but everythingmeans nothing.

Friday, March 31, 2006
End of March...so fast...arrgghhh..!!! tomorow will be april and weekend. pay day was today too..same amount..not more and not less...! boring!! werk is fun and great too.. its gona be 8 mth me joining spinelli!alhamdulilah! u people get the progress plan money ryte? sure happy one..tats great... duit pon,duit kite jugak tuh after deduct from our cpf every mth..heheh! baguslah! gona save and lets c wat im gona buy..not sure...! many things cuming up and i have to really plan well...cant depend on my parents and so far.. since i werk i didnt ask money from them. just a lil wen im in need..hmm... yeah! part time job still havent get till now... boring! i look for it but still no answer.. why eh? haiz.... sigh!!! i wanna watch tv again ar.. gtg and i'll blog again later at nite.. c u! taking care...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:59 PM

Thursday, March 30, 2006
hey! im tired !! too tired..haiz!! what a day..haha! lucky got 3 person do closing including khai manager..hmm! i've teach and c how serynna do her werk too.. oklah she.. not as bad as others like sum people... She sumone who can learn.cute jer dier..hehe! manis!oh yar, besok werk closing with adek after such a long time i didnt werk with her during closing!me her and Serynna... baguslah! oh yar... two days left b4 it reach Weekends! yeah.. im waiting! no idea where to go... tot of going KL pesta buku at PWTC but no one wanna follow i guess! hmmm....... boring!
Las get the make up course skul..gud luck to her... bleh make up kanaku nanti! ehehehe.. k ar.. gtg! c ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:59 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
MANusia tidak akan pernah merasa puas dengan apa yang mereka kecapi dan telah miliki. Sentiasa ada saja hasad dengki dalam diri dan hati mereka.entahlah.. taktau bile ini semua akan berakhir.. mungkin kerana itu allah jadikan kite semua berbagai2 dugaan yang kita harus tempuhi dan harus terima. Sabar sajelah dengan apa jua cabaran dan dugaan yang akan melanda. setiap insan punya masalah dan setiap apa yang berlaku ade hikmah disebaliknya. percayalah... semua ini ketentuan ilahi.. pelajarilah dari apa yang kita tempuh dan terima kadaq dan kadarnya dengan hati yang terbuka..insyallah! allah akan sentiasa melindungi manusia yang benar dan sabar.
i wanna go indonesia.. hmmm! how eh? i must kip sum money and save! hmm.... life life! after a day of 6-5 tomrow will be 9-8.30! arrgghhhh!!! watever!! shit...hahah! still have to werk lor.. 3 days left! yehhhaaa!! bubye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:25 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006
"..Terkadang kita tidak mendapat apa yang kita impikan.Lalu,kite menyalahkan takdir kerana terlalu kecewa.Sedangkan kita tidak sedar,apa yang kita perolehi itu adalah lebih baik dari apa yang kita harapkan.Segala ketetapan ALLAH itu ada hikmah di sebalik nya.Kita sebagai hamba hendaklah reda hadapi ketentuan NyA kerana setiap yang pahit itu pasti Ada manisnya.."
"Betul kata punjangga..Apabila satu kebahagiaan tertutup,pintu yang lain terbuka tetapi sering kita terpaku terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup itu sehingga kita tidak melihat pintu lain yang dibukakan untuk kita.Kita harus bangkit untuk membuka pintu yang masih terbuka itu"
Both of tis sentence above was taken from NOvel.. "Lafazkan Cintamu From aida Adriani.." hmm!
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aku rindukan dia sekarang ini.Wajahnya sering hinggap ke sanubariku hingga aku terlupa yang dier sudah dimiliki insan lain.kenapa mesti insan yang kuterpaut sering dimiliki orang??? kerana mesti mereka disambar??? sedangkan aku.... tak pernah dapat menikmati pilihan hati sendiri.kalau dia bukan milikku,kenapa mesti kau temukan ku dengannya??? pelik tapi benar...aku juga yang akan kecewa menempuhinya disaat2 getir ini.aku hanya bisa menganggapnya sebagai teman dan bukan kekasih hati.pedih rasanya diperlaukan begini...tapi hanya kuserahkan segalanya pada yang esa kerna dia lebih mengetahui segalanya...disebalik ini,ada yang lebih baik yang akan dapat ku kecapi nanti... namun kini,getaran rindu ku pada si dia mengamit perasaanku sehingga tak dapat ku lupakan... aku tegar... pasrah dgn segalanya... amin...
Tat was done by myself... hehe!
Achange of schedule tomorow.. aDek have to take urgent leave becos of her husband and me have to werk from 6-5..! and first thing in my mind,i gotta watch bintang! yeah! hehehe...oklah. i gtg! gd nyte and have a great week ahead.. me??? as usual..waiting for 4 more dasy before i cud end my werk day for tis week..yeehhaa! byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:09 PM

