but everythingmeans nothing.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
its the ned of the mth! duh.... september is over...haiz!fats eh.. 3 more mths and the year 2006 is over too..hmm,i got 2 days off and wiil be werking on monday at 12 pm.the next 3 days will be 6-12 all teh way.duh.. bestnyer.. mcm part timer plak.. ehehehe..... i wanna buy phone but dunno leh... dunno which oen shud i buy then.. klah! byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:54 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
today is 7 day of puasa.. alhamdulilah...it is still fine one. im tired lah... but wat to do...ia kewajipan aku.
waiting for weekends to cum.. its pay day and my off days. hehehe!
i got no mood to write now. maybe later in the afternoon after i cum back from werk.. klah! byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:49 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
all indonesian sinetron artis.....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:53 PM
Hey helo! im ok... juz tired since its fasting mth and got to werk morning tis few days.. oh yeah.. i juz finish watched kembang surga at rcti. its a great Sinetron(drama). i like the way of the story.taqwa that was shown everyday at rcti but different timing is also a great Drama.jalan cerita bagus and makes us sedar sumthing. Fitnah dan menganiaya orang itu akan membawa kite dosa disisi allah.
jauhilah fitnah,sifat keji yg berdosa itu.
i like to watch indonesian Sinetron and film.. they r u and versatile.. hmm! a lot of meanings too...terus maju yah indon!!!ghmm..... besok aku balik kul 12..yesh! bestnyer... and friday balik kul 2..alhamdulilah...sat sun i off.dapat aku rehat. maybe lepas raya..aku carik keje part time balik.yelah.. i return my watson uniform yetserday too.selesai satu cerita.and.. i still gona get my pay for this mth... after cpf.. duno how much lah.
penatlah kaki aku nie... hish! ade tempat spa dan urut kaki tak? yg bagus dan murah..heheh.adoii...... semogha tuhan memberkati hari-hari yg mulia ini.semoga ibadahku diterima allah! amin.... oklah, i gtg, wanna pray and watch tv.. byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:22 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
So.......
the winner is........... Hady MirZa!!!! hes 26 years old and cucu kepada osman Zailani...baguslah! he rocks and cool..... jon not bad also.... watever it is... im proud of being a malay.. hehe! malay lagik menang.. memang malay bleh nyanyi lah..ehheheeh! cheh,,all the best to them... and tis pic is the 1st singapore idol... taufik... hehe.. the cute guy! alhadmulilah.... u Won Hady! thats great of u...
fasting mth is 2nd day today... im waiting for september to end and i hope.. everything will be fine! klah peeps.. got to go.. tired of werking and wanna watch kembang surga... take care!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:56 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Assalammualaikum!
Selamat menyambut Bulan ramadhan Al-Mubarak....
its the first day of ramadhan and so far.. everything is fine to me...
the 1st day is over... gona fast for 1 mth.... hope i can finish it up..insyallah!!
tis few days im werking morning shift. dapatlah sahur terus keje. hmm...
di bulan ramadhan ini,aku harap dapat menambah ilmu agama aku lebih dalam lagik.
hm...semoga direstui allah.bulan inilah bulan yang paling mulia dan bulan pengampunan....pintu syurga sentiasa terbuka untuk umatnyer yg mengerjakan ibadah dan patuh padanya.aku masih byk yg perlu belajar. tak dinafikan pengetahuan agama aku tak cukup dalam tapi alhadmulilah.. aku tahu juga basic2 nyer..heheeh! bleh lah....
oh yar.. i dunno wether idid something wrong again.. and it is... i nver attend my part time job and its over. i wanna quit and gona gif them the uniform back to ofis by this week so that i cud get my pay. iwanna stay home and since its ramadhan.. i wanna releks.after ramdhan,insyallah i'll find a better job that can help me earn extras....
