it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH
22Nd years old
boRn on 25Th juLy 1984
Leo Gal...
North Side of Singapore
Full time Career In SpineLLi
Loves the Nature,Arts,Coffee,Adventures,Excitement..
She's Simple And independent..
Well behaved and Friendly..
Reading,outing and Stubborn...
Shes now living life to the Fullest!!
but everythingmeans nothing.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Good news... 30november 2006,3.15pm i paased my Final Theory Test!! yes! wonderful! i love it... arrgghhh....... oh yar... im glad coz its my first time taking and i passed also. dont have to book again! alhamduililah syukur!! allah maha besar!
my off day and my practices is worth it! yeah... syukur pada tuhan yang tak terhingga syukurnya.. ameen!
"lelaki adalah nadi hidup dan wanita adalah nafas jiwa? Nafas hidup dan nadi jiwa bukankah saling memerlukan?" -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
bosan dgn hidup??? ya,bosan...tapi apa boleh ku buat? semuanya telah ditentukan takdir. aku sudah mula bosan dgn pekerjaan aku. aduhai.. hanya tuhan yang bisa membantuku... tolonglah aku ya Allah.... aku mohon padamu... kuingin bebas dari siapa2 saja yang menghina, dan tidak memberiku semangat di kerjayaku ini. aku sudah muak dan letih dgn kerja yang tiada gunanya..tiada harganya pengorbanan ku selama ini. ahhh.....wateverlah... as u wish people... i noe im fine! byes... Assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:28 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
sad wen i read sujone blog.yeah... im earning every mth but its for my own expenses. enuff for my own and tat doesnt even touch a thousand dolars....haiz... i noe its hard for u to keep 300+ 5 mths from now but if u are willing to do it, im sure u can.. believe me. but since tat insident happened i guess enuff is enuff...i dun wanna force. if i got lots of money.. im willing to pay half for u but i dont. haiz... nevermindlah... i hope that trip will still go on. if u dont wanna go then its ok with me.. haiz... never mind fren.. i noe u're schooling and its hard for u to kip money and save 4 5 mths. if u cant dont force... 4get it k????
arggghh... mum just angry and bebl to me. all becos i dont wanna help her. yeah.. i seldom help her becos im tired and lazy too. alah....... she ask me to help and i said wait... its my habitlah. haiz... dont take it to heart. mum is ok but shes tired. oh yeah,at the age of 22 i dont really have the skill to cook.. but just a simple2 dish will be fine... tengok buku dapatlah.. hahaha! apelah aku nie eh???? rosak. anak saman sekarang. tapi... bukan aku je.. ramai lagi yang tak tahu masak... kwn2 aku yg lain. pakej lah kalau org tu tau masak biler nak nikah nanti... untung suami.tapi takpelah.. yg penting hidup mesti diteruskan... masak biler2 pon leh blajar pe.ekekekee........
aa usual.. im tired of werk.. enuff!!! tired!!!!!!! oklah babes.. i gotta go.. c ya again!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:12 PM
Cintaku ( Merah )
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:34 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
get this phrase from sumone blog...
"Jangan pernah sakiti wanita. Termasuk dengan cinta ataupun sentuhanmu. Karena wanita itu halus. Seperti kapas. Terus-terusan disiram air, kapas itu akan luruh. Begitu juga dengan hati wanita. Terus menerus diberi perhatian dan sentuhan, mereka pasti akan tak berdaya. Dan pria sering mensalahgunakan perasaan itu."
for guys especially... remember... hati wanita ini tulus...
love oh love... nothing can define love. no words to express it...hmmm!
some love quotes I love thee, I love but thee With a love that shall not die Till the sun grows cold And the stars grow old
Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce, But still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature And our love becomes as coals, Deep-burning and unquenchable. ~ by Bruce Lee ~
I have learned not to worry about love; But to honor its coming with all my heart
You don't love a woman because she's beautiful, She is beautiful because you love her
Things base and vile, holding no quantity, Love can transpose to form and dignity. Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind. ~ by William Shakespeare ~
Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind. ~ by Author unknown ~
aku hanya mampu menanti cinta yang akan datang mengerumuni hati dan jiwa. andai kata kata itu menjadi,akan kusematkannya dalam hati...
