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Friday, June 30, 2006
heez.. have not been blogging for like 1 week almost! hmmm.. been bz..tired and bit lazy to log in and blog and type. further on... i m totally bz with werk life... then, back from kl on Monday nun...noting much bought. juz some thing tat is not important..hehe! wen to klcc,mid valley,and many morelah.. stay at hotel katari again.4 of us sharing 1 standard room..
hmmm..... got pay. Werk at pharmacy for 2 days only tis week.. very bad of me.. hmmm!!! oklah.. i gtg... will upload more soon.... the photos too... july will start tomorow and 25 days to my birthday! im gona be 22! shit...old me... hmm! klah.. gtg! assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:46 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006
hey! im off to KL! today... and will be reaching there later around 4 or 5..hmm!
pray me for my safety.. my family angah and ayah also going! hmm... great! at last they go... but actually only me and mum.. dorg sibuk2! heheheh,,hows life peeps??? me?? im ok.. juz not enuff sleep now...tired with werk and watch soccer only! my italy argentina will go tru 2nd round! all the best my players!! i got to go.. back on monday..c ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:27 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Wanita itu Diciptakan bukan daripada tulang rusuk atas untuk memerintah.Bukan daripada rusuk bawah untuk dipijak,tetapi terletaknya rusuk itu di bahagian dada dan berdekatan dengan tangan.Bermakna perlunya tangan yang membela dan hati yang mempunyai Perasaan dan kasih sayang.
ADAkah harapan untukku menjejaki cintanya... atau.. hanya mimpi dan khayalan semata-mata... aku jadi tak tentu arah mengenangkan mu disaat saat ini..hmmm!!!! ape bleh buatkan... cinta tu kan buta,terlalu banyak erti dan maksudnya yang tak dapat ditafsirkan sendiri.. erk!!! mcm2 lah eh! boleh buat jadi gila....
Serynna show me a video clip of tis Madrasah Irsyad punye buidak skolah buat blowjob..erk! wat a shame siah! malunyer........ malu!!! aku malu dgn dier dan kaum hawa aku sendiri yang telah buat mcm nie dengan mengunakan tudung dan klipnyer telah disebarkan umum! amcm?? melayu aku power??? eekekekeek! eh!!!!!! plz.... nak buat bukak tudung dululah dik oi!!! jgn memalukan islam!!!! hish! astargfirullah!!! haiz.. ape nak jadi nie dunia.. kiamat akan tiba bile2 saje!percayalah... tuhan tu maha kaya!! oklah beb... i wanna slip and wanna watch a bit of soccer later... england and sweden... then germany and ecuador won 3-0.... ! hehe! byez!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:43 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006
times really past fast.. hmm! now what????
besok morning and im gona be bz werking from 6-2..hmmm!!! arrgghh.. Soccer gona start soon between ukraine and Saudi arabia.. not so popular team but they did make it to the top 32 of the world soccer Cup..heheh! all the best to u all!
msg fathiyah sec school fren.. shes werking At HP alexandra in admin job..
while Azura who stay marsiling werk in a bank.. Barclays bank at capital square.. hhmm! eh!!! goal!!! ukraine goal!! haiz.. arab.. i hope u can win the match or at least get 1-10...
im tired... wanna watch spain later on! hmm... going jb tomorow for a while to buy tiket and my magazines!! ekeekeke..... wat the hell u talking bout yat??
im looking and searching for love... a werd full of touch and full of expresion...
juz cant tell how it feel.... the trouble with love is..... u cant tell how it feels... heheh! ape jer... nowadays.. i've been keeping kontak with my old frens.. nisa,ina,Mar,Abby,Yana,Fathiyah,Zura and more.... hmmm... all come from different walks of life and all have their own life... ramai kwn aku.. semuanya sama rata jer rawpatnyer.. tot of going thailand in September with abby! insyallah! hope i can make it.. k ar.. need to slip b4 woke up to watch spain later..bubbyyee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:52 PM

Success Doesnt Come to U..u go To it..,
The Trouble With Love Is
(Evan Rogers, Carl Sturken, Kelly Clarkson)
© Songs Of Universal, Inc./Bayjun Beat (BMI)/Copyright Control (ASCAP)
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can’t deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It’s stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
Chorus
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keep callin’
And I keep on fallin’
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin’ in the pourin’ rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
Chorus
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:13 PM



Because Of You
(Written by Kelly Clarkson/David Hodges/Ben Moody)
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:03 PM