oh yar,i pass my basic theroy evaluatiopn at bbdc tadik.alhamdulilah.. go for 2 practice and 2 test.first test i get 89% tau.only 1 more percent tu passing mark and i fail! arrgghh... so the next test i study and i get 94%... the test i took and book at 12.05..gamble lah... ade soalan tak dapat... i tot it was wrong and i failed but... with god willings,i passed!!!! alhamdulilah! next week on the 5th of october i can go and tyook up the basic theory test. hope i passed and get to take up final theory. oh yeah,saw kalaivani at the same room just now.she took final theory evaluation.hehe... oklah,bubyyee! oklah peeps.... semoga puasa mu diterima dan diberkati allah hendaknya.. wanna rest and watch tv b4 i sleep....nites!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:46 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hmm..... 4 days to go and its ramadan.. i wanna concentrate on my prayers this ramadan.. insyallah!i really hope i get a gud ibadah.. insyallah! kali nie... aku nak cuba habiskan semua puasa aku itupun kalau diizinkan Allah...
hidup aku mcm biaser skrg... keje dan hidup seperti biaser... i tot of tinking of quitting there...the part time but then.. dunno leh... hmmm! keje keras pun untuk ape sebenarnya...kalau belajar rajin untuk mengejar agama dan ilmu islam takpelah kan... lagi2 nie bulan puasa. she wants me werk more than 3 days but... haiz.... i cant actually! mcm ner eh... haiz! aku nak keje pun tak nak keje pun susah....leceh lah hidup.... haiz! tapi ape leh buat...tetap kwene teruskan.. dgn berkat Allah.. insyallah semuanya berjalan dgn lancar....arrrggghhh!!!
pada bulan ramadan ini.. aku akan cuba menjadi anak yg sebaik mungkin...melaksanakan tugas2 aku dgn sebaik mungkin...hanya allah yg tahu ape yg harus aku lalui dlm hidup nie... life have to go on... no matter wat it is.. i still have to.... waiting for the gud and bad days of lifes.. hehe! got to chow.. wanna watch FIRST BLOOD with angah... byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:33 PM
hie hie... 5 days to ramadan..! yeah.. im waiting!
selamat menyambut kedatangan ramadan.. heheh! alhamdulilah... bulan inilah bulan barakah.. bulan taubat dan bulan untuk aku bersolat,taubat dan bykkan bersabar serta sedekah...insyallah!
keje oklah.. been werking closing tis few days...jadilah jugak. kalo tak kepenatan semacam aku... hmm.... i just do my own job without disturbing people.... tats the new me... ok? got it... i didnt got time to update much and anyway,i tink theres nothing special bout me to update... haha! i've been watching tis drama DTK,putri yg terbuang,takwa,kembang surga all at rcti.. best! i follow with all this stories.they are all gud stories... friday i will missed the kembang surga coz i werk at watson till 5.30.,, wen watching those dramas.... i sumtimes think back... to earn money like them.. i must werk and survive well... rupe takde,bakat ade tapi tak mau join.then,keje je mcm biaser skrg... aku pun dah penat nak tukar.. nanti2 nantilah...k then.. noting much again.. c ya!byes!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:32 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
RACHEL (Nirina Zubir) is a young energetic tomboy, looking unconcerned but smart and full of initiative - while FAREL (Irwansyah) is a handsome, creative, full of suprises young man. They grew up together and have been friends since childhood. They filled each other’s life so much that there’d be no Rachel without Farel around. Their togetherness was so full of joy, laughter and happiness until they grew up.
One day at the bookshop Farel meets a young pretty LUNA (Acha Septriasa), a comic writer. Her books tell a story of a dying and lonely fairy. It was love at first sight for Farel and he confides to Rachel that he had met his dream girl. As a good friend, there was nothing Rachel could do except to give her best to support Farel and help wins Luna’s heart. In her efforts suddenly Rachel feels jealous, something she had never felt before.
Being in this situation made Rachel begin to loose her identity. Slowly she tries to change her appearance to look more feminine. Subconsciously all Rachel wanted was to get Farel’s attention because she was afraid of losing him. For some reason Luna keeps rejecting Farel’s love, but with Rachel’s efforts in convincing Luna, she finally accepted Farel in her heart.
As Luna and Farel enjoy the time of their lives, Rachel is drowned in loneliness. To cover up her bitterness Rachel makes up a story about a boyfriend. The great love he has for her.
