but everythingmeans nothing.
Friday, February 29, 2008
my life is getting better now.. jus tat i werk in this new line but everything changes! but then.. i really hope for a better job next time... yesterday i've been werking for amonost a month and so far.. the job is ok and stress a bit.. biasalah, kata mula2 mesti stress gilernyer.... so to release my stress.. i need to be relax... i have to control myself and try to learn as much AS i can.. and today,im gona be solo!!! shit! im solo.... no more mentor with me and i have to do everything by myself.. have to ask around if theres any thing im not sure.... damn it!!!!
hahaha....god,plz help me.. im urs! i hope i can do and i hope i'll be btter! watever it is... i'll try my best to obercome my scaredness... hahaha!
i miz him man.... miz him! i jus dunno wat god is trying to do with me.... miting me with him again??? but y must be him again??? shitlah... i just hate this! lets c wat god gonna do with our relationship....haiz! semoga allah menjodohkan aku dgn orang yang baik2.... amin!
werking time today 6.30pm to 3am... heezz... oklah tuh.. cuemr ntah eh? aku taktau ape schedule hari nie! hope its a better one! oklah peeps... i gtg! c ya....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:31 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:40 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
hey! im werking morning this few daes... but then,i will be werking nite on weekends.. shitlah but nevermin lor.. wat to do... haiz! solo some more man... worst!stress weekend...
he wanted to pick me up from werk..but then i start early mah... end at 1.30 today... same goes for the next two daes... oklah babe! i gtg.. he msg me now... there he goes with his love werds... haiz! watever... dada...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:30 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
life still ok but my leg got blisters man.. haiz! wat to do.. tired too with walking here and there.. haha! life sucks sumtimes but we have to go on with it...
theres this mutiara kata..
"daripada abu hurairah r.a.,rasulullah bersabda: "lihatlah kepada orang yang lebih bawah daripada kamu,dan janganlah kamu melihat kepada orang yang lebih tinggi daripada kamu,ianya lebih wajar agar kamu ridak memperkecilkan nikmat allah..."
walau apepun aku bersyukur atas nikmat tuhan.. semoga apa yang aku kerjakan akan mendapat ganjaran di akhirat kelak... ya allah,kuatkan lah dan tabahkanlah hatiku ku demi untuk hidup di dunia ini.. aku bersyukur atas segala apa yang engkau berikan kerna aku tahu hanya kau lah segalanya.. yg memberi dan yang memjadikan segalanya buatku dunia kahirat.. amin!!!
aku harap tuhan akan memberikan aku kekuatan kelak... untuk hidup dan bergembira disamping keluargaku,insyallah!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:11 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
time is really fast...its aready my pay day yesterday and today is 22nd feb..anim's birthday! and tomorow will be Sharul's birthday.... haiz.. i cant still get his name out of my mine man.. y huh??? i jus cant say anything...i jus feel like giving up in life..i jus feel tat thinking of him is such a waste of tyme man...but i can help it out.. my mind is still with him.. him and for godness sick still him siah! arrgghh.... y??????????????????? mungkin tuhan sengaja menguji aku agar aku dapat melupakan dia... tapi.. tetap maseh dalam ingatan.... kenapa tuhan memberikan aku cobaan seberat ini ya? pikiran aku jadi tak tentu.... aku taktau nak buat ape.... sebab ini dugaan allah..
kerja ok.. cumer... sumtimes i feel like giving up wen i cant do it.. but i try...i try my best in anything i did... officer??? wat the hell is tat? i juz tink tat they are gud for nothing man... and one more think.. malay... i hate malays now becoz of their attitude and wen they have their rank.. they are totally shit! i hate it man! wats the rank for? to be proud of urself is it? plzlah... nothing in this world is perfect... if u have the rank.. im sure u need a lot of time to achieved that ryte? to get that position is a real long and hectic time.. so plz.. dont boast around with ur RANK! we people werk together in the same line handling aircraft,passengers,tickets all... so plz.. dont be proud.. watever lah!
i think... wen my bond ends... im gona werk for another job... government sector i guess... i tot of trying ica or maybe.... cisco ker... haiz..tahlah! depends..depends all in my future soon or later... for now.. i juz werk first lah... coz i got may things to pay... and starbucks is always there for me to apply!if i quit this job.. i can came back to starbucks for the job! coz i juz love coffee.... heezzz...!!!!
