but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
life life life....haiz.. tired man! been werking morning for today and tomorow coz i change shift with fiqah... kalau tak brape lama aku keje! wen to geylang after werk for a while to get sumthing... then as usuallah buy nasi ayam penyet from kurnia and it cost me 8 dolars for two plates... the price increase already! wahlau weh.... haiz... harga naik eh! mak ai....
dia da dapat dgn gerl dia.... aku dia abaikan... kurang ajarnya jantan.... y i never got the point that he dont like me and y must i still wait for him??? damn it man.... life is so unfair... he really sucks! god... meets me with sumone who can take gud care of me please!!!! gud nyte then.. happy labour day!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:54 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
now im at t2...werking till 12midnite! anyiwei... tuesday ot not approved!! wat the hell! arrrgghhh... haiz!! too many staff doing arr departure lar! haiyah!!
im jus bored today... noeing wen i didnt get my ot makes me more bored!! well,its ok lah,wat can i do ryte??? no ot for me! hmmpphh...make it a rest day and i did change shift on wed and thursday with fiqah.. oklah.. at least later on i can rest at home and watch tv! next week going for my krischeck aready... hope its gona be fine! life is full of excitement soon doing check in! hahaha......
hari nie.. aku dapat pergi mengerjakan solat di airport prayer room.. aku tibe2 terfikir... aku terkenang akan sesuatu.. hati tergerak untuk memikirkan tentang keburukan dan kebaikkan aku nie!! aku betol2 berharap aku dapat kebaikan,kesabaran dalam hidup nie.. dosa aku yg aku buat tak terampun lah agaknya tuh.. tapi aku tahu tuhan maha pengasih dan penyayang! haiz... thats life mah... watever i do.. i will always be haapy and i noe wat im doing.. no one got the ryte to stop me...
i just hope and believe god gives me a great gift... gift of a great man who can take gud care of me... byes!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:14 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
hey!! hola ho!
with u by my side,i'll make u happy and accompany u more than like what u tot i supossed to.. u cant my eyes,u're the apple of my eye! and i like u most of the time now and then and forever... i just like u although u hurt me much!
i noe its just a waste to have u but i just like it.... i just need u by my side,need u everytime and most and foremost, i always had been loving u much more than u luv me..! watever it is.... u are the only one who makes me happy sumtimes, makes me sad and makes me mad going crazy over u! i hate u sumtimes,but i just still luves u more!!! i just need u always..... i dont noe.. cant even forget u now and forever... u makes me smile sumtimes and u makes me wants u more!!!
aaarrggghhh....... i hate it.. i hate this feeling but i still wants u!!!
life is so unfair.. can i just have u always?? i want u to be mine can i? haiz... god... plz made the two of us together.. makes us as one... yg halal buat dier... can u? plz let him go if hes not mine!!!
today my off day.. tomorow rest but im werking 5.30am to 11/30 am... 6 hours only! jadilah... dapat jugak double kan??? oklah... i'll update again,nak tengok fitri kejap kay?? c u soon
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:53 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hey! im at home now.. werking at 4.30 today! ooppsss... how r u blog? anyway.. i really hope that life is gonna be btter for me..waiting to drive my suzuki swift soon! waiting for lta confrimation now... haiz! faster liao! hate it when its too long! alahai..ya allah cepatkanlah pertemuan ini! ahakz...
allah s.w.t berfirman;dan bila kamu bersabar.maka sesunguhnya tang demikian itu adalah lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang sabar.
rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda,andainya kamu berbuat dosa sehingga mencapai langit,kemudian kamu bertaubat nescaya allah memberi keampunan kepadamu...
nota diatas dipetik dari hidayah edisi may! weeeee...
my life is still empty.. no love yet right now.. nantilah! byk lagi masa...
aku nak kerja dulu.. kalau jodoh tak kemana.. aku percaya,setiap manusia di dunia ini diciptakan tuhan berpasangan2,insyallah adalah jodoh aku!
okies babe! take care.....wanna eat mee soto!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:48 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
hi gud morn.... im at t1 near gate B10.. hehe! hows life? mine was still ok and surviving.. btw,i got my payslip on monday..wow! what a surprise that i can reach the 2k plus..haha! all becos i take ot lah and my shif allowance!... tats y weehhheee...thank god yar... i hope life wud be better soon...
aniwaez my car is still on the way man... havnt got any tanda yg aku akan dapat.. so tunggu jelah...!haiz..this is life..! wen comes to pay..everyone is happy and everione is so excited bout it.. like me! coz its my first pay that include all the shift allowances man! okieslah.. watever it is....., i will always stay cool and happy with my life.. yeah!!! haha! ot and ot during my free day will great coz i can earn more man... thanks to god... syukur alhamdulilah!!!