One day Rachel accidently sees Luna and Farel kissing passionately. Rachel’s heart burned up with jealousy. She went amuck then ran away with no direction, resulting in an accident and causing her legs to be amputated. The same time on their happiest moment, Luna had suddently become sick. Both Luna and Rachel are admitted to the same hosiptal. It was there that Rachel eventually saw how deeply Farel loved Luna and how Luna at her most critical time, desperately needed a donor for her heart from the cirrhosis she has suffered.
Will Rachel be able to accept the painful truth of losing Farel to Luna?
Can Farel accept the reality of losing Luna forever?
And what will Rachel do for her best friend’s happiness who also happens to be her only love?
HEART is a story of sincerity and the meaning of friendship
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:33 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
"bila kita mencintai yang lain mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar...."
if we luv sumbody cud we be tis strong..."
duh.. HEART HEART HEART.... Hmmmmm... the film is on show now at Sg Golden village.. selected cinemas only..i wanna watch but then... alah juz wait for the vcd lah eh.
i off two days.. yesh! gud lah.. boleh rehat... hmmm! tired lah but im having my theory lesson nanti besok.... hope i can get it and can get lisenced asap..
i update more besok eh.. tired lah.. too tired...
p/S:bahagia itu datang dari dalam bukan dari luar.kebahagiaan dari dlm adalah sejati,kebahagiaan datang dari luaran seringkali palsu dan menipu.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:33 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Hie!
i got mc for two days.
i got a fever,running nose,headache and sore throats.poor me...
well,i werk for a while b4 i go to doctor. and wen i went doctor.. doctor gives me 2 days of mc...tak sangka plak yg dapat dua ari.aku ngat tak dpt coz i dont mind werking lor...i guess its getting worse if i dont go doctor. just 5 dolars and i get a lot of medicine. anyway,i get a rest for this two days .
Enrolled for the car lisence today at BBDC.then,wen to nokia care cntre to repair my nokia 3230.it stops at nokia wen i on the phone and cant off it back. haha! mengarut betul lah nie hp. i was tot of looking for a new job.. but then.. still looking for it now... dun wanna rush lah but i tink i have to find.after a year at spinelli and had been doing the same thing everyday makes me tired and think of quitting and find a new job rather than stay there.tot of joining the retail line... hmm.... dunno but have to find lah... nie nak dekat bulan puasa nie... hehe!kalo aku quit rumah mcm ner.. then how bout my bills... but then, i find that my job handling food is not a gud one coz it involve pork.haiz!i noe its not a gud one but then.. wat to do...for this time being i have to endure with it lor...hmmpphh!!!
now its time for me to learn from mistakes i've done and produce a better life...wake up from my dreams and beware of people around me.. hahah! i tot of changing to part time but then... how eh???? i have to find a stable job first b4 i get a new job. hmm..... oklah peeps.. i guess tis will be all today. got to rest and watch tv. tag again tomorow or wen im free... byeS!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:36 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
assalamualaikum! hie peeps... how r u!
me ok lah.. still standing here... like usual. tired but wat to do...
its 11 septermber.. the day where WORLD TRADE CENTRE at new york teh pentagon,collasped.
hnmmm... werking full shift tomorow leh! tired siah but wat to do... haiz!!! werk werk and werk.. watson was ok, fun. im thinking of converting to part time lah coz i wanna do a lot of thing.. hhmmm! wana learn car,go mosque,study back to school...tgklah mcm ner...eh.. this computer really sucks now! rodak per! wat the hell... arrrggghhhhh. shit! waiting for bulan ramadan now... byelah!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:15 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
hie..hello! assalammualaikum! im here now today...
life is not like dulu.. im not happy like dulu too...
its been very different now... i mean my joblah at spin.
werking was not as fun like last time thou. i dun like it but i still have to live with it. watever it is.. i still have to Stay for the time being b4 i get a new job.
haiz.. wat to do ryte... have to bare with it first...