spin frens 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:53 AM

Artis : SARAH
Lagu : Saat Hilang Cintamu
Lirik: Ajai
Mulanya sukar untukku tempuh
Tapi terpaksa ku membuat sejak kau tiada
Sendirian kutanggungkan dukaku
Kepayahan memadam rindu
Selama ini aku mrnyakini
Kau bahagia dengan insan yang kau sanjungi
Namun ternyata salah dugaanku
Dengar khabarmu yang pilu
Korus 1:
Kini engkau menyesali
Dan ubati lukamu sendiri
Pengorbananmu jadi debu
Dipersenda kasihmu
Ohh¡.
Pasti kau sudah rasai
Keperitan hati yang kutanggungi
Walau tidak pernah aku meminta
Kau dibalas begitu
Semua ini telah diharungi
Kepahitan rasa bukan untuk selamanya
Kesabaranmu menguatkan jiwaku
Demi menyambung hidup
Ke akhir waktu
I hope it wont happen to me.. but half of it aready happen.
just hope he will b hapi with the gal...
hmmm.... hes attitude is bad and dont noe wen he change!
hmm...jodoh di tangan tuhan..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:44 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006
hie... im here again..been bz and got noting to write actually but im plain lazy betol2! haha! oh yeah... just now wen to geylang with mum and auntie busu for a while...dunno mum wanna c tis things sold for $2 and above kat TKC..but biler [pegi takde..haha! it was yesterday! MY brother Azman birthday...hes 33 yrs old and dah pun tua..haha! so fast.. and 4 mths more to mine exactly seh..hhmmpphh!im gona turn 22 and within tis 4 mths what shud i achieve??? 21 i get a job and 22??? i've set a target of.. b4 23 i shud have a DRiving lisence! hmm...i have to and 2008 my house at JB will be ready! just hope i can stay there too... but hows werk??? later can tok..since im still young and havent get wat i want.. i will try my best to achieve it..orites!insyallah! doakan yg terbaik utk aku kay!
im werking 4 days closing tis cuming week..well,gona missed BINTANG at 7pm! haiz..its ok lah! never mind.. mr teban msg me for tis few days aready.. maybe becoz he gaduh with that gal.. and me?? he need me too... i dont mind lah but im sori for the gerl... but im juz a fren not more than tat! juz hope u noe hwo i feel wen im hurt!!! oklah... i gtg.. c u!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:23 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006
aku lagik? 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:17 PM

Sumthing Between Us....... 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:19 PM

HIS MY IDOL....
his style... 

taufik.. 

him again.. 

hmm... 

its him 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:58 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006
Besok i have to werk...tired but still have to complete my shift for tis week.Im werking at heeren again! hmmm i heard with Rosnah..erm???? oklah tuh..kul 3 balik ar!
penat penat...haiz!
Tadi i watch APM 2006..not bad lah but permulaan boring!i get to watch RATU,MAWI,TauFIK,GiGiAzmiR,Siti,Glenn and sum others singer..hhmmm... its on tv not liVE! haiz... peter pan.. forget to mention them..hehe!they wont too..jacqueline victor malaysian idol, not bad! her voice pon power seh..hehe! rossa the sweetest lady indon buk! well....allthe best to them,i realli like the part where taufik and mawi sings along together(gadis melayu)..yeah!! favourite!
boringnyerrrrr!!!! i wanna find sumone like mawi can? taufik? hehehe,anione out there??? can i noe u? or maybe the indon guys ?? i like indon gerls coz they are like... Real i mean asli ar... hmmphh!i tink i dunno what else to say.. tisMr Sharul here is taking Car TP lisence..7 april..all the best to him! gud luck... and there.. he msg me again like usual... luv between us is over!!yesh! over..so y bother???
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:31 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006
When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.
-Alexander Graham Bell,
Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.
-Anais Nin
One's mind has a way of making itself up in the background, and it suddenly becomes clear what one means to do.
-A. C. Benson
To me, photography is the simultaneous recognition, in a fraction of a second, of the significance of an event.
-Henri Cartier-Bresson
It's not your salary that makes you rich, it's your spending habits.
-Charles A. Jaffe
If you're a singer you lose your voice. A baseball player loses his arm. A writer gets more knowledge, and if he's good, the older he gets, the better he writes.
-Mickey Spillane
Some painters transform the sun into a yellow spot, others transform a yellow spot into the sun..-Pablo Picasso
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Wahai jiwa-jiwa yang tenang
Berhati-hatilah dirimu
Kepada hati-hati yang penuh
Dengan kebencian yang dalam
Karena sesungguhnya iblis
Ada dan bersemayam
Di hati yang penuh dengan benci
Di hati yang penuh dengan prasangka
Laskar cinta…
Sebarkanlah benih-benih cinta
Musnahkanlah virus-virus benci
Virus yang bisa rusakkan jiwa
Dan busukkan hati
Laskar cinta…
Ajarkanlah ilmu tentang cinta
Karena cinta adalah hakikat
Dan jalan yang terang bagi semua
Umat manusia
Jika kebencian meracunimu…
Kepada manusia lainnya
Maka sesungguhnya iblis
Sudah berkuasa atas dirimu
Maka jangan pernah berharap
AKU akan mengasihi
Menyayangi manusia-manusia
Yang penuh benci seperti kamu..
Wahai jiwa jiwa yang tenang jangan sekali kali kamu
Mencoba jadi tuhan dengan mengadili dan menghakimi
Bahwasanya kamu memang tak punya daya dan upaya
Serta kekuatan untuk menentukhan kebenaran yg sejati
Bukankah kita memang tercipta laki laki dan wanita
Dan menjadi suku-suku dan bangsa-bangsa yang pasti berbeda
Bukankah kita memang harus saling mengenal dan menghormati
Bukan untuk saling bercerai-berai dan berperang angkat senjata.
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Kupu-Kupu Malam
Artist: Peter Pan
ada yg benci dirinya
ada yg butuh dirinya
ada yg berlutut mencintanya
ada pula yg kejam menyiksa dirinya
ini hidup wanita si kupu-kupu malam
bekerja bertaruh seluruh jiwa raga
bibir senyum kata halus merayu memanja
kepada setiap mereka yg datang
dosakah yg dia kerjakan
sucikah mereka yg datang
kadang dia tersenyum dalam tangis
kadang dia menangis di dalam senyuman
oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah
yg dia tahu Tuhan penyayang umatnya
oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah
yg dia tahu hanyalah menyambung nyawa
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Salahkah Aku Terlalu Mencintaimu
Artist: Ratu
Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang 'kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mau
Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu
Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu 'tuk mencintaiku lagi
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
'Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:25 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Pupus
Artist: Dewa
Aku tak mengerti ? apa yang kurasa,
Rindu yang tak pernah ? begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu ?
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu
Aku persembahkan ? hidupku untukmu,
Telah kurelakan ? hatiku padamu,
Namun kau masih bisu ? diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara ?
Baru kusadari ?
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku ?
Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku,
Semoga akan datang keajaiban, hingga akhirnya kaupun mau
Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu ?
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu..
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Arjuna
Artist: Dewa
Sudah kudaki gunung tertinggi
Hanya untuk mencari dimana dirimu
Sudah kujelajahi isi bumi
Hanya untuk dapat hidup bersamamu
Sudah kuarungi laut samudera
Hanya untuk mencari tempat berlabuhmu
Tapi semakin jauh ku mencari
Cinta semakin aku tak mengerti
Akulah Arjuna
Yang mencari cinta
Wahai wanita
Cintailah aku
Mungkin kutemui cinta sejati
Saat aku hembuskan nafas terakhirku
Mungkin cinta sejati memang tak ada
Dalam cerita kehidupan ini
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:29 PM