anyways... wen jb tadi.. at 7pm,i got msg from him...{{ hi yati,dun msg me tonite kay? i jus msg u,thanks! }} salah ke kalau nak ucapkan setakat HAPI BIRTHDAY??
haiz.. i dun noe.. he must be spending his time with her man... loving her... having sex too i guess.... haha!lazer siak mulut..up o u lah sharul... im not urs.. u r all hers.... let her handle u until she get bored of ur attitude! maybe one fine day... god will show ur gal.. hopw bad ur attitude is!!! great liars man! wen i noe my job at airport... i will be werking all the way and looking for money....money is all tat i think... nothing else.!!! life sucks but u still have to go ryte? this cuming 28, i will be werking at airport for 1 mth.... 1 year 2 mths more to go...raftly around...april next year lor... ok peeps.. i go first.. werk morning tomorow... hope i got a gud officer the rest of my daes! byes!!!! assalammualaikum...
*hanya tuhan tahu segalanya.. aku ingin ikut seperti zaskia memilih lelaki tampan seperi nabi yusuf,dan kelakuan baik seperti nabi muhammad... insyallah! hanya allah yang akan mempertemukan aku padanya! insyallah! amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:29 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
wei...i finish my arrival and departure today! sad sad..... setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan.. haiz! sedih eh??? wat to do... i just feel that lifes is always unfair but actually we are the one who have to try to be fair for ourself.. learn as u go..
haha!i mis werking in coffee line man... serius! coz.. i really loves making drinks and im happy to be a barista..just tat the pay is none better than sats.. haiz! i just happy to join sats but the shift is really killing me siah! wat the!!!! haiz.....wanna join starbucks but due to the training time its very the hard.. duh!! dunno lah... shit man... i just dunno hate my schedule time... today, after the departure test,we go home and in our seperated ways... we will be on job training and be solo for 5 weeks in total.. and be miting back on the 24th march on monday insyallah if got nothing lah.... i still havnt get my batch siah! hectic man.. haiz! tukar pas... amek pass.. hantar pass.... duh!!! will be werking 5pm to 3am besok... ekekkke.. dunno can make it or not.dah brape lama tak keje ptg balik pagi... haiz! hahaha! allowances man.. duit! oklah peeps... i gtg! take care yeah.. byes!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:46 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
hey! assalamualaikum!
pe khabar? aku sihat alhamdulilah.. im very tired siah.. saturday gona paased real soon... i make up my mine.. i guess nik is not the right person..i shud have another person who is serius in relationship,sumone who loves me for who i am and sumone who really wants to teach me bout islam.. bimbingan agama!waever lah kay! lifes is nothing now with luv.. i still young lah but im aready 24.. shud have sumone now.. but i havnt even found tat man... the right man of my choice,nak carik laki nak yg betul2 baik.. kalau tak sia2 lah hidupku...
got exam on monday... hope i will passed my test again! see u later.. chow!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:20 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
hello ... i got this to write here..
"terkadang,orang yang terlalu bahagia melihat apa yang dialaminya seperti mimpi.
terkadang waktu berjalan sedemikian cepatnya tanpa memberi kita kesempatan untuk berfikir sebenarnya apa yang sedang terjadi pada diri kita sendiri.. "
jika aku ada suami.... ini yang akanku katakan padanya...
"Diriku sudah aku wakafkan di jalan Allah.Aku siap hidup dan berjuang di mana saja mendampingi perjuangan suamiku tercinta....."
dengan ini,aku memperuntukkan... aku ingin mencari suami yang dapat menerimaku kerana diriku, yg boleh membimbingku ke jalan agama dan jalan allah...
aku meminta agar dia ikhlas,berhati mulia dan tinggi ilmu agamanya.. agar dia dapat menerimaku dengan sepenuh hatinya tak kira siapa aku yg penting dia benar ikhlas demi Allah.... insyallah!
tapi allah,mana aku ingin mencari lelaki seperti ini dalam hidupku? aku perlukan yang benar2 dapat membimbingku ke jalan yang benar. tk kire rupe,tak kire harta, yg penting dia baik dan menghormati aku... dan menerima keluargaku,
aku hanya menyerahkan segalanya pada tuhan... dia yg berhak menentukan segalanya dalam hidupku.. hanya allah yg aku patuh yang aku pohon.dapat membantuku dunia akhirat...