to that sum1... i noe u're not happy with me,not happy with my werk then,i guess just ask fro transfer... or maybe juz BB!(buat bodoh/boleh belah)... hahhahaha! im correct wat,if u're not happy with me, with my atitude then lets juz do ur own job then...aKU da malaz lah nak cakap. wen i tink back.. its no point being nice to sum1 and at the end u were being betrayed or maybe u were the one who people will not like and point out ur mistakes. hate it but wat to do. manusia.. tak penah nak lepas dari ape2 yg nak dilakukan..banyak fitnah,hasut meghasut, dan mulut tak boleh nak diam.. haiz! syaitan lah nie semua.... ya allah.. aku mohon ampun atas dosa2 aku yg telah aku lakukan.... hanya kau yg dapat membantu aku... amin!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:21 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
now... its been a week after meeting...
life is still the usual.. im trying my best to do my job right and properly with my heart and soul..but then.. im too tired now.. tired of my everyday life. till then, i still go on coz i need the xxtra income for myself.. and raya will be a week b4 gaji.haiz.. too bad man...
nvmindalh yeah.. haiz.. wat to do....werk,werk and werk only lah...but end on the fasting mth. i'll werk lesser lor.. hehe! mane leh werk ari2 seh. boleh mampoz aku nanti.haiz.... aku keje 5 daes kat sane ni week coz i need the money before the date close...yesterday wen gelang patah to pay the house bill. its stage 2A. alhamdulilah..everything wen fine still.. hope its a gud one.. i hope the whole thing will be fine.insyallah..hanya tuhan penentu segalanya. amin!
dad tell me... if u cant be patient and always marah2...just ucapkan... "astargfirullah halazim.." insyallah, everything will be fine..."
i take ur werd dad... thanks! love u...
oklah... i gtg... werk morn tomorow again! shitlah... i star a new life at werk.. no more liek last time.. maybe.. i'll show u all how powerful i am.. hahahaha! watever... its not fair!!! wont be fair.... aku redha.
**jika kita melakukan sesuatu dgn keikhlasan,nescaya ganjaran yg kita terima juga setanding dgn apa yg kita usahakan....**
nites!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:28 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
aku rasa.... its time 4 me to transfer. entahlah... i really need i guess....
shud talk to vivian bout tis.. or maybe continue studies back next year.
haiz.. poor me... sumtimes i dunno how is my life at werk.. jadi bagus ke.. jadi baik jahat tetap samer jugak. haiz....
aku ke yg salah...???
entahlah.. i was like blacklisted and condem by them...
my attitude or wat?
i realise i had becoming late from werk now... but then... i dunno wat they still want lah... been werking like hell everyday but i still kena from them..
cashier and cashier and cashier again everidae! duh! tiredlah like that ryte???
i dunnoo...tired of thinking! am i lazy? duh.. wat is this??? im actually tired lah.. not lazy. tired of werk and cashier.haiz... haiz! watever it is... life still need to go on.. i wonder... wat shud i do now??
im feeling bad this few days and thinking and thinking of wat i shud do next lah... haiz! mcm ner eh? alahai... ape eh nak buat???? i got so many things to do... werk.. then school,kereta... hmm! mcm ner? haiz! watever lah kay? life stilll goes on and on and on.. as long as i get my money... then, im fine...!!
nobody is perfect mah... correct not?
hmmm........polictis never ends!tats wat spinelli are gud 4 and can say... everywhere have politics!
haiz.... ya allah! hanya kau yang tahu segalanya! amin!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:58 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
haiz....
i got a bad nite today. wat a bpred meeting.
i was condem badly from two people. wat the?????????/
i just dunno.... and there... my tears falling.... i just cant bare to tahan..
wat i did was always wrong and always not ryte.
watever....
and i noe they dont like me.. i also come late always. today again
another day of lateness in my werking life. after a year there...
advice from kak fizah....
"always find the way out,exit door tu byk
but u must choose the rite door,
to lead u the rite path
juz say u want try sumthing new
as u too long there
n want a better challenge"
haiz.... tahlah... i hate spins staff...
i shud tell vee bout tis problem.. i guess i need to be transfered soon.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:00 AM
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