"nilai sesorang sesuai dengan kadar tekadnya,ketulusannya sesuai dengan kadar kemanusiaanya,keberaniannya sesuai dengan kkadar penolakannya terhadap perbuatan jahat dan kesuciaan hati nuraninya sesuai dengan kadar kepekaanya terhadap kehormatan dirinya"- Khalifah Ali bin Abi talib.
updates of the past days...
18/7/06-
Went to JB in the morning with mum and i bought magazines dara.com ,rapi,nur and lots more... Tis magazin pengantin is very useful to me in the future i guesss if im gona get married.. if only! i dunno! reach around 2.50 and lucky sempat Bagi ayah nasi yg kite beli kat jb..tired and siap2 petang jumpe mar and nadira(anak saudara dier yg primary 2) then we go to East coast park..b4 that we took train and mit the rest like Sulastri(bdae gal) and her frens kat Control station. took bus 31 and we went to ECp.Chop place and then we wait for Zahid to cum with his fren a gerl.. hmm! dah patah hati so.... dier bawak kwn lah nie?? ekekke! then,we walk towards the Bus stop aftereating..jalan2 kat laut kejapz.. hehe! penat and tiring but i end up reach home at around 12.30am! it was a long day and fun saturday i had after such a long time didnt met them..hehe...
19/7/06-
Ayah off!!! yeah.. u noe y?? coz i ask to.. and we went to city square to c the pameran Rumah...hmmpphh! i guess... and its confirm that dad bougHt the House for us! yeah!!!! kat Gelang patah..actually me and mum saw it and it was like RM65 or 90 k only!but then... only dad can buy and b4 dad reach 65 better get one house ofr our future laterz..hehe! easy.. me?? i will pay also.. and help dad to pay.share and tats goan be my future home after singapore..hehhe! Taman nusantara here i cum... 2 storey terrace house sumore! yahhoo!!!!i luv it man!!! yang penting dapat sudah lah... heheh! my borther along is at Taman nusa perintis 2.. not the same place but quite near i guess.... great.. waiting for 2008 to siap! hehe! by that time im 24!!! still long way to go but then.. i hope i will still have a gud and stable job in order to survive for my future nx time...pray for me!! Reach home almost at 9.30 and too tired ar!! next day werk morning! well, im happy for my family! hope to be together in the future in our new future idaman house!! yeah!
thats about all i can say.... my past monday and Wed nothing seems interesting just that im werkin and its a tired week coz im werking all the way morning! dunno y... spinelli wanna promote me??? shud i be ...???its my dream but then.. its still too long and too much too learn..haizx!i live it to god... allah jer yang tahu semuanya! oklah.. i end at 12 agaion tomorow! and its the best time to relax..haha! satyurday werking at hereen again! hayayayaya!bubyyee! gtg! assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:35 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
1 Satu: Lambang keunggulan Tuhan.
Nombor kemakmuran, keutuhan diri, kekuatan, keberanian dan kekuasaan.
Rumah bernombor 1 akan sentiasa makmur. Tetamu suka datang kerana suasana yang tenteram, damai dan tenang.
Kalau orang yang bernaung di bawah nombor ini, dia seorang yang berani. Mempunyai pendirian yang kukuh, memiliki kekuatan fizikal dan mental.
2 Dua :Nombor ini bersifat pasangan seperti sejuk lawannya panas. Ia simbol pengesahan, penyaksian, perkaitan, syarat menemukan jawapan semula jadi dan jodoh.
Menurut Prof. Dr. Norhisham, bagi seseorang yang sukar mendapat jodoh, berlindunglah di bawah nombor ini. Tidak perlu jumpa dukun atau mandi dibawah jambatan, cukup sekadar mengingati nombor itu.
Untuk lebih mudah, ambil segelas air sejuk mentah atau air kelapa, lebih elok air zam-zam. Tuliskan nombor 2 di luar gelas, memadai menggunakan hujung jari. Kemudian minum, ingat nombor itu dan niatkan dalam hati untuk mendapat pasangan.
\"Lakukan tujuh kali atau tujuh hari berturut-turut. Insha-Allah.tak sampai sebulan pasangan yang sesuai akan diperoleh,\" tambahnya lagi.
3 Tiga:
Rahsia akal, bijaksana, keceriaan, kesuburan, keseimbangan, pembalasan dan penindasan.Bernaung di bawah nombor ini menjadikan anda seorang yang pintar dan bijaksana. Biasanya apabila hendak melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan akal akan berkata-kata sama ada ia baik atau buruk.
Boleh menjadi pencipta yang baik tetapi bermula dengan kemusnahan. Setelah melalui beberapa kegagalan baru menikmati kejayaan. Tapi kalau putus asa, habislah.
Mudah memiliki sesuatu kekayaan, benda, rumah, kereta atau apa sahaja tetapi mudah pula melepaskannya.
Pintar menyelesaikan setiap masalah walaupun terlalu rumit. Seorang yang subur, mempunyai anak ramai dan ibu bapa yang baik. Paling penting mereka ini awet muda.