i wanna eat breakfast now.. c ya later on!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:27 AM
Lirik lagu Agnes Monica - Matahariku (OST Jelita)
tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
yang pernah dibuka waktu, hanya untukmu
kini kau pergi dari hidupku
ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau
* berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
tak ada lagi cahaya suci
semua nada beranjak, aku terdiam sepi
** dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
tentangku yang tak mampu melakukan waktu
repeat *
dengarkanlah kau matahariku
dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:21 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
hola! im going for my krischeck on the 21st april...all the best yeah... after 3 mths im going krischeck. hope i will cope well with this! haiz.. life.. nothing new besides learning new things everyday at werk... hope will be finE! u noelah.. keje kan penat,ngantuk and so far oklah.. cume aku kene kerja lebih nak dapatkan ot untuk byr my parents back the car money! i will pay.. walau ribu pun aku tetap akan bayar insyallah! haiz.. my love life is nothing. i believe god have set sumone for me. i just cant forget my 1st love tats him. he is the guy who makes me fell deeply dulu. fall for him is a miracle and i just don noe y god still mit us up. its been 8 years noeing him..
i jus hope to be a better person and i hope and i promise myself to be better. i wud learn many things from my life... werk life is fun and i hope it is gona be a gud job so far... car is waiting and i hope by tis weekend i got the car man! i like!!haiz.... suzuki swift... will mit u up real soon.. aku bersyukur dgn segala yg tuhan berikan dan aku tahu walau byk dosa aku buat,aku tetap ingat akan tuhan dan aku akan berubah perlahan2. dosa antara aku dgn allah.... perhitungan aku dgn allah.
apepun... aku harap kerja aku baik dan aku harap semua berjalan lancar.. okeslah.. taking cares!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:44 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
hi blog! tis few daes,been msging him but he lost again! biasa... hilang tido lah.. use to it aready lor! wat can i do ryte,hes like that mah! tido tido tido jer.. asik penat berkerja.aku pun penat but aku still fine! wahlau... actually i tot of not replying him but then,i realise hes like the apple of my eye lar..i stil need him lots! i juz missed him after never been miting him for a mth long..last time i met him on the 5th of march! now its 6th of april...exactly a mth... hes still like that as usual.. nothing new lar..the strong love for him still around there a bitz lah.. hehe! well.. i missed him!
watever nur.. u never wanna make up ur mind lah... haiz!oh yar,dewi husband sms yesterday says tat dewi have juz born a baby gerl safely at nuh..! wow! tats great man... hope shes fine.. a mother of two now seh...happy for her lar... miss her! well,werk still ok and fine juz waiting for learning my check in soon! arrgghh,...life sucks sumtimes but i still need to go on.... oklah babes, roughly tis week i guess i get my car..c ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:15 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
waiting for my suzuki swift next week... yeeehhhaaa!!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:06 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
hello blog! been ok at werk and still havent get my off or rest coz i take ot.. for me,selagi aku sihat dan mampu kerja,aku kerja terus aje... off dan rest dapat duit hor... heheeh! anyway,aku nak ckp sikit..
begini ceritanya.. i've been missing sumting.. im nearly 24 and still got no guy around me huh... bosan sekali! apepun,aku harap suatu hari nanti aku dapat seorg insan yg benar2 menyintai aku kerana diri aku,perangai aku,budi bahasa aku, kekuatan aku,kerja aku,kebaikan aku,kejahatan dan keburukan aku dan semua yg tertera dalam diri aku nie... eheh! eleh.. mcm2 lah yati nie...!!!
well... i juz hope tat one day,my mr right is here with me taking gud care of me and i just hope hes sumone who can click and can makes me happy tru out my journey of life. hoping tat he is gud in religiousd things and hoping tat he can tot me lotz of things! yelah.. mane nak carik org mcm tuh lagi dlm dunia nie.. mcm nabi muhamad ker... susah sekali.. apeppun aku betul2 berharap aku dapat insan yg benar2 menyintai aku sedalam2 hatinya! weekekee! hwwaaahhh...! insyallah.... jika allah berkehendak,aku akan dapat dia atau insan itu juga akhirnya!
semalam malam dia msg aku,tanya da tido... as usual,aku maseh lum reply kekasih gelapku! maaf yar..aku perlu masa... aku pasrah... aku harus terima kedudukan kita,antara kita hanya kawan. kau dah berpunya dan kau maseh nak kuar dan kontek aku.. aku sedih jugak sebab kau pernah jadi lelaki idaman aku suatu masa dulu but,sumone shud get this thing over!!!! me? or u? either one of us must accept this and must get away from this! i just hate it wen u are together with him coz deep inside my heart i still like u... walaupun sedikit pun tetap ader.... lagi wen i mit u... cair seh! ahahaha! wat the hell nur!!!!
let me think.. let me find a way out for the two of us.... if u are mine,u will always be mine like what auntie helen say so! maybe its true... coz the friendsip between us never can be seperated... i had given my all to u,and u???
if god really want us to be together,u're be mine i'll be urs! jodoh tu ditangan tuhan,hanya dia yang tahu kehendak dan takdirnya! aku hanya boleh berkata2,berdoa,berfikir,bermenung,menunggu hari2 esok yg mendatang untuk memiliki kau kekasih gelapku..eekkeek!
dun worie....the memories between u and me... will always be in our heart coz,u're my only one who i used to love and love deep inside my heart...! no one can replace u...! anyway,im having flight soon... will update again later... maybe another session of stories... hehe! love u loads blog! u are the only one who noes all my prob!!! byes!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:44 PM
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH 