detik ini..aku sedang mencuba melupakannya tapi... pedih sekali,pedih,.aku sudah cuba dan berhasil dulu tapi ia datang lagi lepas 3 tahun yg lalu aku berjaya melupakannya... kali ini,dia datang kembali dalam ingatanku..ya tuhan! tolonglah aku... jauhkanlah dia dariku tuhan...aku tak mahu lagi mengorbanka jiwa ragaku kepadanya.setelah semuanya aku gadaikan cuma bukan nyawa saja... aku lakukan segalanya demi cinta dan sayang tapi aku takdapat apa2... aku merelakannya... kerna aku tahu diriku... ya allah.. aku mohon hanya kau sajalah yg dapat membantuku.. kau segalanhya... kuberserah...!! amin...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:17 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:39 PM
aku emo??? what the hell?? i sumtimes dun understand people... dunt even understand the kind of frens that i got! wat the hell! sumtimes i used to hate 1985 born baby gal... i just hate them! i dunno.. since school time i dun favour those who born in the year 1983 and 1985! duhh.. my gosh! haiz... i jus hope that my life wud be better instead..
since i had start sats,i really hope that my werk is fine and im gona werk and werk and find money for my own gud..for my family too..haiz!! i jus dunno.. y my luck in having a man that can take gud care of me havnt been found yet! is there any or none at all... andartu jugak aku nanti..hahahaha!irena,ina,nisa,azza,abby all have guy frens... boyfrens.. oni me dun have. haiz!!susah kalo nak ajak orang yg da ade bf nie kuar.. all attached so all no time for me... wateverlah!!im going bowling with fathiyah saturday!
can i forget him??? but how do i ? i hope werking in the airport will make me more happy and more alive! haiz... help me to find my life partner god.. i just live it to you... im craving for SUZUKI SWIFT... wen will i get it! haiz... btw, i passed my dangerous goods open book test,90percent and my arrival handling is 87 percent! yuuhhoo...one more thing.... life must still go on... i hope Allah will match make me with sumone who is sincere in luving me and taking care of my heart... byes!!!
wahai tuhan yg maha kasih,
kau berikanlah aku ketenangan,
kau berilah aku kekuatan untuk melupakan dia,
kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk membina keyakinan diri...
kau jauhkan dia padaku....
demi untuk mebahagiakan diriku...
demi agamaku...
aku harus rela melepaskannya demi untuk kebahagiaan nya...
aku harap dia akan gembira disamping yg tercinta....
hes with her for 3 years aready.,...
it is sick and it is soooooo sad to hear.. hate him!!!
is this wat u called love??? painfulness?!!
arrgghh... watever..................
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:08 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
heezz....!! hoorraayy.. i PASSED MY EXAM man... wow!
i mean.. my TEST... YOOHOOO.... SHIOK SIAH DUN HAF TO DO ANOTHER RETEST...
well.... all the best nur... a break of arrival tomorow and will be doing hazmat bla bla... then another 4 daes of departure...haiz.. hope i can do it again.. next week aready on job training.gud luck nur.... all will sure help u!
i juz can believe... 3 of my gerl frens got a guy,and few of them aready got engaged and getting married... baguslah!! cumer aku nie jer...tuhan aje yg menentukan tarikhnya...
untuk orang yang membuat aku luluh hati...