ape eh???hehehe... weeehhheeee........ werk was ok but i just kip quiet today. dont talk much. the mgrs were like talking to themself without me. watever... i dont care... did i do any wrong?? or just becos i dint help to decorate the christmas decoration then they like angry and dont care bout me?? argghh... watever. imfine and ok with it,. next year.. after bonus, i got an idea. gona start to plan now...i have to. maybe gona take up part time courses too. maybe im gona convert to part time at spinelli.maybe. but dunno... but i sure get other place or i mean outlet one. haiz.... life is never the same as before... i missed the time wen im in school.. missed my frens... missed so much... now is so different and nx year.. im gona be ! duhh.,... im old! matured enuff... nevermind ar... i noe that im gona be patient,stay awake aN BE CAREFUL. STRIVE FOR SUCCESS....! PEACE!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:12 PM
get this phrase from sumone blog...
"Jangan pernah sakiti wanita. Termasuk dengan cinta ataupun sentuhanmu. Karena wanita itu halus. Seperti kapas. Terus-terusan disiram air, kapas itu akan luruh. Begitu juga dengan hati wanita. Terus menerus diberi perhatian dan sentuhan, mereka pasti akan tak berdaya. Dan pria sering mensalahgunakan perasaan itu."
for guys especially... remember... hati wanita ini tulus...
love oh love... nothing can define love. no words to express it...hmmm!
some love quotes I love thee, I love but thee With a love that shall not die Till the sun grows cold And the stars grow old
Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce, But still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature And our love becomes as coals, Deep-burning and unquenchable. ~ by Bruce Lee ~
I have learned not to worry about love; But to honor its coming with all my heart
You don't love a woman because she's beautiful, She is beautiful because you love her
Things base and vile, holding no quantity, Love can transpose to form and dignity. Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind. ~ by William Shakespeare ~
Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind. ~ by Author unknown ~
aku hanya mampu menanti cinta yang akan datang mengerumuni hati dan jiwa. andai kata kata itu menjadi,akan kusematkannya dalam hati...
ape eh???hehehe... weeehhheeee........ werk was ok but i just kip quiet today. dont talk much. the mgrs were like talking to themself without me. watever... i dont care... did i do any wrong?? or just becos i dint help to decorate the christmas decoration then they like angry and dont care bout me?? argghh... watever. imfine and ok with it,. next year.. after bonus, i got an idea. gona start to plan now...i have to. maybe gona take up part time courses too. maybe im gona convert to part time at spinelli.maybe. but dunno... but i sure get other place or i mean outlet one. haiz.... life is never the same as before... i missed the time wen im in school.. missed my frens... missed so much... now is so different and nx year.. im gona be ! duhh.,... im old! matured enuff... nevermind ar... i noe that im gona be patient,stay awake aN BE CAREFUL. STRIVE FOR SUCCESS....! PEACE!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:12 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
sumtimes we should just be happy with wat he have and wat we did. life is for a short while. be happy and relaxs..dont have to be bothered bout people around. just do ur own thing andthen buat taktau lor... hmmm! i just dont noe. i wanna get away from my job now asap. im tired and i tot of converting to part time. enuff of becoming full timer..i wanna rest and stay away from full time job for thetime being. if i convert to part time... my pay will be 4.50 and after 6 mths then will be 5 dolar per hour..mak ai... sikitnyer...padahal full timer. ish... haiz.. dunnolah...nak convert pon susah... haiz! erm... i tink its better to convert then next year then after mths get dolar.hmmm... entahlah. i wanna find nother job next year leh.. tired of Spinelli. klah.. gtg! werk at 8 esok.. byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:40 PM
Exists - Janji Padamu
exists dulu dulu...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:40 PM