Japan score 0-0 with Croatia..
Korea 1-1 with France...
and the 2002 champion Brazil score 2-0 with Australia.
Hmmm... ??? if u watch,wat u think of the match hah people????
i dunt tink they are like last 4 years... different... no tthe same.. Where are their Strong inspiration? hmmm... dunno! but i guess tis year.. it will either be Argentina or maybe Germany who will won! All the best...
im werking 6-12... gona werk at 4pm later... hmmm!!! jadilah.. dapat duit buat tambah kan??? at least 300 from there per month.. heheeheh! oklah peeps.. i got to go... imposible is nothing!!
**my life wud only be better if there's sumone out there who loves me more than i love him.. heheh! tata!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:42 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006
its been a tiring week and i only werk 2 days at Pharmacy! been tired and i wanna watch Tv for the world cup.. maklumlah... its the world cup season ryte now...next week on the 26, im taking leave coz im going KL.hope ayah and angah going too... well.. i hope!
i had lots of fun at werk but im tired of coz.. its almost 10 mths plus werking there.. almost to a year. no difference.. im still a barista. wen im tired, i will be dragging and i will like be not happy with myself and my own collegues! dunno... but im ok lah.. juz tat tis few weeks i never been doing Barista! arrrgghh......... never mindla...
im quite sleep and time now really past really fast! oh shit... wats up next??? im having headache now... erkk... a long day at werk tomorow! bubbyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:27 PM

Mc Bride.. Not his Day!

Italy coach Marcello Lippi admitted his team had got a "wake-up call" after they were held to a 1-1 draw by the USA despite their opponents playing the majority of the second half with just nine men.
The Azzurri struggled from the off in their second World Cup match and failed to build momentum after Alberto Gilardino gave them a 21st-minute lead. However, Cristian Zaccardo's own goal and Daniele De Rossi's subsequent sending-off in the opening half proved a hammer blow for the Azzurri who never recovered despite facing an opposition who played for 44 minutes with nine men.
"We didn't play our best game," said Lippi. "It was simply not our night. But it's not a negative result. I am happy that today our World Cup starts because this is a wake-up call for us. From now on is simply a case of being in or out."
Lippi admitted he would have strong words with De Rossi after he elbowed Brian McBride who was forced to leave the pitch after the incident with bloody streaming from a facial wound.
"My players got nervous and they made very serious mistakes, like that of De Rossi," he said.
Daniele De rossi.. Red Card! a big mistake!

"That was a very serious error and we paid the consequences."
USA coach Bruce Arena hailed his players who fought hard to earn a point which allowed them to keep alive hopes of reaching the second round. He particularly praised goalkeeper Kasey Keller who made two crucial late saves to deny Alessandro del Piero.
"He came up big for us today," said Arena. "We never doubted he would."
The American boss questioned some of the refereeing decisions, with his side having to play for almost the entire second half with nine men after Pablo Mastroeni and Eddie Pope were sent off.
"I think it was harsh to have two players sent off in the space of five minutes," he said. "I've never had two players sent off in a game, this is the first time and I hope the only time. I would like to see some of the replays."
What a TAf game... haiz!! DE rossi??? u make itralian Wonders... and panic but Accidents to happen.... i hope all the best For the Italians! azzuri's!! i love ur team! great support from me... Never give up ryte!!
here are some of the pictures.. Score for the Day.. 1-1.. Italy scored by Gilardino the 23 year old player while the Usa team scored was Scored by Zaccardo italian own goal.. sad sad...!!!




NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:10 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006
hey! my blog is plain boring ryte?? all about Soccer huh?? haiz.. its the World cup and Soccer month man.... thats y!!! hmmm...... oklah! wat i noe... Spain had won 4-0..juz only! yeah!! all the best.. great!!! luv u spainish people!!! hahaha,... italian dont say.. im always behind supporting u all the way! werk morning tomorow... and yeah... last sunday.. i lost my Ezlink kad and posb card... banquet card too... haizx!! sedih! admiralty i guesss.... oklah! taKE CAre peeps.. gona watch Soccer later.. as usual! im like so sudden fan of soccer.. k ar! cheers...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:20 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
ItaLy's Team

Striker Luca Toni

Fashion model Alena Seredova, girlfriend of Italy's goalkeeper Gianluigi Buffon, waves to the photographers prior the Italy vs Ghana, Group E, World C

Italy's striker Alessandro Del Piero looks during a press conference, in Duisburg's MSV Arena, Germany, Saturday, June 10, 2006

Italy's national soccer team Francesco Totti during a practice session at the Coverciano training grounds, near Florence, Italy, Wednesday June 7, 200

My idol from italy.......Fillipo Inzaghi

Italy's Cannavaro Looks On During A News Conference At The End Of A Pre-World Cup Soccer Training Camp In Coverciano

Italy fan...