aku mohon agar kau pergi jauh dariku,agar tuhan allah dapat membuat aku lupakan dia dan pergi jauh dari hidup dan nyawaku ini... aku tak mahu dia masuk dalam hidupku,tak mahu dia meneyalmi dan menyakiti hatiku lagi... aku sedih,kecewa dan pedih sekali kerana dia... apa gunanya dia dalam hidupku.. apa gunanya dia datang lagi kalau dia bukan untukku tuhan??? kau jauhilah dia sekiranya dia bukan untukku... dan seandainya dia adalah milikku,kau dekatkanlah aku padanya.... jika tidak.. kau carilah aku insan yang dapat menjaga aku dan membimbingku ke jalan agama... ya allah... bantulah aku ini.. hanya kau yg dapat membantu aku... kau sajalah segalanya dalam hidupku tuhan..kau akabulkanlah niat dan doaku yang satu ini... bertahun tahun aku tersiksa menyinta orang yang tak pernah menyesali dan menyintai aku.... sampai bila aku harus mendekati dirinya.. sampai bila harus aku mejauhi dia?? aku benar ingin kau beri aku jawapan...kau temukan aku insan yg baik dan ikhlas dalam dunia ini agar aku dapat menjadi manusia yg dicintai allah... amin!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:40 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
hellooo!!! came back from BATAM yesterday evening..,its fun but the tour guide..hahaha,wat the hell hes doin? balik pun tak send... ape nak jadik! anyway,i juz hope to go there again and go shopping!! cheap2 siah... i like! the hotel we stay in was great... big and very nice...shud go again but dun have to saty there lor.... weeehhheee!!many singaporeans wen there...shopping..cheap2..damn cheap!
back to werk besok liao... haiz..! test test test!! haiz... what to do.... werk and werk...wish me luck.. wish me gud and wish i got what i want... oklah.. i need to go... gd nytes!! hope i passed my test well... !
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:32 PM
memories of ah meng....
Singapore, February 8, 2008 - Ah Meng, Singapore Zoo’s most famous and well-loved orang utan, passed away today due to old age. She was 48 years old.
Born in Sumatra, Indonesia around 1960, Ah Meng came to the Zoo at the approximate age of seven in 1971 when she was confiscated from the Chinese family who had kept her as an illegal pet. In 1982, the Zoo introduced ‘Breakfast with an Orang Utan’ programme and Ah Meng was the star. She shot to fame instantly and became a celebrity both at home an overseas. By 1986, she had featured in almost 30 travel films and had appeared in more than 270 articles in newspapers and travel magazines.
For her outstanding contributions in promoting the Zoo as a tourist attraction, Ah Meng is the first and only non-human recipient of the ‘Special Tourism Ambassador’ award conferred by the then Singapore Tourism Promotion Board in 1992.
As an icon for the Zoo, Ah Meng has met numerous foreign dignitaries and world renowned celebrities including Prince Philip, David Copperfield, Michael Jackson and Elizabeth Taylor.
"We mourn the passing of Ah Meng. She has touched the hearts of everyone who has met her and contributed immensely in helping promote awareness of how each and every one of us can play a role in anti-poaching, anti-deforestation and conservation matters. We will miss her dearly," said Ms Fanny Lai, Group CEO of Wildlife Reserves Singapore.
Added Alagappasamy s/o Chellaiyah (also known as Sam), Curator, Singapore Zoo, "I have taken care of Ah Meng since she first came to the Zoo. Her departure makes me extremely sad and it will take a long while for me to adjust to not having her around. On the other hand, I am very happy that I have had the opportunity to take care of Ah Meng and her family all these years."
A devoted mother, Ah Meng leaves behind two sons Hsing Hsing, Satria, and two daughters, Medan and Sayang and six grandchildren. As a tribute to Ah Meng, the next newborn orang utan to be born at the Zoo will be named Ah Meng Junior.
To commemorate Ah Meng’s efforts towards generating a greater awareness on the plight of orang utans in the wild, the Singapore Zoo will intensify its conservation work for orang utans.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:32 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
THE MOVIE LOVE.....
Adalah Nugroho dan Lestari yang dipertemukan di usia mereka yang tidak lagi muda. Nugroho yang menderita alzhaimer, dan Lestari yang dengan kasih sayang menerima keadaan itu.
Adalah Rama, lelaki muda sederhana yang bekerja di percetakan, dan Iin yang dibantu Rama selama pencarian kekasihnya di Jakarta. Masa lalu yang hampir sama, mempersatukan mereka, membuat mereka berani mengejar hari esok.
Adalah Tere dan Awin. Penulis wanita yang sukses bertemu dengan penjaga toko buku dan jatuh cinta.
Ketika kemudian ketakutan Awin untuk mencintai muncul, Tere sebaliknya membuka mata Awin bahwa cinta tak semestinya dibatasi.
