but everythingmeans nothing.

Saturday, March 31, 2007
and.......................
the month of MARCH ends today......
many new changes comes and goes....
but love still havent been found!!!
hahahha... byes...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:33 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007
"Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang telah dilupakan. Kamu tidak dapat melangkah dengan baik dalam kehidupan kamu sampai kamu melupakan kegagalan kamu dan rasa sakit hati."
hmm...its a great meaning!
oh yeah... weeee....... azza n nisa now werk at spinelli airport..haha!
me leh? how?? part time oso never go yet... haiz! c how lah later..
oklah... tiem is really fast now... earth gona get sick soon..
byes...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:37 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007
indah by utopia(ost baby doll)
seperti menjamah boneka terindah
waktu aku mengenalmu
ku buat kau buta dengan pesonaku
tersesat kau karena silaumu
reff:
ku ajak kau melayang tinggi
dan ku hempaskan ke bumi
ku mainkan sesuka hati
lalu kau ku tinggal pergi
dan aku tertawa melihat kau luka
kau terpuruk di kakiku
repeat reff
ku ingin kau rasakan
apa yg dulu kau lakukan
ku ingin kau mengerti
repeat reff
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melayang by ungu
Gejolak imanmu
Korban kemelut diri
Tak tau apa yang terjadi
Semua tak pasti
Gelak suaramu
Yang tak tentu arah
Tak tau apa yang kaucari
Semua tak pasti
Reff#
Melayang
Pikiranku melayang
Melayang khayalanku
melayang jauh
Melayang
anganku melayang
Terbawa asap nirwana
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lets dance together... bbb and melly
Let's Dance Together
Get On The Dance floor
Party Would Start
If You Stand Still Like That
Let's Dance Together
Let's Party and Turn Off The Light
Disebuah Diruang yg Redup Cahaya Bagai Kilat...
aku Dan Yg Lain Menikmati Semua Irama Berderak Kencang
Tak Ada Gundah Hilang Semua Pengap Di Dada
Lihat DJ Memainkan Musik Disko Dimulai...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:21 PM

here are some of the photos of my favourite actor and actress...from indon of coz...
i luv the way they act and they really superb...
rionaldo stokhorst...
Ririn Dwi ariyanti

dude harlino...
ihsan idol 3 and naysilla mirdad in melodi
nabila syakieb
aku off hari ini...hmmm besok pon.. penat seh kaki but the week gona be oever tomorow.. and starting a new week and its gona be april soon.. wow!!! thats fast ryte?yyuuuhhuuu........
oh yeah... im still watching intan at rcti everiday at 7pm...maybe its gona be 200 episod.. wow... its been a long time siah... lagik 2 bulan aru abes eh???
wahlau leh... lamanyer...
oklah people... i need to go for my practical later at 1.55... all the best to me...
stage two point three...shit!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:32 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007
nana dan naysilla
ungu
dhini aminarti
laudya cynthia bella
mischa abd chelsea olivia
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:08 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007
hai...
im gona start werk at 6am soon.. and now me here updating my blog..
this week is my relax week... ihave to werk juz a few hours.. and my weekends were off...
just like part timer and the pat timers there da mcm full timers... besok mama 6 to 4.. y dont he put me 6 to 4 and i dont have to owe any hours..shit! wat can i do... if i say i kena complain.. if i never say oso i complain.. but this week.. i got nothing on!!!
wateverlah... i just want peace now...
polar duno wen i werk.. cynthia another problem.. haiz!!! after 2 week he took over.. it was oklah but...i still have 2 more mths to c wat will happen next..haiz.. tiring man... watever!!!
got to sleep...i waste my practical today.. tot it was at 1.55 but i was wrong..it start at 9.50...i waste 67.20 bucks today!!! wat to do... byelah.. nite
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:38 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007
firah,mar,me and ina........(ite colleagues)
my family........
Me and adek.....
me and fathiyah...
me,Yusmah and dessy on yusmah birthday at downtown east...
...
ugi and me.... she from bali...
me and dessy.. from jogja...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:37 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007


NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:20 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007
haiz.... khais on mc for 2 weeks! his toe patah..kesian..
im bored!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah.. i got happy news.. im going for stage 2 besok.. and im looking forward for it..hehe!
hopefully im getting better then... arrgghh....
life is great if u get the lisence man!!!
im waiting and trying hard now...
tomorow morning..haiz...boring lah.. werk and werk...
the chance was here again... nitec nursing.. but dunno leh,,,
k ar..assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:15 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007
there nothing else i cud say...
life is still e same but werk gots better now... hopefully.
bad news...
khais moving off to cSq..
haiz!!! boring siah....
hes the joker who made my dae...
adeks day too...
my practical stage 1.08 now.. hope i can pass soon...
i'll continue esok yeah,...
semoga tuhan mengampuni aku...
dosa2 ku...
from kahlil gibran...
Hati nurani seorang wanita tak berubah oleh waktu dan musim; bahkan jika mati abadi, hati itu takkan hilang murca. Hati seorang wanita laksana sebuah padang yang berubah jadi medan pertempuran; seudah pohon-pohon ditumbangkan dan rerumputan terbakar dan batu-batu karang memerah oleh darah dan bumi ditanami dengan tulang-tulang dan tengkorak-tengkorak, ia akan tenang dan diam seolah tak ada sesuatu pun terjadi karena musim semi dan musim gugur datang pada waktunya dan memulai pekerjaannya...
***Allah tidak akan memberikan cobaan melebihi kemampuan manusia. Barangsiapa yang bertakwa dan berserah padaNya akan selalu mendapat Hikmah-Nya
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:50 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
When things change.... everything change...
wen environment change... all will still change...
new people... new werking tactics.. new way of werk...
today chee kuan last day at spinelli change alley.....
next will be khai last day at change alley ...
john take over...
owen take over...
only adek remain...
how bout me??
wen will i change?
dah lama seh kat change alley...
boring.........................
i stay becoz of the customers...
the great customers.....
if not..jangan harap aku staylah...
ckuan go Great world...
khai go far east square...
wat to do....
oklah people.... c u!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:02 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007
kadangkala... cinta itu timbul saat kamu memerlukan sesorang buat pelita di hati...
kadangkala ia pergi malap dari pelita hatimu yang suram...
kerna cinta itu aneh.. tah pernah hilang...
ia akan tumbuh hilang dan berganti walaupun mengambil masa yang lama untuk mencari ganti atau menerima cinta... sama juga seperti cinta yang dilukai yang amat sukar untuk diserapkan dengan perasaan sayang yang baru...
semoga suatu hari nanti... cinta itu dapat memberi kamu perasaan yang asing sekali yg tidak dapat ditukar ganti...
aku pernah dengar ini...
aku,menyintaimu.. dari segelinap perasaan hati ku ini...
tiada siapa yang dapat meminggirkannya...
hanya perasaan hati ini aja yang dapat memberi kesan mendalam betapa cintanya aku padamu...
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im not ok yesterday... but im better today...
thats me... c u later...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:56 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007
Job was ok but..... haiz.. too many problems happen...
i was sad,angry,disapointed ,hurt......
urrggghhh....cant tell wat happen to myself anyway...
nobody is perfect.. no one can do the ryte things and no one can makes u happy either...
thats life,no one is the same as who u are...
u are who u are and u cant change unless u urself make the effort to... but it was never the real u..
beware of it.... u are u.... not others...
in life, u can make people aprreciate ur hard werk,
u cant make people happy...
u must take care of urself...
no one will take care of u either...
the opportunity to take up Nitec in Nursing...
is over...
i dun turn up... reach mrt tanah merah at 10.10 and time is up...
wat the???????????????????????
late is my habit.. becoz of late i lost many things in life...
all nurses ask me to apply...
but then.. its future ryte??
i just live it away and never took up the course...
shit!
a waste of chances...
but.....
its oklah...
i have more future career to cum...
hate my own life...
but i have to accept it...
god have created my life.. the way i shud be...
at spinelli...
the increment was unexpected but oklah...
beter than nothing mah...
can u imagine this for a while....
a late person...... and an mc person.... witch one is better???
late by 5-15 minutes...
and mc last minute....
which one better???
haiz.. both are bad,,, but although u are late u still cum for werk...
where as mc... if u took it last minute.. it takes sum time for u to find sumone to cover up ur shift...
but then.. the late one is always bad...
the mc one is being promoted...
arrgghh.........
life!!
never change...
rezeki aku belum lagi tiba untuk naik pangkat...
apepon.. pangkat tak menjamin masa depan
hanye kenaikan gaji yg membuat kita semangat untuk keje...
baiklah.. nothing else to say...
tomorow.. again i'll update more...
weekend coming.. and the end of this week werking time...
happy march... gud luck peeps...
*manusia yang jujur dan baik sentiasa disayangi tuhan... amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:39 PM