4 - Empat : Nombor ini membawa simbol rupa bentuk, kesempurnaan, kemantapan kedudukan, kewangan dan kehidupan. Lambang kekuasaan, kestabilan dan lengkap. Ia stabil dan tidak mudah di ganggu-gugat atau dipengaruhi.
Kekuatan mereka yang bernombor 4 ialah mampu melihat melalui daya imaginasi. Agakan mereka selalunya tepat dan kalau merancang, insha-Allah berhasil. Ramai arkitek, jurutera dan pereka-pereka bernaung di bawah nombor ini.
5 Lima : Simbol kreatif, intelek, mampu mempengaruhi, pemikir, bijaksana, pengkritik dan tahap intelekual yang tinggi.
Kalau menjadi hakim, dia akan laksanakan tugas dengan bijaksana dan dapat menyelesaikan segala masalah, perbalahan, kerumitan dan kesusahan.
Kekuatannya adalah pada kata-kata. Mampu mempengaruhi orang lain membuat keputusan. Pandai memujuk, merayu supaya pertelingkahan dapat dileraikan.
Jika anda tidak mampu membuat keputusan, ingatkan 5, nescaya mudah semuanya.
6 Enam:
Hati-hati dengan 6 jika anda lemah semangat, jangan gunakannya kerana syaitan dan iblis mudah merasuk.
666 adalah lambang syaitan gandaan kelemahan bagi mereka yang lemah semangat. Tetapi 6666 pula adalah kekuatan dan kesempurnaan kerana ia adalah bilangan ayat al-Quran.
Kalau nombor peribadi anda 6, anda suka meramal dan boleh meramal dengan tepat. Mulut masin. Suka pada benda ghaib, boleh melihat dan menembusi alam ghaib.
Bagi yang belum kahwin tetapi sudah mempunyai pasangan atau idaman hati cubalah ingatkan 6 dan niatkan pada air seperti nombor 2. Percayalah tidak sampai sebulan niat akan terlaksana.
7 Tujuh:
Inilah nombor paling baik. Selain itu ia juga lambang pembalasan, memerintah, membangkitkan tenaga dalaman, pelindung, pemusnah dan penghalau hantu.
Insha-Allah doa mereka dimakbulkan jika mengulangi 7 kali. Mereka juga bersifat melindungi dan mampu memerintah dengan baik. Nombor ini digunakan untuk menghalau hantu yang meresap di dalam badan.
Caranya mudah palitkan nombor 7 dengan menggunakan kapur di tempat yang sakit. Ia hanya mujarab dilakukan pada malam 13, 14 dan 15 (bulan penuh). Ataupun pelindung ibu yang sedang sakit bersalin daripada dimasuki iblis.
8 Lapan
Orang Cina cukup suka nombor ini. Kebanyakan mereka sanggup bayar berpuluh ribu ringgit untuk mendpatkannya untuk plat kereta atau rumah. Memanglah nombor itu mendorong ke arah menjadi semakin kaya tetapi sampai satu tahap jatuh bankrap.
Sebabnya. kerana mereka tidak tahu 8 sebenarnya bermaksud penamat kehidupan. Bagaimanapun nombor ini memang baik jika tahu rahsianya iaitu ia mendorong ke arah kekayaan, kemantapan, kehidupan, keadilan, sempurna, lengkap dan akhirnya kematian.
Jika anda tidak tahu rahsia 8, jangan sesekali cuba menggunakannya. Dari segi sains oksigen terletak dalam atom 8. Sebab itulah jika tidak cukup oksigen orang akan mati.
9 Sembilan
NOMBOR ini lambang kebenaran. Kerana itu polis menggunakan 999? Ia juga lambang tenaga yang kuat. Sebab itulah ia disimbolkan sebagai perjuangan, kepahlawanan, peperangan dan pertikaian. Bagaimanapun mereka yang bernaung di bawahnya mudah terlanjur dalam perbuatan dan percakapan atau suka lepas cakap.
Tapi, jangan bimbang.walaupun mudah terlanjur tetapi anda seorang yang cukup sempurna dalam hal ilmu keduniaan. Nombor ini boleh digunakan untuk mencari semula barang yang hilang. Ingat nombor 9, barang yang hilang akan jumpa semula, jika tersalah simpan!
10 atau 0 : Sombol keabdian Yang Mencipta, Maha Kuasa. Kebesaran yang tidak dapat diukur dengan apa sekali pun. Tidak ada permulaan dan tidak ada pengakhiran tiada penamat. Ia sentiasa akan berlingkar dalam pusingan yang sama tanpa ada titik akhir.
Satu nombor yang cukup kuat, tidak mampu dikalahkan oleh segala ilmu yang ada. Tidak ada orang bernung dibawahnya. Hanya Ppencipta memilikinya.
Menurut Prof. Dr. Norhisham, mengetahui nombor peribadi penting kerana melaluinya kita dapat mengenal diri. Hidup akan lebih teratur, sentiasa berwaspada ketika membuat perhitungan dan insha-Allah tidak wujud penyesalan.
Kita tidak perlu mencari Tok Piah, Kam tukang tilik, minyak cenduai Batin Yat atau bertemu bomoh fotostat bagi mencari barang hilang. Anda mampu meramal masa depan sendiri, menghalau hantu, mencari pasangan dan mendapat kekayaan.
Semuanya akan menjadi nyata kalau anda tahu apa rahsia nombor peribadi anda. Nak tahu nombor peribadi? Formula secara ringkasnya: Campurkan tarikh lahir anda. Misalnya 12-12-1969 = 1+2+1+2+1+9+6+9 = 31 Kemudian 31 akan menjadi 3+1 = 4 Jadi nombor peribadi anda adalah 4.
Tetapi itu bukanlah perkiraan yang tepat. Ia hanya anggaran kasar sahaja. Ujian secara rohani diperlukan kerana hanya kita yang tahu rahsia sendiri.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:58 PM

