but everythingmeans nothing.

Thursday, May 31, 2007
there's this game.. i play n the answer is.. my points is 38
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & > >practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not > >a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's > >extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty > >in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to > >shake your trust In your friends, but equally that it takes yo u a long > >time to get over if that trust is ever broken...
is tat me??? hmm.....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:26 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007
aldo atau adly fairuz...
shereen sungkar @fitri
donita @moza
dude...teuku wisnu @farel...
gadis cantik Shereen sungkar....

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:16 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007
im off to kl tomorow evening and will be back on sunday then...
duh!!! wat will happen in my life for the next pass days,weeks,mths and years???
no one noe except god...
im sorie god for everithing i did...
im curious,im bad....
i hate the feeling of love and being love too,,,
im never free and never easy...
people dont like me but god likes me to the max...
thank god for everything...
im waiting for june!!!
the dae im gonna get appraisal and teh day im out of change alley!
im gona be damn sad coz all the customers i noe will be away from me!
aiyoh ti!!!!!
life is never fair.. god never fair but he gives a lot of try,lots of chances to us!
only we who can decide our life..
ok babes... gtg! monday on leave... be back to blog if free... dada!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:10 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hello!
i seldom blog now.. nowadays been very bz... im with spinelli still n cheers too...
tis weekend gona be at kl for pencarian covergirl nur dan dara.looking forward for it man.. heheh! oh yeash...
werk oklah fun many thigs happen.. i just have to bare with it... stay calm... watever happens.. istill bneed to eat,have monthly income mah... watever peoople wanna say,say.. i dun care!!
boring... but it was still the same thing i just don care lah... do my job werk and get money end of month for sure...recently Sharul had been msging me although he had sum1 aready... haiz!
and just os few daes ago i got to noe sum1 of my age... but dunno what will happen next. last weekend i went out with mar,ina and firah... firah 28 of this month get new job as technical specialist at hp... ina now nurse at ttsh... hehe! all have career and me??? boring ryte?/
just wanna look forward for this cuming june coz v told me that she want to transfer me out after talking to jovi... i also told her i wana transfer... c howlah the thing goes...
oklah.. i gtg... take care yar...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:12 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
patah hati radja..
kau sering pergi tinggalkan aku
ku juga suka meninggalkanmu
lama2 kau dan aku menjauh
hati bagai air dan api yg tak bisa menyatu
akhirnya cinta putus lagi
*mencari2 cinta yg pasti
mungkin tak semudah yg kau alami
cinta sejati datang dan pergi
cinta bisa kemana saja
yg mungkin dia suka
yg ditinggalkan patah hati
reff: bukannya aku tak takut mati
hanya karena sering patah hati
yg aku takut bila patah hati
engkau nekat lalu bunuh diri
-----------------------------------------------------------]
Galau from tt dj
perasaan ini apa namanya
ku takut untuk menyebut apa namanya
bukan karena ku takut salah
tetapi ku takut benar apa yang kurasa
pedih yang menghujam di sanubariku
hancurkan keyakinan yang menjadi kekuatanku
aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini ku galau
bukan karena ku takut salah
tetapi ku takut benar apa yang kurasa
aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini ku galau
pedih yang menghujam di sanubariku
hancurkan keyakinan yang menjadi kekuatanku
aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini aku galau
galau...
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ada cinta-irwansyah dan acha
ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
mendengar bisikmu
nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu
reff:mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
padahal ia ada
dalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan
mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
padahal ia terasa
dalam rindu dendam
hening malam
cinta terasa ada nyanyikanlah
kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan
getar ini sebab ku meragu pada dirimu
----------------------------------------------------------]]
ikrar-radja
setengah jiwaku ada di dalam
setengah hembusan nafas mu
di dalam tubuhku mengalir dera saliran darah nadimu
reff: di hatiku ada hatimu
di jantungku ada detak jantungmu
di mimpiku ada mimpi indah mu
kau adalah belahan jiwaku di bintangku
indah bola matamu
di langitku indah bias pelangimu
di hidupku cinta matiku untukmu
ikrar cinta tuk menyatu
setengah jiwamu ada di dalam
setengah hembusan nafasku
di dalam tubuhmu mengalir deras
aliran darah nadiku
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:54 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007
hie.. wednesday will be a long day siah..hmmm!
from werk to car from car to werk again.. can i make it in half and hour? hmm.. dunno.. lest c how.. besok again 9-8.30.. its like last week too. same time.
boringlah..........i wanna find new job leh... but never get any..arrgghhh
wat everlah yar.. c how...
lets c hows life soon...
im just tired lah...
ok byes...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:31 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
dua cinta sejati tak bisa disatukan atas halangan orang tua...
dua darjat yang berbeza yang membuat dua keluarga menjauh...
keisan kan???
hmmm.............
tiredlah... been werking both place..
but it was oklah...
one thing bout spinelli now is,its been very different from dulu...
dulu ade khai... more fun and more better...
mam now dah mcm full time dan aku dah mcm part time.. i got my lisence going on mah...
so cannot blame me! watever man...
sinetron janji and cinta fitri will start soon... hehe!
all the best peeps... will tel u more wen i free next time...
bz lah... assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:47 PM