thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH
22Nd years old
boRn on 25Th juLy 1984
Leo Gal...
North Side of Singapore
Full time Career In SpineLLi
Loves the Nature,Arts,Coffee,Adventures,Excitement..
She's Simple And independent..
Well behaved and Friendly..
Reading,outing and Stubborn...
Shes now living life to the Fullest!!
but everythingmeans nothing.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
A volcano is a place on the Earth's surface (or any other planet's or moon's surface) where molten rock, gases and pyroclastic debris erupt through the earth's crust. Volcanoes vary quite a bit in their structure - some are cracks in the earth's crust where lava erupts, and some are domes, shields, or mountain-like structures with a crater at the summit.
Magma is molten rock within the Earth's crust. When magma erupts through the earth's surface it is called lava. Lava can be thick and slow-moving or thin and fast-moving. Rock also comes from volcanoes in other forms, including ash (finely powdered rock that looks like dark smoke coming from the volcano), cinders (bits of fragmented lava), and pumice (light-weight rock that is full of air bubbles and is formed in explosive volcanic eruptions - this type of rock can float on water).
Volcanic eruptions can cause great damage and the loss of life and property.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:10 PM
Indonesian quake kills more than 3,000
YOGYAKARTA, Indonesia (Reuters) - A powerful earthquake struck around Indonesia's royal city of Yogyakarta on Saturday, killing more than 3,000 people as houses and buildings collapsed near ancient heritage sites.As darkness fell in the heartland of Indonesia's main island of Java, thousands prepared to spend the night outside ruined homes or in the grounds of mosques, churches and schools.
"It's pitch dark. We have to use candles and we are sitting outside now. We are too scared to sleep inside. The radio keeps saying there will be more quakes. We still feel the tremors," said Tjut Nariman, who lives on the outskirts of Yogyakarta.
The 6.2 magnitude quake struck just after dawn and was the third major tremor to devastate Indonesia in 18 months, the worst being the quake on December 26, 2004 and its resulting tsunami which left some 170,000 people dead or missing around Aceh.
Indonesia sits on the Asia-Pacific's so-called "Ring of Fire" marked by heavy volcanic and tectonic activity.
Many bodies were still buried under rubble as authorities struggled to get aid into the region. Several countries offered medical relief teams and emergency supplies.
Sitting with his wife and three children outside his wrecked house in Kembang Songo village, Sarmiji, 44, told Reuters he had received no aid so far.
"Everything is destroyed here. My house is in ruins, all houses are ruined ... I have a neighbor whose 11 family members were killed instantly," he said.
The Social Affairs Ministry's disaster task force in Jakarta said the death toll had reached 3,002 as of late Saturday.
Near Sarmiji's flattened house, several bodies lay among the wreckage. Hundreds of villagers sat outside ruined homes looking dazed and confused.
Telephone services were erratic, especially in rural areas and the outskirts of Yogyakarta. Power was out, although streets in the city center were lit. Yogyakarta's airport was closed due to a damaged runway.
FEAR
Sopar, an official from the national coordinating body for disaster, said: "We will send logistics tomorrow to the affected areas ... such as food, blankets, sarongs, tents, generators."
The epicenter of the quake, which struck just before 6 a.m. (2300 GMT), was offshore. Many people feared the quake would be followed by a tsunami and fled coastal homes for higher ground.
No tsunami came but the fear lingered on into the night.
Yogyakarta is near Mount Merapi, a volcano on top alert for a major eruption. A vulcanologist said the quake was not caused by the volcano, but its activity increased after the shock.
Yogyakarta city is about 25 km (16 miles) north of the Indian Ocean coast and 440 km (275 miles) east of Jakarta. Yogyakarta province, which includes the city, has a population of 3.2 million. Central Java province also suffered damage.
One staff member at a hotel opposite Borobudur temple told Reuters the ancient Buddhist complex was intact with no signs of damage, although several structures nearby collapsed.
Yogyakarta's centuries-old royal palaces and the nearby Borobudur temple complex are prime tourist attractions.
The Prambanan Hindu temple complex near Jakarta suffered some damage but the main structure was intact.
Especially hard-hit was Bantul town and the surrounding area, about 25 km from Yogyakarta city. One official said the Bantul region accounted for more than 2,000 of the dead.
At Solo airport, school teacher Muhammad Yusan told Reuters he had left Aceh, more than 1,000 miles away, that morning to try to reach his family in Bantul.
"I lost my father, aunt and niece, but I can't confirm the rest because I can't get hold of them," Yusan said. "I think Bantul is flattened because most houses there are poorly built and old."