New Boyz - Meraung
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:36 PM
New Boyz
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:35 PM
TRek Selebriti Mawi 2006- sedey Part2
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:26 PM
taufik batisah
taufik video...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:08 PM
Kesabaran Taufik Batisah
Semuanya terjadi dengan sekelip mata Kini semuanya berubah Dulu kita berkasih kini teman sahaja Ku kan selalu disisinya
Tapi sayang kau tak mengertinya Kau tak mengerti sayang Bahagia ikut pada hatinya Itu pada hati
(Chorus) Tapi sayang jangan kau terburu Hatimu kan keliru Bijaksana dan laku mu Tak perlu kau menunjuk Sabar jangan kau terburu Semua diberikan mu sayang Masih kau tak mengertinya
Bukan ku tak kisah Bukan ku tak peduli Dia punya hidup sendiri Bersusah-payah mengajarinya Seolah ia lebih memahami segala
Tapi sayang kau tak mengertinya (kau tak peduli) Kau tak mengerti sayang Bahagia ikut pada hatinya Sememang ikut pada hati
Chorus
Mengharap burung terbang tinggi Bunga di tangan dilepaskan Masih kau tak mengerti... oh
Tapi sayang jangan kau terburu Hatimu kan keliru Bijaksana dan laku mu Tak perlu kau menunjuk Sabar jangan kau terburu Semua diberikan mu sayang
Sabar jangan kau terburu Hatimu kan keliru Bijaksana dan laku mu Tak usah kau berikannya Sabar jangan kau terburu Semua diberikan mu sayang Masih kau tak mengertinya ---------------------------------------------- usah lepaskan-taufik yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu pudarkah sudah cinta yg ku beri berwarna warni segala yg dijanjikan kan ia usah biarku bersendirian usah biar hatimu ditawan usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman usah lepas genggaman tanganmu usah biar semua berlalu usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu usah lepaskan.. tak mudah ku melupa segala yg berlaku ku ingin selalu bersamamu usah biarku bersendirian usah biar hatimu ditawan usah biar diriku disini seorang menunggu tanpa teman usah lepas genggaman tanganmu usah biar semua berlalu usah terlupa perasaan hati pertama kali kita bertemu ku tak peduli apa sebabnya engkau dan dia harus bersama mendungnya langit bila berkata kita patutnya masih bercinta usah lepaskan.. usah lepaskan.. yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:56 PM
Hanya Cinta Yang Bisa by Titi Dj album: Titi DJ feat Agnes Monica
kupikir ku tak pernah pantas untuk bahagia sejak kau pergi dalam ketidaktahuanku kini kau kembali membawa bingkisan kebahagiaan yang aku ingat pernah kaucuri dariku dulu kautawarkan lagi untukku
jangan lagi kau pergi dari hidupku tak kan mudah untukku bila sendiri biar kita miliki rasa bahagia ingin selalu bersama didalam ruang dan waktu
kusadari bukan hanya kau kembalikan mimpiku hadirmu kini membuatku percaya lagi bahkan lebih indah dari mimpi-mimpiku
Reff: hanya cinta yang bisa menaklukan dendam hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menyentuh hanya cinta yang bisa mendamaikan benci hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menembus ruang dan waktu
jangan lagi kau pergi dari hidupku tak kan mudah untukku bila sendiri biar kita miliki rasa bahagia ingin selalu bersama didalam ruang dan waktu
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:27 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i was so damn tired and buzy tis few weeks...haiz.boring but wat can i do... i jus have to bare it. waiting for saturday evening and sunday is my off day.yeah... i took up Final thory practice and evaluation yesterday and at last... after ALL THe effort and hard werk withing few hours...i managed to pass my evaluation after taking it for like 4 times.alhamdlulilah.... im so glad about it and i aready book for my Ftt on the 30 november 2006.i hope i pass and m taking a leave on that day too.c how bad am i. still take leave just be os of FTT! and i really hope i passed the test and then i can book for my car lisence.no more theory classes for me after i passed this! oh yeah... ive spent 250 plus the enrol and classes,pRACTICE AND EVALUATION.HMMM.... BYK TUH...!takpelah.. yg penting aku berjaya... biar susah sekrg biar senang kemudian hari.ehehehe...