Italian forward Vincenzo Iaquinta (down) celebrates with Italian midfielder Gennaro Gattuso after scoring during the FIFA World Cup 2006 group E football match Italy vs Ghana, 12 June 2006 at Hannover stadium. Italy won 2-0. 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:59 PM

World cup Starts on the 10 june of 2006!! yeah!!! and now.. 4 days after the world cup... it been a great match ... goals here and there. i luv all the games... great! now its half time of Czech republic with USa! 2-0!! power... heheheh! bermati-matian.. berjuang untuk menang! best eh!!! hmmm........... not gona sleep coz im waiting for ITALY and GHANA game at 3 am later!! kkeekeek! sanggup mintak keje petang becos i wanna watch them tau! hope italians will won this first game!!! plz dun be too confident Italians!! luv u all........
here are sum of the updates on the pictures of world cups... lets c...
Lahm from Germany(23)

Lahm family..

lahm coach

him again....

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Argentina's ruthlessness just enough against gallant Elephants

Italy's national soccer team defender Zambrotta leaves a training camp in Coverciano

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:04 AM

Thursday, June 08, 2006
hey! assalammualaikum!
im gud.. still here Fine and alhamdulilah still happy with ,y job now.
Been very buzy and tired with Werk till got no time to SLEEPand time for mySelf either....!!! yeah!!!
Tis is my life... werk... Werk and Werk... Every day Except Sum alternate Sat and Permanent sunday offs... but still not enuff time to spend! heheheh! 6 mths of 2006 will be over soon and still havent took up my CAR LISENCE... shit!!!! i just left a year to achieve my target and i have to without failman...! by tis week maybe i will have to go and book...welll insyallah!! auto or manual??? auto or manual???
ekekekkee........ blueekk!
Visits ina blog.. and guess wat.. she wrote sumthing different... in malay lagi. haha! tak pernah2... and yeash, she is like giving up lives... gerl??? Whats wrong???
i noe i didnt had anytime with u all now but then.. i hope we wud have sum time tis cuming Birthday of mine next mth.. hmmm!!!! sure.. im sure i had enuff time with u and the rest. Try to make it lor...i hope shes fine.. well my dear.. no one is perfect aznd dun worry kay? u're not alone.. u have me and many people out there who is SINGLE PLUS AVAILABLE my dear ina.... hmmm... u have a great family.. not like mine... u Can study i cant... haha! i'll msg u soon....
i day to world cup and.. yesh!!!!! im waiting.. its here.. im gona watch and yeah... happy for that... germany Vs Costa rica in 25 hours time.. ekekek! yeah.... Very sian coz have to werk on Saturday at herren.....
i have ten days of annual live this year and last year balance.. hmmm.. taking one day on the 26 june... on my bdae too... dunno lah.. Waiting for umrah too...dunno wen to go and i wanna go relax my mind lah.. where??? hmmm... ntahlah! tgk mcm ner...
gd nite kay??? i wanna rest and woke up at 4.30am tomorow for werk.. byes!!
B4 that.........
Here's a song....
Mendung Tak Bererti Hujan
Artist: Ella, Feat: Deddy Dores
Masa lalu kita di dalam hidupku
Dapatkah ku jadikan putih
Kegagalan cintaku jua keyakinan
Ku goyah oleh keadaan
Mendung tak bererti hujan
Yakinlah itu satu cobaan
Masih ada ruang kesempatan memilikinya
Aku ingin mencari ketenangan diri
Agar hidup ini
Bukanlah sekadar mimpi
Aku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku
Ku cinta padamu kasihku padamu
Putih tak ternoda
Untuk dirimu
Hanya untukmu...
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Quote of The Day:
To me, photography is the simultaneous recognition, in a fraction of a second, of the significance of an event.
Henri Cartier-Bresson
Yesterday 7 june is Along 37th birthday!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:32 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006
mak aiii!!! MENDAKNYER NIARI!!!!!!
BOSAN DAN MENGANTUKKAN lagi Aderla...
aduuhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im going jb to make my new Spectacles FRAME and lenses!!!!!
gona take pic later.. bubbyyeee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:05 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006
hey.. its been a bz week.. didnt have any much time to Blog here.. well.. now at nite.. i got some time to add.it have been a hectic tiring week but then.. im ok with it..so far so gud still... been not enuff sleep and tired..haha! oh yeah.. werk at spin was sumtime ok sumtime not but then its tired... then pharmacy it was relaxing.such a waste if i didnt turned up for werk too... 23 per day leh... hmmm! alhamdulilah...life is the usual same thing everidae lor... juz that sumtimes its boring!hmm.....
shud be going kl for today then tak jadi. mum lah... haiz!!!! sedih... skrg jualan mega per.. haiz....maybe in two weeks time baru go lar...hmmm..... wen to jb tadi.. nak antar baju tak dapat coz kedai jahit dah tutup..duh!!!! erk.... maybe tuesday go again! bought Exists new Cd and vcd garasi with xmen 3.. hmmm..... jadilah! erk people.. i wanna watch tv lah.. c u later... got to go..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:48 PM