President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono visited Bantul and Health Minister Siti Fadillah Supari said medical teams had been sent to the hardest-hit areas. The European Union, the United States, Japan and UNICEF were among those announcing immediate aid.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:27 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Its been a year i didnt met him... Wah! tats great man... and i almost Done with my werds last time.. but the act of still noeing him as a fren and contact him sutimes is still there.wat to do.. im still his fren... he still wana fren me.. yeah!but then.... i just wanna say he's the first.... but not the last.. haha!
i Didnt go to herren to werk today. Was sleeping and too tired.. i took up mc and the cost was $31 dolars.. i was having a stomach cramp and also ulcer in my upper mouth.. shit! wahahaha! watever.the Doctor gave me 4 medicine in total... hmm,, byk tuh! wahwah! do u tink im gona eat??? maybe...hhehehee. u noelah.. i dont like medicine one.. hmmm! called Steve from hereen today and said im sick and Got an MC! he said ok.. nevermind.. hmm... biarlah dier... let them suffer.. im tired of werking at hereen.... haiz!!!!!
I dream of sumthing... Sumone who i dont wujud or not..... I dream i get married and i was in my gown... haha! i was with my husband... and yeah.. he was so Gud looking and we love each other so much like hell... hehe! we get married(nikah) on Friday and sanding on Saturday.. he was a gentleman and i cant get over him... so great to be his wife... haha! but does he really exists??? well........ nvm! i hope... i get sumone who can really love me,took care of me and also loves my family. he must be understanding,Loves me more than i luv him and also noes about Islam.. our religion and studies... he can teach me if i don noe... whoever the future guy to be... i will hope i have u once an forever... hehe!
im werking at pharmacy later.. hmmm! with auntie may.. of coz.. yeah! oklah peeps... enuff of my shit little pieces.. i got to go.. bubbyyee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:40 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
halu! im werkingtomorow.. arrgghh..penat seh..mcm nak amek mc jer... hahah! tak sangka plak i get 52.10 for the 2 days i werk at pharmacy..hhhmm! syukurlah.. dapat jugak 50.hehe! oh yeah... tink... i need to go... tomrow adek birthday.. mar was on the 24th may..happy birthdays to u all... i wanna rest.. gd day!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:24 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
SOLAT HAJAT & TAUBAT
Soalan:
Boleh tak ustazah terangkan cara-cara menunaikan Solat Hajat & Solat Taubat dengan betul? Terima kasih.
alyaa, sarawak.
Jawapan:
Nama Solat Hajat diambil sempena hadis yang statusnya para ulama berbeza pendapat. Ada sebahagian ulama mengklasifikasikan hadis itu daif. Antara mereka Muhammad Nasiruddin al-Albani, al-Tirmizi dan al-Hakim. Ada juga ulama yang mengatakan bahawa hadis tersebut berstatus hasan kerana terdapat banyak riwayat daif yang lain menguatkannya sehingga ia diangkat ke martabat hasan.
Hadis tersebut adalah seperti berikut:
"Abdullah bin Abi Aufa al-Aslami berkata: Rasulullah s.a.w keluar kepada kami dan berkata: Sesiapa yang mempunyai sebarang hajat terhadap ALLAH atau sesiapa daripada makhluknya, maka berwuduk dan lakukanlah solat dua rakaat. Kemudian, bacalah: Laa ilaaha illallahu al-Halim al-Kariim subhanallahi rabbil 'arsyil 'azim al-Hamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin, allahumma inni asaluka mujibaati rahmatik wa azaaima maghfiratik wal ghaniimata min kulli birrin wassalaamata min kulli ismin asaluka ala tada'a li dzanban illa ghafartahu, wala hamman illah farrajtahu, wa la haajatan hiya laka ridhan illah qadhaitaha li. Kemudian, meminta apa sahaja yang diingininya daripada ALLAH sama ada perkara dunia mahu pun akhirat. Sesungguhnya DIA akan mentakdirkan." – Riwayat Ibn Majah: 1374.
Al-Tirmizi berkata bahawa Qaid bin Aburrahman (salah seorang perawi hadis di atas) seorang yang lemah. Bahkan al-Albani mengatakan bahawa dia tersangat lemah. Al-Hakim pula mengatakan bahawa ia hadis palsu. (Rujuk: Musykaat al-Masobih, jil: 1, ms: 417. Al-Hakim dan Ibn al-'Arabi juga mengatakan hadis ini daif).
Jika kita mengatakan bahawa hadis ini hasan, maka kita boleh beramal dengannya, dengan syarat mengikut sepertimana cara yang dinyatakan oleh Rasulullah s.a.w, iaitu solat dua rakaat dengan membaca sebarang surah yang dihafal. Kemudian meminta sebarang hajat, sama ada ketika sujud, semasa tahiyat sebelum salam atau sebagainya. Mengikut riwayat, Imam al-Bukhari sering melakukan solat dua rakaat sebelum meletakkan sesuatu hadis dalam kitabnya. Jadi, solat dua rakaat sebelum melakukan sesuatu atau untuk meminta sesuatu merupakan amalan orang soleh.