Adalah Restu dan Dinda. Seorang mahasiswa yang menjalani hidup dengan santai dan riang, jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama. Walaupun pertemuan mereka hanya sebentar dan Dinda akhirnya pergi untuk selama-lamanya, cinta mereka tetap ada dan tidak ikut mati.
Adalah Gilang dan Miranda, pasangan muda yang memasuki usia pernikahan delapan tahun, dengan anak mereka Icha, seorang anak autism yang membutuhkan kedua orangtuanya melewati hidup yang tak mudah. Sementara Gilang dan Miranda sendiri harus menerima kenyataan bahwa pernikahan mereka pun punya masalah. Pada akhirnya ketika Gilang merelakan Miranda pergi, dia menemukan cinta sejati di suatu hari yang tak terduga.
Adalah takdir yang mempertemukan mereka, di tengah belantara kota Jakarta, bertemu-persimpangan hidup yang penuh kejutan, dituntun oleh sesuatu yang selama ini dibilang buta padahal ia punya mata yang tidak dimiliki manusia… CINTA…
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:44 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
halluu..... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TOO ALL CHINESE...GONG XI FA CAI...!!
im off today,as ph then i will be back to werk on monday, 11 feb 2008...what a long weekend ryte! 4 and a half daes we dont have to werk.. yesterday went to t2 and t3 for a job look out.. we c how people cums to singapore...wow... werking in the airport will be fun man... more stress then spin i guess... i will be seeing more people all around me... all from different countries,different part of the world with different races.... thats the best one..i can interact with the pilots,the steward and stewardess... what a challenging job here.... yuuhhuu!!!
looking forward for it.. but i need a lot of things o understand especially in writing those forms... haha! a bit blur but..i guess it takes time too for me to learn...!!! hmmpphh.... hope god give me a way...my OJT will be on the 19 feb... hmmm.... hope its A gud one...
still reading ayat2 cinta... its a nice story man... its true that the readers of the novel says bout the novel plot... im looking for more... and hope to watch the movie soonn..!!
my colleagues batch 664...
went to batam tomorow for 2 days and 1 nite... i hope it will be a great and enjoyable trip to batam fo the 1st time.. im addicted to indon! hahaha!pray for me... semoga pergi dan pulang ke sini dgn selamatnya..insyallah! many things to buy i guess... hope to get what i wanted to buy recently!
hope the frenship between us will be last forever...
how cud i forget him.... he's just werking near my training area.... hes the man!! he used tobe everything to me but not now... if he likes me.. he wud have approach me earlier ryte? he wont be playing behind my back.. he wont have another gal.. he wont be playing around... he wont bluff me... but now.. he is with another gal... think back how he treat me last time.... im sure.. i will get a better man than him one day.... but y must be him! 8 years of noeing him is such a long way... long time! i hate his way of cheating me but i love him for who he is... but i have to throw him far..far form my life!!!!!!!! haiz....... i wasted my life for knoeing him... waste time,,,waste energy! god... ya tuhan allah... kau buatlah aku benci padanya... sesungguhnya dia adalah orang y gtelah melukakan hatiku sedalam dalamnya.... aku benci dia tuhan!!!! bantulah aku untuk menjauhinya.....tolonglah!!
haiz..... apa kah itu suatu permintaan... ia... aku sudah bosan dgn dia... im 24 this july. im gettig old... most of the people got bf.. i dont! arrgghh... watever.. life must go on.... b4 30 if still cant get married.. i wanna adopt a baby... maybe 1 boy 1 gerl... who noes.... my life will be better! oklah.. i gtg.. taking care...
will let u noe bout my batam trip soon on sunday!hheezzz.........waiting for my suzuki swift...real soon!byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:24 PM
Monday, February 04, 2008
class of sats batch 664...weeehhheee.. how bored our 1st week is...
but with Mr foo with us.. we like! he got a cute laughter...hahaha!
this are our pics...the males took our pics,the ladies pose!