hmm..Tiredlah... been bz and got not enuff time to update this.well.. i'll update later bout my outings last few days during weekends...my leg pain! ahakz...! haiz... wat to do.. today i end at 12.. ask adek in the morning if i dont want any promotion can i??? hmmm... i dont want to be promoted and i feel i cant do it ar..wat to do?? and i c that the SOP getting SUCKS! Shits!!! so what shud i do????dunnoo... but wat i heard Vivian wants be to be Promoted and get on with it! shud i??? can i stay away from spinelli??? hahahahaha...wat the hell u yati?u tink easy is it?? haizyayayayay! biarlah.. i just go with the flow kay? lets fate decide it.. watever.. i wanna go watch 9 naga and later if got time i blog again! byes!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:58 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006
birthday gal... with her Cake..(special made by her fren) 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:02 AM

after eating at ECP.. 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:58 AM

me and my frens at lagoon ECP 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:56 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006
Next weekk... is going to be a damn tiring hell week for me again! i'll be werking 6am everyday till friday! wat the????? aiyoh.. y me???? haiz,,,,,nevermindlah.. its ok! maybe becoz they need me in the morning,so im going to werk morn.ok? got it?
im looking forward for tomorow.. going out and have fun... i'll update u more tomorow kay? c u! take cr!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:37 PM

i never love anyone else more than i luv u..
its not a joke but..
it a Real thing!
yeah.. i realise... the first time in life
i love sum1 more than myself but then i realise i cant love u.
its over.. oever a year ago...
Whatever then.. i dont care...
i've move on with my life..
and tats it.. its over...
dunno... im just blank.. y must this thing cum up suddenly in my mind! haha
Seow ar???
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:00 PM

And.. finally.. its me.... Sweet mcm waheeda tak???haha 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:11 AM

Sweet ryte She ?? 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:10 AM

Waheeda(Trying to be like her..hehe) 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:09 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006
hie,im tired tis few days.. time had been passing reali fast man! haha...its gona be Friday tomorow and im waiting for saturday to meet up my fren from ite br.. but not all. sum only! heez... going Bedok lar...i mean East coast to eat. im just tired lah.. and tomorow i werk morning! yeah! 6-3 and the werk ends for tis week.. haha! yahhoo!
hmmm... my outlet been bz with things and surprisingly my outlet had been doing more than 4 k tis week coz of the promotion and delivery..alhamdulilah! yet.. its been tiring! cant wait for end of mth! waiting for my pay! haha... ok ar frens.. i need to go first..rest and wake up in 4 hrs time..shit! c u ! byez!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:58 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I realise im a big fan of indonesian drama and movies.haha! fren in indonesia also are nice to me.. hmmpphhh... lucy going back Next month,will sure feel a lost without her by our side..haiz! we can still kontek each other then..
today is tuesday.. 2 days gobe aand tomorow wil be Wednesday! yeah.. so fast.. left 3 days and im getting off days again! yahhoo..! tmorow almost a full shift 6 to 5. confem balik flat giler.. lucky the next day i werk 12-8.30! hmm...Tired siah werk at 6! its different from school hours also! haiaiayya! its so damn tiring and sleepy but wat to do.. im ok with it and already use to it.after like 7 mths i werk at Ca.
what shall i blog again here?? noting much but just a Werd here... Sabar itu separuh dari iman..sedekah itu adalah kebaikan..senyum selalu! haha! i got to go ar.. C u then..blog again sum other day.. tomorow maybe! nites!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:19 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006
Siti romlah and me 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:01 PM

Hie hie Hie!!! i just came back From kedai take the year 2004 hari raya photo from th photoshop at Admiralty.kewl..after 1 year plus and the camera spoilt,i finally wash it..haha!i can c how chubby i am tat time1 hahah! at least now not so chubby like dulu ler.. kureng sikit.erm.. finally! but my Dream never end.. dream of getting a better shape..haha!
At last my Adik syafiq from Cofee bean dulu pass his bike License..Syukur alhamdulilah! all the best to him babe! i wish u all the best kay dik! u can do it.. but to buy a bike.. scrambler,belum ader duit..heh!it was 4 years back that i came by to take up tat bike lisence at bukit batok and i didnt finished it up coz i give up..tak kisahlah.. maybe nx time kot! now i aiming for Car license. Trying to go and learn and took up practical but i still havent got any time for it or am i just too lazy and tired of werk..sigh! its been middle of march and plz yati.. go for it!
u gona be 22 yrs old and u dun even have any achievements.it really sucks man... damn it!
Werk was tiring as usual..wake up at 4.40 and have to wait for taxi driver to pick me up at 5 and hes late by ten minutes! haha! uncle uncle! i noe u! last time he used to take us early like 4.50.. haha...but now,hes the on whose late! better lah.. i prefer it tat way!