Berhubung dengan cara yang dilakukan oleh kebanyakan umat Islam di Malaysia, iaitu dengan bacaan tertentu, seperti ayat Kursi pada rakaat pertama dan Surah al-Ikhlas 11 kali pada rakaat kedua serta bacaan khusus semasa sujud, ia tidak pernah diriwayatkan daripada Rasulullah s.a.w, para sahabat, tabiin dan tabi' tabiin, sama ada melalui riwayat sahih ataupun daif. Lebih-lebih lagi jika ia dilakukan secara berjemaah di masjid. Ingatlah bahawa setiap ibadah yang tidak berdasarkan petunjuk Rasulullah s.a.w adalah bidaah yang dilarang oleh syarak.
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
"Sesiapa yang mencipta sesuatu perkara dalam urusan kami ini, apa yang bukan daripadanya (al-Quran dan Sunnah), maka ia tertolak." – Riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim.
Saudari juga boleh berdoa meminta apa sahaja yang dihajati pada waktu-waktu doa dimakbulkan, seperti penghujung malam, penghujung solat sebelum salam, hari Jumaat di mana satu detik pada hari itu merupakan saat di mana doa tidak ditolak, ketika berbuka puasa, antara azan dan iqamah dan sebagainya.
Firman ALLAH S.W.T:
"Apabila hamba-KU bertanya kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) tentangKU, maka sesungguhnya aku dekat. Aku akan mengabulkan doa jika dia memohon." - Surah al-Baqarah: 186.
Berhubung dengan Solat Taubat pula, ia berdasarkan hadis berikut:
Ali bin Abu Talib r.a berkata bahawa aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:
"Sesiapa yang melakukan dosa kemudian dia bangun dan membersihkan diri (berwuduk) kemudian mendirikan solat kemudian memohon ampun, ALLAH pasti akan mengampunkannya. Kemudian dia membaca Surah Ali Imran, ayat 15-17." – Hadis hasan Riwayat al-Tirmizi dan Abu Daud.
Ingatlah bahawa ALLAH amat menyintai orang-orang yang bertaubat. Walaupun seseorang itu telah berbuat dosa berkali-kali, ALLAH akan sentiasa gembira menerima taubat hamba-NYA.
Abu Hurairah r.a berkata bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda melalui hadis Qudsi:
"Seorang hamba ALLAH melakukan dosa, lalu berdoa: Wahai TUHANku, ampunkanlah dosaku. ALLAH berfirman: Hamba-KU telah melakukan dosa, tetapi dia tahu bahawa dia mempunyai TUHAN yang akan mengampunkan dosa atau menghukumnya kerana melakukan dosa. Kemudian, hamba itu kembali melakukan dosa, lalu berdoa: Wahai TUHANku, ampunkanlah dosaku.
ALLAH berfirman:
Hamba-KU melakukan dosa tetapi dia tahu bahawa dia mempunyai TUHAN yang akan mengampunkan dosa atau menghukumnya kerana melakukan dosa. Kemudian hamba ALLAH itu kembali melakukan dosa, lalu berdoa: Wahai TUHANku, ampunkanlah dosaku. ALLAH berfirman: HambaKU melakukan dosa, tetapi dia tahu bahawa dia mempunyai TUHAN yang akan mengampunkan dosa atau menghukumnya kerana melakukan dosa. Oleh itu, buatlah sesuka hatimu, AKU akan ampunkan dosamu. Hamba itu berkata: Aku tidak tahu sehingga kali ketiga atau keempat aku meminta keampunan tetapi ALLAH tetap berfirman: Buatlah sesuka hatimu, AKU tetap akan mengampunkan dosamu." – Riwayat Muslim.
Firman ALLAH S.W.T:
"Sesungguhnya ALLAH menyukai orang-orang yang bertaubat dan orang-orang yang menyucikan diri." - Surah al Baqarah: 222.
Firman ALLAH S.W.T:
"Katakanlah: Wahai hamba-hamba-KU yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu berputus asa terhadap rahmat ALLAH. Sesungguhnya ALLAH mengampuni dosa-dosa semua. Sesungguhnya DIA Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." -Surah al-Zumar: 53.
Rasulullah s.a.w mengingatkan kaum lelaki agar bertakwa kepada ALLAH dari fitnah kaum wanita kerana merekalah paling ramai dihumbankan ke Neraka. Mereka suka memutuskan silaturahim, mengumpat, amalan terlalu kurang disebabkan fitrah kejadiannya serta pendek akal pemikirannya. Selain itu, mereka terlalu mengikut perasaan dalam membuat keputusan. Semua ini diakui oleh Nabi s.a.w di dalam hadisnya yang sahih.