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:21 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
to my concern.. i finally received the notification from the national library that the book i wants is ready for collection.. ayat-ayat cinta is ready for me to collect. im very happy for it and i went down to woodlands regional interchange to collect at level 3. i wanna noe how gud the movie and the novel is and how it gives us message from the book...message bout islam,about love and about life in cairo egypt! weehhheee..........
now im reading chapter 3..so far the two chapter is about the life in cairo.. cuaca,kehidupan,and bout this kristian lady called maria... she noes how to read al quran and memorize surah maryam...a unique person just that i gues she have her own reason y not converting to islam,its the same as bapa saudara nabi muhammad... iaitu Abu thalib... hmm.. dia bermati-matian memperjuangkan perjalanan nabi dalam islam... tapi hiday belum turun untuk dia masuk islam.. sesunguhnya... hidayah itu datang dari tuhan... dan,rezeki belum sampai.. jika ia sampai,sampailah ia...insyallah..im reading hati yang terluka halfway.. since i got the ayat ayat cinta novel.. i put it aside first since its mine mah... hehe!
back to werk tomorow after a 2 daes of off days!oklah.. tapi still tired.. after a week of werk...its great.. i learn new things and many more to catch up... insyallah.. i got it well soon.!!!anyway.. my theory is always worse!!! hahaha
practical is the practice i need most man...waiting for on job training on the 19 feb..werk must be great now... insyallah! sesungguhnya rezeki hanya datang dari allah..... amin!
one more great new... on thurs vincent say the car is ready.. uob at last took up our loans... alhamdulilah.. finally man! juz wait between 1 to 2 weeks for my suzuki swift! heheh..maybe yes maybe no... oklqh..i wanna continue reading..nd to sleep then.. tomorow full U! haha... mesti kelakar nyer.. oklah.. byes!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:09 PM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
hello...! mit him on thursday nite and he send me home.. juz making use of him coz he drive mah... so i was bringing my uniform.. ask him to fetch me and by coincidence he werk near my place mah.. juz in front of my training building but hes SIA building lor.... im under SATS.... anyway,got back home at almost ten pm... guess wat,he put my name in his phone not as YATI but as YAN RIA... wats tat? he really wanna lie his gf ryte??sad sad... yah lor.. im like his scandal mah... wat the hell man! he really noes how to cheat,man... always lies..hate liars.. after 3 years he and that gal.. who he kol princess.... he still cheat on her.. but why?? this means guys are never truth man.. its hard to trust guys! yeah.. wat the hell man..shit! hahahha.. i hope...my future guy or husband not like that... i hate liars...i aready experience it b4 so i noe...well... y must yan ria??? hahahah! wat the hellman... anywaes... i juz dunno wat else to say bout him.. i shud not msg or kol him now.. never! not now.. let he msg me... coz i need the peace... with him,im gona be in dead big trouble..
well,but my uniform was great.. nice one and it really fits me man.....i like! bought my shoes,my socks too.... its a new thing lah.. new life,new job new people surrounding me all..... and i like it coz its new! always new!!!!!!
so far my colleagues are all fun and great.. they are all friendly and always give a beutiful smile! not much to say yet coz we are still new.... just noe eachother... soon maybe.. but i guess, i will miz them after the 3 mths training! we hope to mit each other again after our 3 mths training! although we got different shift but we hope we are still together...
haiz.....my CNY 2nd day im going with my mum to BATAM... cant wait for the trip.. hehe! hope to buy some things that i wanted too...weeehhheee.. its a 2 daes and i nite trip... great man... hehe! looking forward for it..
ok lah.. i need to go.. wanna rest and watch tv... gosok baju.. see ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:38 PM
Ayat Ayat Cinta - Novel Pembangun Jiwa
Karya
Habiburrahman Saerozi
Alumnus Universitas Al Azhar, Cairo
“Aku masih mencium bau surga. Wanginya merasuk ke dalam sukma.
Aku ingin masuk ke dalamnya. Di sana aku berjanji akan mempersiapkan
segalanya dan menunggumu untuk bercinta. Memadu kasih dalam cahaya
kesucian dan kerelaan Tuhan selama-lamanya.”
Sambil terisak Aisha melantunkan ayat:
Yaa ayyatuhan nafsul muthmainnah
irji’ii ilaa Rabbiki
raadhiyatan mardhiyyah
Fadkhulii fii ‘ibaadii
wadkhulii jannatii
(Hai jiwa yang tenang
Kembalilah kamu kepada Tuhanmu
dengan hati puas lagi diridhai
Maka masuklah ke dalam golongan hamba-hambaKu
Maka masuklah ke dalam surga-Ku)
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:40 PM
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