsyukur kerana dapat menjalani puasa dgn sebaiknya 4 ari yg lalu.... amin.. i msg him but he didnt reply seh.. oklah.. i wont msg him again... let him msg me then... rabak kan? tak guna btol.. memang jodoh aku bukan dgn dier agaknya.... da memang lah tu... ya allah.. temukan aku dgn insan yg dapat menjaga aku dunia akhirat ke jalanmu ya allah... insyallah...aku harap insan itu dapat membimbingku kejalanmu...
tomorow is the start of my new job.. hope everything is fine.. insyallah.. amin! and.....u noe wat,i hope abang angah selamat pulang..hope tis ramadhan will make him sumone who think more of you..like me who wanted too...
well... as wat i noe.. i juz hope god will forgive me and makes me be a better person... hmmpphh...hidup hanya sementara lah katekan...jadi dengan adanya masa yg suntuk lebih baik kite hidupkannya dgn melebihkan diri menuntut agama allah... insyallah...
sesungguhnya rezeki itu hanya datang dari allah... darinya aku dtg dan darinya aku kembali... aku blajar sesuatu.. dgn gaji yg besar itu tidak menjaminkan aku keamanan dalam hidup.. aku gagal untuk simpan duit dan aku gagal untuk menjaga diri aku kejalanmu...tapi insyallah aku akan blajar lebih lagi untuk menghadapkan diri kepadamu...i learn tat dgn duit gaji yg kecil pun aku bisa bahagia dan bisa menjadi insan yg baik dan dapat mengumpul duit..amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:11 AM
Monday, September 01, 2008
Assalammualaikum... sekarang aku sedang berpuasa.. alhamdulilah... hari ini umat islam di singapura,indon,malaysia dan brunei sudah bermula untuk berpuasa... amin! tibe lagi bulan ramadhan yer..so fast.. haha!
wel... im still the same... dosa2 dulu maseh blum terhapus lagik.. ape nak jadi dgn aku eh? tak taubat2 lagik? cahaya hati aku nie dah digelapkan dgn dosa2 semalam yg aku buat..hahaha!kesian aku tapi ape nak buat dah mcm nie?? hanya diri aku dan hati aku saja yg boleh berubah..haiz.. tahlah... life sucks sumtimes but im like tis mah...wat else can i do... i juz felt nuthing is right in my life... i juz feel tat my life is so burden sumtimes but i have to go on... life is always like this... duh!!! aaarrgghh..... nvmlah.. hidup memang mcm nie... nak buat mcm ner???
haiz... life is like this always......i must stay happy and must learn how to cope... oklah tuh.. yg penting happy and im starting werking at sb tis friday... 05sept08.. hope the job is fine and ok... im sick and tired of changing job again! duh!!
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH 