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
“Wahai kaum wanita, banyakkan sedekah dan memohon ampun kepada ALLAH. Ini kerana, aku melihat kamu semua paling ramai menjadi ahli Neraka. Seorang wanita bertanya: Mengapa kami paling ramai menjadi ahli Neraka? Jawab Nabi: Kerana kamu banyak melaknat dan memutuskan silaturahim. Aku melihat kamu semua ada banyak kekurangan pada akal dan agama.” - Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim.
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
“Solatlah kamu seperti kamu lihat cara aku mengerjakan solat.” – Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari
Untuk menambahkan kekhusyukan dalam solat, kamu dicadangkan agar melakukan perkara-perkara berikut:
1. Membaca surah-surah dengan bacaan tartil (sederhana).
2. Sentiasa menepati waktu solat agar tidak tergopoh-gapah mengejar masa.
3. Sentiasa memulakan bacaan ketika solat dengan isti’azah (a’uzubillahi minasyaitanirrajim), iaitu berlindung dari gangguan Syaitan.
4. Pelajari Sifat Solat Nabi s.a.w yang sahih bermula dari takbir hingga salam karangan Muhammad Nasiruddin al-Albani.
5. Mengikuti kuliah tafsir al-Quran agar kamu dapat memahami ayat-ayat yang dibaca.
6. Sentiasa merendahkan pandangan, iaitu menumpukan pandangan ke tempat sujud sehingga selesai solat.
7. Sentiasa solat
Nabi s.a.w memerintahkan umatnya agar mengasihi saudara seagamanya bukan sebaliknya. Sedangkan, hasad dengki dan penyakit hati yang lain membawa musibah besar di dunia dan akhirat.
Menurut al-Zubair bin al-‘Awwam r.a, Nabi s.a.w bersabda:
“Telah menimpa ke atas kamu penyakit umat terdahulu, iaitu hasad dan benci, iaitu perasaan benci menyebabkan seseorang meninggalkan agama.” – Hadis hasan riwayat al-Tirmizi
Cara menghindari penyakit ini:
1. Rendahkan diri kepada ALLAH dan banyakkan berdoa Allhummahdi Qalbi Waslul Sakhiimati Sodri (Ya ALLAH, Tunjukkan hatiku ke jalan yang benar dan keluarkan segala penyakit hati dari diriku)
2. Kajilah al-Quran dan banyakkan membaca ayat-ayat berkaitan hasad. Mudah-mudahan hati bergetar dan menambahkan ketakutan dalam diri.
3. Banyak membaca sejarah kehidupan Nabi s.a.w tentang cara baginda menjauhi sifat itu seperti Kitab Nurul Yakin fi Sirah Sayyid al-Mursalin.
4. Membaca kisah para sahabat mengenai adab dan akhlak mereka seperti Kitab Suwar Min Hayat al-Sahabah, karya Abdul Rahman Ra’fat al-Basha.
5. Apabila Syaitan cuba menimbulkan perasaan itu dalam diri kamu, segeralah membaca isti’azah.
6. Jangan risau kejahatan yang dimainkan oleh hati kerana ia tidak dihisab. Syeikh al-Islam Ibn Taimiyah r.h berkata: Tidak dihisab terhadap apa yang dimainkan dalam diri manusia. Tetapi, dia dihisab atas apa yang dikatakan atau dilakukannya.”
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w: “ALLAH tidak membebani dosa umatnya kerana tidak sengaja, terlupa atau terpaksa.” -Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari
7. Banyak memberi salam dan hadiah kepada orang yang dihasad untuk menimbulkan perasaan sayang kepadanya.
Sabda Nabi s.a.w: “Mahukah aku ajar kepada kamu suatu perkara jika kamu lakukan bersama-sama akan menambahkan kasih sayang, iaitu sentiasa memberi salam antara kamu.” –Hadis riwayat Muslim
Wallahu a’lam.
Dalam sujud, terdapat beberapa zikir atau doa yang diajar oleh Rasulullah s.a.w selain daripada tasbih yang dibaca ketika sujud.
Antaranya:
Subhanakallahumma rabbana wa bihamdik, ALLAHummaghfirli
Maksudnya:
Maha Suci ALLAH, Tuhan kami dan segala puji hanya padaMU. Ya ALLAH ampunilah aku.”- Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari: 761 dan Muslim: 484.
Allahummaghfirli ma asrartu wama a’lantu
Maksudnya:
Ya ALLAH, ampunilah aku atas segala dosa yang dilakukan secara sembunyi atau terang.”- Hadis riwayat Ibn Abi Syaibah dan al-Nasaai.