MAWI!! Bintang popular 2005! yeah... he grab tat position! dalam sekelip mata..haha! i wish to get a guy like him..erm.. if there's any lah... i hope i do get sum1 like him...
u noe i watch tis show called bintang every monday to Saturday at 7pm RCTI..nice drama! i like it..its a sad story as usual..can cry..haha! cinta hilang cinta kembali tat i watched every friday have cum to an end for aslmost 2 weeks.. missed the Actor and actress..hmm...now is the School Close time..cepat seh! m,ak ai...wat the fastest term.. hmm...pejam celik pejam celik monday ends! erm... tahlah! dunia oh dunia...
i was still thinking of my future career ahead.. am i gonna continue study?? wat am i gona werk as nx time..will i be in spinelli permanent? Till wen??? sigh.. dunno! after 7mths + i found that i've been werking hard for the post but i feel like giving up..i dont wanna be manager.. ntahlah! stress jer nanti.wel, lets c...
im still single now.. after a new change and new look with the tudung,im still the same..haha! better i guess...my collegues dunno im wearing tudung.let it be a secret of mine.. wat for wanna say i wear??? wait they cakap aku nyer perangai tak btul..memang perangai aku tak betul but im trying to change slowly to be betetr...no one is perfect.. today khai like no mood,u noelah he always a bad tempered man.. haiz! hate his character man..Attitude! biarlah! Sitio romlah.. Budak kecik is her last day today and she's going back to Indonesia.. hmm..sedihnyer! missed her..so cute gerl.. 21 but kecik and pendek!! new staff cuming tis week.. dunno y must be a malay gerl again??????????????????????????although she's a part timer but???? u noelah.. i dun like to werk with malays ryte??? mulut byk cerita and mcm2 gosip punye...haiz! biarlah.. yang penting aku keje,buat keje abis balik! k ar people.. i wanna rest.. werk morning again esok till 3! again?????????????? arrgghh bored.. hope to get that pharmacy position at Citylink! wish me luck! byeZ!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:10 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006
XPDC
C.I.N.T.A. K.I.T.A.
C.I.N.T.A. K.I.T.A. satu rasa
C.I.N.T.A. B.U.T.A. tak bermata lahirnya
C.I.N.T.A. G.I.L.A. pada harta
M.A.N.A. C.I.N.T.A.. yang sebenar2nya
C.I.N.T.A. K.I.T.A. sampai bila
Manakah satu arah kita sebenarnya dunia
Kita berasmara di dalam cinta yang tak bermaya
Kita berupaya selagi padu janji setia
Kita selami cinta ini kian lama
Telan arus nangis ketawa
Sama rasa pastinya
Walaupun tahu cinta itu tak bermata
Namun masih banyak ada
Yang menawan di dalamnya
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XPDC
Semangat Yang Hilang
Tidak engkau seorang
Juang hingga titisan
Rempuh tak berharapan
Nanti aku di sana
Di ufuk pemikiran
Lalu menghayatinya
Kita laksanakan
Mata hati yang damai
Di sana kejujuran
Semarak impian segunung harap dipulang
Usahlah diragukan keupayaan sendiri
Hati yang membara mengikutkan kata-kata
Jawapannya di sini
Semangat kita yang hilang
Oh kita cari pulang
Malu bertanya kawan
Sesat cari jalan pulang
Biar ia berkesan
Di lubuk hati terbenam
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XPDC
Hidup Bersama
Di tepi pantai yang indah
Ku duduk seorang diri
Suasana sepi
Teringat dikau di waktu malam
Wajahmu selalu ku terbayang
Padamu wahai sayang
Aku tetap merayu
Pada dewi puspita hatiku
Ku tidak lupa akan janjiku
Di waktu pertemuan
Kita dahulu
Hidup bersama disampingmu
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:00 PM

MaWi.... 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:37 AM

The AdidAs LoNg SleeVe ShiRt.. 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:31 AM

LiRiK 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:22 AM

assalammualaikum! how r u? im tired lah..leg pain here there.. erm.. wat to do. i've been standing all day everyday at werk for more than 8 hrs..tak ke kaki mcm ape kan?aku keje hereen tadik.. supposed to be 10 to6 but Mel the Store incharge ask me to go back at 4 coz theres too many staff..haha! best lah tuh..yeah!! its not tat bz at hereen tadik..biaser2 ajer.. and their sales till 4 is 2k.. hmm! sikitlah..hmm...
i saw many people at CA and get to noe more people too... not bad.. and theres two other trainers there.Trainer trainer and trainer.. for ever!!c Staff cum in and out and werk and Quit like wat..haha! behind me theres like 50 people who join spinelli as full time..mak ai! byk kan? and i m sure in that few mths more people have been quitting spinelli! wakakakaka....
that day meeting aready i kena by manager.Am i ego??? wakaka... they told me that im like to do Espresso alone.. hmmm! yes i like to do alone but then.. i prefer people to help me wen im bz only i mean wen there are lots of order only!but people tend to help me wen theres only like 1 or two drinks and then sumtimes wen they help me.. thuings turn out to be bz.. zarrgghh.... watever.. and 1 more thing wen im going back... they say 5 or ten minutes b4 i go back i sure lost one.. hmmppph! hahaha! i accept it as my weekness and i noe im wrong!i'll change kay? but...they want m,e to be Supervisor or wat we called shift managers... but me?? i dont think i want to and i dont think i can make it.. although i have the Strength there but i dont thing im gona take the opportunity. Biarlah orang nak kate ape.. sumtimes im happy with wat i have now... syukurlah! and i heard gaji naik $50 and 1% of my basic.. hmm! so it will be more than 1.1 ryte? hm..not bad ar... hidayat told me he get an offer of becuming a Manager in training soon and he have to quit spinelli! haiz... sedih!
oklah.. i got to go.. i wanna watch DVD..im in PMS mood... boring! u noe lah me.. if PMS marah2 jer.. kaylah! c u!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:02 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006
i was just thinking that i shud be here b4 i go back to store for meeting with my colleagues.im just thinking of my job...my future and my career nx time.. hhmm??? i dont know..
since 23rd of Feb..i've contact with him back again as per normal and wats the worstthing,he compared me with her.. and the way he said is like saying im better than her but y in the first place u take her as ur GF??? hahahaha.ape ajer lah nie dier.hahahah!i've just got nothing to say...hiak!hiak..wakakaka! its up to him to judge and its him to decided whose for him .watever man....
my feeling towards him is not there animore.. its been away,fly off all away and it never return back to the place i've landed b4.i cant say but who noes god make us back together again??? and am i gonna suffer???erk.. dunno!! i leave it to god...god noes everything bout me..enuff of him... Chao!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:06 PM