after 3 weeks came back from bali.. i managed to load the pics from my camera to picasa.the pics i posted the daqy before are some of the oics that i have used to take with my other 3 frens wen we are at BALI.Wonderful trip but sweet and short... im just a shopping freak wen i get there. it was selling all cheap items and it is worth buying. go bali if u wanna shop... our next destination is.... BANGKOK next year april i guess.hope that will be a great one. luking forward for some other people to join us...
werk have been the same thing. boring and slack.im so bored with my job now and its been 1 year 4 mths there. i learn the same thing everyday.. nothing new. im always late and watever tis is.. it shows me thats my bad habit. late!!!!! arrgghh..anythinglah...next year will be a new year for me.. im gona apply for a better job and a better offer. any job will do and i also hope i can study private diploma back.havent decide what coz but im sure i'll take it so to make sure my future is better than now. cant depend on spinelli!!!
waiting for part time place to called me. but nonme! haiz... biler nak kol nie..... i need the money!! money!!!!! life is never liek before... im such a lzy pig... got no time for my own self and family too. and now, thinking...sigh!!! klah people... i gtg... werking at 2pm later... evening and tired time. takecare peeps... luv u all. assalammualaikum!
## saembahyang adalah prinsip utama dalam hidup. memberi alasan tidak cukup masa untuk melakukannya adalah hinaan lepada Allah.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:37 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:47 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
its been a long time i didnt blog... hmmpphh... a weekk... but its ok... i just wanna say u im fine and im ok. been tired and bz with werk now. times past very fast.. new year cuming and i gotta make a resolution soon...i jus wanna have a better life and be happy around me. hmmm.... azam mesti ada.let me think more.im tired of tis job. tired of everything and tired of wat i beb doing. after a long time of like 1yr 3 mths of werk.. im tired with the schedule and timing. wish i got a fixed hour job or a shift of nite one. so which place shud i werk at. i shud be finding job now and shud left after my bonus pay... watever. im trying to find asap.....god bless me....
10 more days left for hari raya. i dint even go out for raya tis year. bought 2 clothes and didnt wear one. its ok... nvm.end of tis year will be hari raya aidiladha....im waiting and hope it will be great one tis year.i feel like going to bali again... duh! been liking to travel around. hmmm..... clah how kay... im tired and sick of my job rite now..... no werk no money.. how??? so just stay first.. byes!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:11 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
im back from bali 2 days back...its oklah...fun and great! but its not enuff time. must go for more days... hmmm...!yeah...fun visiting bali... great day there. although its just a short break but im fine and happy with it.i'll post the pics wen im free.now a bit of bz lah.. so cant sent over. then cant even got time to download now. oh tyeah.. om juz bz with werk tis few days. need to werk long hours this week. duh... wat the?????
im having the same room as mar... hehe! we cant sleep for the first day. 2nd can sleep but a bit late.funny thing happen wen sumone sound mar as steady.hahahahah! the other two fren, anne and fara are frenly too.. but im only close to mar.the day before we go back on sunday..me andmar sempat jalan2 all the way to kuta. its quite far but we walk all the way. oh yeah...going back time the flight was delay for an hour. valuair... hmm... budget mah...heheh! wateverlah but the experience is really great wen taking the plane. my first time sumore...take thep lane twice aready now.. heheh!klah... im tired ... need to sleep soon.. byes! assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:32 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
after a few times and if im not nearly to ten Basic theory test... at last i passed my test and i can finally book my finaltheory test and also Provisional driving lisence or pdl.yeah...it wasa hooorrraaaayyyy for me! wat a day...so happy for my self and i noe i did my best and i deserve to win. gud luck nur....
and today.... i bought a new handphone model sony ericsson k800i.yeah...another new exploration..after nokia to motorola and to sony....best! i sold my v3x for 300 and then i add 280 for the model.then... bla bla bla...
im going bali trip tomorow till sunday.be back at nite i guess.... so... will mit u guys on sunday or monday. im off for 5 days starting today till monday! great holiday... 5 days off and leaves. klah people...type again tomorow k..byes!
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH 