ALLAHummaj’alni fi qalbi nuura, waj’al fi sam’i nuura, waj’al fi basori nuura, waj’al min tahti nuura, waj’al min fauqi nuura, wa ‘an yamini nuura, wa’an yasari nuura, waj’al amami nuura, waj’al khalfi nuura, wa a’azim li nuura.
Maksudnya:
“Ya ALLAH, jadikanlah hatiku cahaya, jadikanlah pendengaranku cahaya, jadikanlah penglihatanku cahaya, letakkanlah cahaya dibawahku, letakkanlah cahaya di atasku, di sebelah kananku, di sebelah kiriku, letakkanlah cahaya di hadapanku, letakkan cahaya di belakangku, letakkanlah cahaya dalam diriku dan tajamkanlah cahaya untukku.”- Hadis riwayat Muslim, Abu Awanah dan Abi Syaibah.
Tetapi, perlu diingatkan, Rasulullah s.a.w melarang kita membaca al-Quran ketika rukuk dan sujud. Sedangkan Rasulullah s.a.w hanya menggalakkan umatnya memperbanyakkan doa dalam sujud sahaja.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:20 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
im realy Tired now.. haha! supposed to take mc today but then niat dibatalkan..hmmphh! teruk aku nie.. besok a full day again for me.. arrgghh....susah lah hidup.. tapi end mth dapat gaji..ape susah.. but not tis mth..next mth dapatlah duit.. so ape bleh buatkan??? keje tetap keje...duit masuk end of mth..yeah!!!been werking hard for the past few dasy... and next week i'll get off on both Sat and sunday! 3rd and 4th...oklah sayangku blog.. penatlah...
aku nie diibaratkan seperti sepinya sekuntum mawar merah ..nyanyian ella! haha...
like me lah tuh... shud i sleep now??? wait... pray first.. tired! nites!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:54 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:32 PM
Hie! its been a tiring week last week... tis week.. i guess so... Well, im ok with it juz tat i have to Give time for my own...need to have enuff rest and enuff sleep... yet now,im still sleepy..wakakaka! well. Today my shift end at 12. i did cashier and it was ok... lah... bz..as usual... haiz! wat u expect from Change Alley??? Saturday.. i werk at hereen with Steve and Nazrie.. oklah.. but the end ing part of my shift was Bored and Slam!!! hate it man... It was bz tat time... with Customers who cant wait to order their food and drinks.. Nazrie the Store in Charge of Robinson point was there to cool me down.. both of us end at 4pm.. yeah! we then quickly rush back home.. he need to meet up with his wife and me.. as usual went to my second job.. hehe!watever lah yeah...
my second job was ok... Fun and relaxing.Alhamdulilah i got it and i can wear Tudung sumore... Syukur alhamdulilah! gods help me... as a part timer.. i can but as full timer i cant! the pay was little... stick to part time better...yesterday wen to Jb with mum and makbusu for a while. bought my Nur and Dara June issue... if buy at Sg.. mahal! cekik duit orang jer... baik beli jb.. murah dan menguntungkan aku.hehe!
2 weeks time, i wanna go KL.. wanna jalan2 for a wyelah.. hidup nie mesti berjalan2,rehat,relax the brain and also have fun... Ingat tuhan and jaga diri baik untuk mengejar dunia di akhirat... .yeah!
Jobat spinelli kadang2 nowadays membosankan... new guy,mit tats valentino was with us too and he is like.. errrkkk.....still havent noe wat he's doing! its benn like 1 mth 3rd week and he still BLUR... haiz... ntahlah! aku mane layan sgt... yg penting end of mth dapat gaji and biarlah aku belajar kesalahan aku dulu.end of june im gona get more than wat i supposed to get... 900 from spinelli and maybe 400+ from pharmacy..better..da mcm gaji manager.. heheh! all tis is for my future... alhamdulilah! semoga tuhan meredhai dan merestui nyer... hoping for a better life and future... rezeki aku di tangan tuhan... aku terima segala buruk dan baiknyer...