Wen to jb yesterday folow dad and mum bank in sumthing at TING! hahahah.... not many people there to.. hmm! and it was a tired nite.. bought CASTELLO VCD and sum others DVD....
and yes... i have to go for my STORE MEETING later in two hours time from now..shit! finish at 3 but must go to store for meting! argghh..4 wat??? all the promotions i heard and bla bla,,,tot of staying home and relax but????? haiz... i cant! im juz too tired and tomorow??? werking at Hereen store from 10-6! shit! shit shit shit again! watever ar.. i dont give a damn... i want my day to pass fast and im gona look forward for my off day on sunday! oklah.. blog later and i gtg! cheers.. c ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:22 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
a'kum! im juz here to update bout some thing happen to me recently..i almost lost my dad BaNK CARD FROM MALaysiA.. I DONT Noe COZ I'vE BeeN Putting the card for more THAN a week in my room ..almost gaduh with mum bout it..haiz!!! im sorry mum..yeah.i found it just after i went to my room after i took Wudhuk from thetoilet for solat isyak.. yah!!! god shows me the way.im glad god is there for me.. thanks Allah!! i love u...maybe im going jb again esok with mum and dad...
last week and early tis week its been a story bout Nonoi(nur asyura) and Hussien who was being killed.what i heran is that,both who killed them mengaku bersalah..hmmm...???u killed sum1 and end up u own up??? whats that??? hahahahaa.. betetr dont killed ryte? haiz.. dunia2 ape naj jadi.. apepun.. aku doakan semoga mereka diampunkan dosa yang telah lalu.nonoi is a 2 yrs old kid that dont noe anithing either...haiz..! dah takdir.
Early this morning i heard the Syarahan bout population of Islam in Singapore... theres 4k people who lives in singapore but only 500000 is Islam... hmm??? setengah juta?? half million??? wat the????well. i dont even care... hmmm,,, 3.5 million is non malay and non muslims??? wah................!!!! hahaha!
im getting fed up after werking at spinelli nowadays.. dunno y! its my seven month tomorow! yeah.. 7 mths of werking and im still FUL TIME BARISTA.. learning noting and i nearly give up! oh yeah.. wen to marina square for a walk and window shopping.look around and it was a huge place and tiring place to wlak at.hahahahai!
i bought the Blouses white one with pink flower that cost $28 at rastafari.. then wen to Adidas shop at city link to buy the shirt..hmm! it cost $35! oklah not bad.. i cud fit in..haha! last few dasy i bought the Roxy sandals for 19.90 at hereen flash splash..hmmm... oklah.. thats all for this month pay! the rest is for savings,paying bills and even eat...im excited waitingfor 18th of March! heh! wanna mit my ite frens... i apply guardian pharmacy tadi for a part time job at marina but maybe get around city area.. hmmm! hope i get so i can help my parents and by end of this year... i can buy and prepare what i want for hari raya..wish me gud luck!oklah.. got to go.. c u aroun! Tomorow.. sure!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:54 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006
Helo! im on Mc today.ekeke! hmmpphh...What shall i say??? i got a headache and like heavy side on my brain..hehe! im tired... yeah!! my eyes i too tired to open up and werk too... on monday sumore.. at 9-8.30 shift and at last i get mc... 3 days at home and i hope it will be enuff for me to Stay and relax.yuhhoo! and tomorow i have to start werk at 2 to 8.30...haiz..! not bad lah.. the nx two days will be 6-12..yiippee!! sat will be a bad day at Hereen..haha! must be bz one..sure i tell u.
its oklah... aku nie teruk eh??? tak datang keje plak tuh... haiz!! wateverlah...
that Guy msg me at 12.45am and we went on msging till nearly 4.30.hahah!mampoz!!!u said im different from her.. bdk tuh itu takleh ini takleh.. dah pandai complain kan???but she's the one u loved rite? not me!!! im noting at all...its over between us... so? it seems u still need me kan??? hmmpphh....wen u donw.. wen u alone.. wen u got no one to talk to.. me???? u need me??i hope one day.. u will realise whose the real person for ur love life...who fits in ur criteria of "GADIS TERBAIK"... the matching one for u... sure this fat one who will be there for u 24 hrs....but too bad.... i have no more feelings towards u... plz dun put the love feeling animore kay???plz let us remain as fren only and not more than what u want... i had enuff of ur stupidnes... hahaha! watever....lets c what will happened one fine day.
i heard from lucy theres no Meeting on Saturday nun and they never even went for the party on that day..hahaha! ice cold beer??? weehhheee.. dunno y lah but thats it! hmmpphh...let it be! im tired of spinelli people...
i went to poly clinic in the morning and waited like almost 4 hours for just a meeting with the Doctor! wat the?????????? aiyoh!!! teruk kan??? punyelah lama..mak ai..hahaha! shud open more poly clinics or mayb shud have more doctors...erm! watever!! then went to buy laksa for my mum at teh tarik Corner shop just imfront of the poly clinic..go Causeway for a while and then go buy Silkygirl black eyeliner..haha! just wanna be like avril lavigne..wana learn how to make up black..yehhaa!!! its just 7.90 only.. oklah! i will update later... apsal mahmud tak reply msg aku nie??? heran..hhmmm... klah! bubbyye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:02 PM

Baju batik From Kelantan.. 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:24 PM

The Venice Canals...As they appear today.


NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:08 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006
At last!!! i Created and changed my web blog websites!! hahah... go to this web given by irena,www.freepagegraphics.com...tanzx to her! after finding some skins to download at last i got this one.. sumone smoking..wild ryte.. haha! hope u peeps like it yeah... i put some effort in it..ermm! oklah people.. i blog again later need to bath and watch tv..herm.. gd nyte and gud day tomorow on monday..!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:48 PM

Cinta tak bersyarat-Element (demi cinta)
Tak ada sedikitpun sesalku
Tlah bertahan dengan setiaku
Walau diakhir jalan
Kuharus melepaskan dirimu
Ternyata tak mampu kau melihat
Dalamnya cintaku yang hebat
Hingga ada alasan
Bagimu tuk tinggalkan setiamu oow ...
Demi nama cinta
Telah kupersembahkan hatiku hanya untukmu
Tlah kujaga kejujuran dalam setiap nafasku
Karna demi cinta
Telah kurelakan kecewaku atas ingkarmu
Sebab kumengerti cinta itu tak mesti memiliki
Andai saja bisa kau pahami
Layaknya arti cinta sejati
Karna cinta yang sungguh
Tiada akan pernah mungkin bersyarat ooh ...
Ternyata tak mampu kau melihat
Dalamnya cintaku yang hebat
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:08 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006
Supposed to go meeting today at 1pm but i didnt turn up.im getting Bold..haha! too daring for this...i skip the meeting and yeah.. i noe im doing the wrong thing! it really sucks but i wen down to town to buy a sandal from Roxy shop at Hereen for a while.. haiz! im just tired of werk and do u think its worth it to go to my store on my off day just for a short stupid sucks meeting???? im not FREE kay People..shud say sorie to my colleagues but then... i dont! whatever!im just tired of their stupid ideas and lame old things! im just too tired and sick of all this... what the.........????? i enjoy myself going out better rather then meet them at store.im not paid for the meeting anyway!!!! hahahhaa Adek msg me at 10+ saying theres a meeting at 1pm..i didnt even reply like i usually reply to adek..then... i off my phone at 12.30 to almost 3.30 pm! 4.18 lucy my indonesia colleague msg what im doing now and am i gona go tonite????i didnt reply also.. just make it a story that i went to jb or maybe sumwhere that i didnt know bout the meeting.. can? hahahaha! im just pissed of of their attitude and their way of werk...i really dunno what to say.. i noe im not perfect and i have lots of wrong and u always say i lembab and ape2 ar..hahah!but now.. try to c urself in the mirror can??? can or not????????????? then im sure u people noe the answer...! everione makes mistakes and everione is lazy.. i am! i dont denied it... with the pay i get.. its never enuff to support my family now. so,what im tinking is to find a part time job in case anything happen to me at spinelli now or later..haha! im just preparing actually,none of the intention of quitting from Spinelli.. heraing from Adek saying that Chee kuan was mumbling saying im late for that 1 particular day that i overslept(thursday),i was so pissed of with them and i got my own reason y i late not playing a fool on u guys!!! i overslept.. OVERSLEPT kay??? y??? withoyut me u all cant werk huh? just say u need me by ur side.. coz ur fast..haha! u dont say i late and then when clock out timewana clock out early.. hey!! u have lots of staff and my shift was over.. am i paid for that??? im not..so y must i wait???? i betetr go off ryte??? my job was settled..not urs!! i never had any paperwerk..so y worried????plzlah..for goodness sake..understand me!!!!
hmmm.... i still love the job,the environment,the people(customers) at CA and the job... im in this job of coffee for more than 3 yrs+ already and i never give up...lets pray hard i wont get Scolded this monday and hope that my werk is getting better than always from day to day...insyallah! and i shud be turning up for ap arty today nite with my colleague at ICE COLD BEER but me??????? hahahhaah.. im just not interested to go like i mean.. i wanted to have fun looking around only but i feel likei ts not today...maybe one day wen i got the chance to c the inside club world...of coz not with my tudung arggh!! but wen i think back.. i cant gop there coz my personality has changed... hmmmpphh... for the excitement only y not??? i dont drink.dont smoke... hhmm!
Due to my changes in my personality now.. im luking for a suitable job which i can be in 100% tudung and muslimah lady.im still searching and slowly luking for job that needs me to where tudung.. maybe as a part time if i dunt get full time.. and if spinelli doesnt last.. i will be back to skul and maybe... im gona be back to school taking part time coz in Hotel management.i dont mind i dont need to cover my aurat if im in hotel jobs.. as long as im happy and the job i luv.. its ok!!but... for the time being,im juz stick with Spinelli.. maybe this few mths im gona be transferred too.. dunno! and i hope i wont be transfered to hereen...arrgghh...shut up!! pray for me getting a gud job.. ok??
on the 18,im going out with my ite frens... and yes!!! im happy to meet them but not everione will be there...mahmud havent reply to me... erm.. maybe keje kot...biarlah.. wat i noe, im miting the others too.. cant wait to take pictures with them using my digital Camera..! hahah! but i have to buy the memory card first! shits!! hahahaa.....
love???? thers no more love in me to anyone ryte now bsides my family and frens that are close to me. it will come one day.. and i hope that sum1 will took gud care of me and my heart accepting who am i actually!hanya Allah sajalah yang tahu semuanya..amin!!hearing bout ina family was sad thing for me.. aku doakan kau bahagia and be patients always kay sis??? im sure ur dad will get the ryte job soon... bout mar??? love is in the air..hahaha! firah??? all the best to u...ok lah.. i got to go... wanna watch tv now.. c ya!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:38 PM

Siti tunang on 13.3.05... i year back... 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:30 PM

my first year in ite with my close frens... !! 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:29 PM

My pic.. two years back... 

NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:20 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006
hey!! penatlah beb!! my store is bz.......arrrggghhh....been werking morning all week,...a tiring day everydasy..just now start at 9 but i overslept...wake up at 8.40...haiyo!!! im werking at 6-3 esok..again another day.. diam tak diam its gobna be 7 mths i werk at spinelli! wow! lamanyer..alhamdulilah..hehehe! oklah.. i got to go..update esok kay? bye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:54 PM