oklah peeps.. i need to log off... i'll update u some other day wen im free yeah??? bubbyee! A'kum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:06 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
im TIRED!!! duhh!! but.. im happy! im happyearning money for my ownself... im happy with life now... miscommunication always happens.!! im werking at heeren esok.. oklah! nites.. guess..tats abut all.. im totally not in a mood to story anithing coz... i have not enuff rest!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:58 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
hola! Assalammualaikum!! kabarin??? hmmm... i finish werk at 12 today..was tired but happy! its a bit relaxing today...haha! biaserlah.. ader air free pat luar tuh... and company like me selling free drinks.. mak ai.. punyelah long queue! aLL the typical aunties and uncles.. young man and woman of Locals singaporeans were there queing up.. wat the hell they doing???locals... biaser.. nak free jer tau!! haiz!!ape nak jadi tah.... aku nie ngantuk.. hmmm! i cant werk today evening..ask Shuping my Senoir sup at pharmacy and now im waiting for her reply...erm... how eh?? dunno she let me or not.. i guess she let ar.. coz today got enuff staff mah... she and yana werking full shift while auntie may and me(supposingly) will be doing Closing.. 4 of us... today got stock take.. hhmm! watever...
i wanna rest and slip... sat and sundawy will be a full day for me... i need to rest.. enuff rest.. tot of helping shuping werk on sunday... i gtg! c yar later...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:01 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
hey hey hey!!! im tired.. and still im ok.. but then.. im happy coz i got a part time job last week.. alhamdulilah.. and today i get the uniform... yuuhhuu!!!
i get two suits! syukurlah... oh yar.. tomorow im going back at 12.. yeehhhaaa! best! looking forward for it and i like! oklah [peeps.. take care and have a gud day and wek ahead... will blog again tomorow...a'kum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:49 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i wanna say HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUM IN THE WORLD....
went to eat at SAKURA YISHUN NORTHPOINT with mum... hmmpphh! luv her forver.....
oklah... im bz and wanna clean my room for a while... and gotta sleep...
Werking both places tomorow for whole day! hish!! gud luck...nites!!!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:57 PM
Hidup tidak boleh berpandukan perasaan hati yang kadaNGKala boleh menjahanamkan diri sendiri.Perkara utama harus kita fikirkan ialah menerima sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu dengan baik berlandaskan kenyataan..
KaTA-KATA Itu sebenarnya tidak mempunyai makna untuk menjelaskan perasaan.Manusia boleh membentuk seribu kata-kata,seribu bahasa,tapi kata-kata bukan bukti unggulnya perasaan.
Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba,jangan pernah menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup,jangan pernah mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.
semoga kamu mendapatkan kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuat mu baik hati,cubaan yang cukup untuk membuat mu manusiawi,pengharapan yang cukup untuk membuatmu bahagia dan wang yang cukup untuk membeli segala keperluanmu..
Ketika sesuatu kebahagiaan tertutup,pintu yang lain dubukakan tetapi acap kali kita terpaku terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup sehingga tidak melihat pintu lain yang dibukakan bagi kita...
Pandangglah segala sesuatu dari kaca mata orang lain.Apabila hal itu menyakitkan hatimu,sangat mungkin hal itu menyakitkan hati orang lain pula.
renungkanlah........
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:52 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
Happy vesak day.. it was PH today! yeah.. and........ u noe sumthing???
the part time job was ok and its my first day there....oklah! cume saner takde benda nak buat sgt...hmmm... yet,im ok and still lots to learn. oklah peeps.. im tired ,wanna watch tv.. Bujang senang... for the 3rd time..hahaha!
Ps:pakai baju kancinglah suasa, pakai suasa kancing lah baju...wakakakaaka!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:48 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
things i've bought with 800 but not all... 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:48 PM
eee.... seram
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:46 PM
focus in the eye plz....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:30 PM
the old me...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:27 PM
wakakakkaa
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:19 PM
glow me...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:16 PM
aku lah nie
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:13 PM
me again
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:57 PM
nier lagik?
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:53 PM
ape seh
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:50 PM
Rahsia kelahiran JULAI
* Sangat suka didamping.
* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki.
* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang.
* Ada harga dan maruah diri.
* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan.
* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus.
* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain.
* Sangat peramah.
* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya.
* Berjiwa sentimental.
* Jarang berdendam.
* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan.
* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh.
* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental.
* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang.
* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang.
* Tinggi daya simpati.
* Pemerhatian yang tajam.
* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian.
* Mudah dan rajin belajar.
* Suka muhasabah diri.
* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama.
* Suka mendiamkan diri.
* Suka duduk di rumah.
* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan.
* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa.
* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut.
* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet.
* Minta disayangi.
* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih.
* Terlalu mengambil berat.
* Rajin dalam membuat kerja
those are me.. heheh! sum are true...
Hari Anda Dilahirkan
25 july 1984... hari rabu!!
"Allah menjadikan manusia daripada jasad yang berkembang sejak dari percantuman benih sehingga ia disikan dengan roh dan seteruskan dilahirkan menjadi bayi, kanak-kanak, remaja, dewasa dan menjadi tua. Perkembangan jasad membawa sama ciri-ciri dari satu generasi ke satu generasi melalui kod-kod yang terkandung di dalam genetiknya. Genetik ini lah yang membentuk fizikal manusia yang mana terdedah kepada persekitaran dalam menghasilkan variasi selanjar dan tak selanjar bagi setiap individu."
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:45 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
im giving myself a certain time till end of tis year,...if they still didnt offer me as Supervisor.. i will maybe... forget the aim of becoming a Supervisor. im gona give up...dunno y i have the feeling that im not gona go up...haiz.. sumtimes the feeling is rite tau....i always did... like dulu..i have the feeling that sharul leave me.. and its really true.. haiz!! watever..
or maybe... i will bult up a career at Guardian Pharmacy soon???/ dunno... only god noe wat will happen next to me... what i noe.. i have enuff money and can help my parents and kip for my future...wat i hope.. tuhan redhakan semua yang aku lakukan.. ameen!
werk was making me angry and its damn bosan werk with sum1 who do sumthing not important during bz time!!! i hate tis! adek was sick... khai came at 2... adek.. i wish u recover soon.. plz take care yeah sis! khai... plz dun leave me at Ca... haha! it will be boring without u and ur jokes... chee kuan??? i dunno what to say..coz i give up...serynna is living us today and shes going to Raffles city next week... gudbye my dear adek... will miz this cute Sweety little gerl..lusi went back last week too.. its been a week.. since the 3rd of may...after 6 mths she out.. and now in indon malang... hmmm! take care my Sis hehe! now i have new fren from bali..hername is Ugi..yusmah.. still there hehe!
okla i gtg... bubbyyeee!!!
P/s: angah lost ic yesterday.. haiz!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:23 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:20 PM
im here alone without anyone..
no one was there by my side wen i need them..
wen i need him.. that sumone,
hes aready on his own..
with sumone better than me
who makes him happy and his heart grow like flowers...
the luv that makes him blind..
how cud i kip myself happy with all this?
i juz hope one fine day.. there's A true love out there....
i wish u happy with sum1 u love..
all the bad happy and bad times have beenkept freshly in my mind..arrgghh.. watever... tats life.. but i've forgive and forgot all that u did to me...
we are not fate to be togfether...
ape nie sedih?????
wat the hell siah????
hmmm?????
ada ada jer nur nie tau.....
well.... tis is the photo of sum1 who i ever luv more than myself and anithing in this world.. haha!him??? the one.. who steal my heart 5 years back...its been a long year and its been a year i didnt met him.. yeah! afterall the past things happen.. in the end... We're apart... but we did kip in touch...
this is him...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:40 PM
biarlah rahsia.. Siti nurhaliza
Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempat ku
Membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
Tak siapa yang tahu
Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
Tak kan ku keluh kesah
Tiada pertimbangan
Keheningan malam membalutkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiada ku menjauhi
Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantasku pendam ku putuskan
Biarlah rahsia
Semakin aku hidup dalam cinta
Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
Hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta
Keheningan malam membalutkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi
Dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
Biarlah rahsia
Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:16 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i have found a new job now.. i mean part time for the moment... its at Guardian pharmacy.. at last yana called me and i get it tru her..! alhamdulilah syukur.. at last! shes my life saviour..hehe! actually i wanna find more money to get more extra income for my future...it seems its for my own future life. i get enuff at spinelli but then i need to prepaerd for the day and years to cum... Taman nusantara is waiting for me to develop the house to a new great fantastic place to live in. insyallah.. i will make sure i get what i want.. besides that.. i also hope that i can save for my own sick or medical money...plus getting married money..haha! if i get married. but if all of a sudden sum1 wana take me as his future wife... i dont have to worry coz i have my own income now... am i rite??? hmm.. tats me... plan now for future to cum.. and i wont regret it. Spend spend but kip also must kip..yeah! true!!!
once i get my driving lisence that i aim by end of tis year or lastest by the age of 23... i hope i will gain what i want.. thanks to yana that been a long time didnt see and even met her like 3 or 4 yrs back.shes still sweet like last time.. cute dier.. oklah! shes my Secondary fren..hmmm....... we hug each other..met her at commonwealth and then go to tanglin halt for lunch together..i asked mum to wait go back first coz shes tired... hmmm... after going to masjid i go to her house... oklah peeps.. i wanna go causeway.. and im gona werk at Guardian on friday! the best day in islam! oklah.. byes.. Assalamualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:16 PM
i just cant wait for soccer world cup june 2006!!! haiz... im gona watch it for sure... hehe! if im not sleepy of coz... i like this matches... im supoorting hmmm.... non actually but i like Italy. hmm... lets c... how it goes... every team have its own gud players... yeah! they do! enjoy the picz below yeah...
Silvio Piola's 1938 Italy shirt
The Italy shirt won by Silvio Piola at the 1938 FIFA World Cup on display in Rome
Mexico goalkeeper Oswaldo Sanchez greets the media after a training session in Mexico City on April 12, 2006. REUTERS/Henry Romero
Diego Maradona pictured at the Argentine top division match between Boca Juniors and Arsenal at La Bombonera stadium in Buenos Aires, April 16, 2006. REUTERS/Marcos Brindicci.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:06 PM
Totti with the rest...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:56 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
TODAY... POLLING DAY.. PAP AND SDP..
MY FIRST TIME IN 21 YEARS OF LIVING DOING IT..HAHA!
i guess... i got noting to say bout politics... coz i never follow any of the show or news.. weeeee..........
hahahah! watever ar...
result is out soon and PAP won...hmm...
biarlah... i hope his happy and we'll c wat he gona do with Sembawang GRC...
me??? i never support anione.. haha! all the same to me.. coz we sinmgaporeans have a small country... together we combined and help each other to improve in times for the future... Bubbyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:58 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Our ice creams........
tis is mine! chix chix chix..hehe!
me??? wat is it?
jauh menung... ekekeke
mar,ina and me..
http://s35.photobucket.com/albums/d163/Cinderena/
OuTinGz/
watch tis out!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:02 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Flybaits
Kenangan Lalu
Puas sudah kau melukakan
Tiada pernah kau meyakinkan
Hati ini yang selalu
Mengharapkan kasihmu
Kau biarkan ku melara
Mengemiskan cinta suci
Apa daya hati ini
Telah jatuh di lamun cinta
( korus )
Mengapa aku disiksa, apakah tujuan dia
Mungkin kerna ia pernah dikecewakan cinta
Katakan pada diriku aku 'kan membalut luka
Oh... jangan kau simpan dendammu
Dan aku jadi mangsanya
Aku cinta kepadamu
Hanya itu yang ku tahu
Lupakanlah kenangan pahit
Kita bina hidup baru..
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True Love Quote
once i said i love u means i only love u...
but u never understand and never noe this..
haiz.. poor me!
aku rela tinggalkan kau demi kebahagiaan kau dengan si dia.
Cinta tak perlu dilafazkan dengan kata2..
tapi cinta hanya ada di dalam hati ini.
tak siapa yang tahu dan tak siapa yang akan memahami...
Tak semua cinta itu akan berakhir dengan Pernikahan..
semua nya ketentuan tuhan...
aku hanya dapat lafazkan cinta dengan hati dan jiwa ragaku demi untukmu...
Ku doakan kau bahagia...
ceria sepanjang masa ..
i juz can Say...
I love u... once and for all...
Peace,
NuR...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:10 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
aiyoh!! what shud we do to him???? $800 gone juz like that??? wtf??
plz lah... till wen u gona change urself? im tired of watching over ur Attitude that sucks! arrgghhh........ God.. help me plz.. help us.. sumone gotta stop this from getting worse and more worse...haiz!!! wateverla... im tired of this!!
werk was ok but still i guess tis saturday no need to werk.. hmm! baguslah... aku naqk log out lah.. takde bwenda nak tulis... juz that life was not as gud like i hope... family life is very bored with Angah attitude now... i hate his Attitude that really makes mum and dad worried... arrgghh!!! really.... never wanna chnaged... how god wana end this?? i dunno! oklah.. i gtg! byes... god help me plz...! amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:21 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
hey..yeah! i'bve bought an IPOD NANO for myself... ekekkeeke! at last after thinking and now its mine.. yeah!i luve it! yuuhhoo... i bought the black one and it cost me 268 dolars and theres a $30 voucher where i bought the ipod socks and ipod Silicon cover..hehe! i juz add like 1.90 and the total is 269.90! at least sumthing! from the $800 dolars i managed to buy lots of things and got sumore balance...
list that i've bought...
1.perfume white musk $19.90
2.Bra $24.90
3.Aussinno quilt $19.90
4.Converse ITALIA bag $39.90
5.IPOD NANO(1gb) Black $269.90
6.Adidas BRASIL Sweater $65
7.Car Lisence Fee $100
hehehe...thats for all... soon i not sure wat to buy... i gona get a new spec maybe by next month! insyallah! wen out with mar and Ina tadi.. hehe! took a couples of photos but then.. ina will send to me hopefully by this week yeah! oklah peeps.. i gtg! i enjoy my day today.. went to town,to PS,citylink and to marina square and suntec...hehe! tired but fun! kalau dah berjumpe dgn teman lama.. mcm2 pon bleh jadi... kecoh plak tuh! only firah was not there... miz the moment together with my old fren from school... oklah... i need to go... gona werk 6-2 tomorow and hmmm.... gona werk smart! bubye! assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:19 PM
