but everythingmeans nothing.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Hey! its Monday and im tired,juz wake up from sleep actually! haiz... so tiring siah the whole day..yesterday went for rombongan at Johor.. the places i go was Gelang Patah(tempat rehat),Kota tinggi(mini Kelantan),Giant at ioi mall(kulai),Ayer hitam and lastly Tanjung pelepas(tanjung Andang kat Gelasng patah). its Actually a port mcm pelabuhan in malay.Where people do all the logistics things,kapal2 and morelah... hmm! its a nice place at tanjung Andang we eat Seafood..10 people share one table.the best part is.. i go with Mum,Dad and angah..my beloved family! yesh! i like it!coz its not easy to bring along Angah and ayah tau! hahaha.... too bad cumer along dengan his wife kak imah didnt cum along! hmmm.... aku dapat beli baju,borong tudung and sum batik staff.. also sum bantal that is cheap at ayer hitam... but it was such a tiring day where i went out at 7.30am and reach home around 12.45 by taxi! mrt semua dah abis..haiz!! a lotz of 'makciks' in the bus..hahaha! usual..there luv shopping like my mum! hahaha! katenyer makcik.. kalau aku tua pon im sure im like them too..btol tak?
okok.. i werk at hereen last saturday or wat i can say yesterday.it was tiring and but the best part the time flies very fast.. haha! i end around 3.20 lah.. help a bit coz theres always a drag if i wanna go back home on time! hmmm... werking with mel..dgr2 dah naik pangat to SIC and werking with Sue and Diana too...oklah! but im bored of coz..hahah! its different from C.a where C.a is normally offices people around Cbd area..i still prefer cbd area..hmm!!! its end of the mths tomorow and its gona be my pay day too..yeehhaa!!! yesh...
oh yeah.. mr Sharul did msg me saying thanks for the Card.. yeah! i did give him a card for tanda ingatan birthday dier... biarlah... its a gift only.we are still fren, whats past is past and i've forgot them.. although sumtimes it will still cum to my mind i just wanna get it away... no grudges between us already.. thinking what he did to me b4 will make me more worse and sebagai insan yang bergelar manusia islam.. aku harus memaafkanyer...tak baik simpan2... tak baik berdendam... maybe im too gud bout this..but its reality..nak buat ape kite marah2 lagipon.. itu cerita dulu...tak baik kite ungkit2 lagik... hes still with his Gerl and all the best to him... i got no more love towards him aready now...its a big change in me im sure...
life is so different now... now i just msg him saying gud nyte.. he ask me bout myself.. my life and why dont wanna find sum1 new..haha!he werks at sony department teban there..dekatlah dgn rumah dier.. i noe love will comes by itself.. like my parents,my dad tgh keje and my mum on the weay to kedai pon bleh terpikat..haha! itulah jodoh namanyer....still got lots of time to find..haha! like mar..she say,"do watever u want to do..Follow ur heart",heheh! thats true mar.. if ina,dee,leena noes i Contact with him.. mesti aku kene marah...but watever they wanna say.. im not like .last time... and its not them..its me who do it.i noe its like a wrong thing but its not.. watever u people wanna say..its me... not u! hahaha! but thanks anyway for being sum1 who cared for me so much yar frens... i luv you all!without u all im all alone..ahakz!!
changes in me??? yar.. i wear tudung and im bit different form dulu lah... orangnyer tetap samer... dulu aku nie jahat..haha! taklah.. i changes a lot wen i noe sum1 and i changes a lot wen i leave him..alhamdulilah! syukur... if xxx saw or noe my changes.. maybe he will like say... "so fast?"..haha! hes still the same guy.. mcm dulu jugak! haiz... biarlah dier... i hope i wont met sum1 like him who loves all those stupid things...haha! its not stupid just that its not gud ar..haha! watever!
aku nak log off... besok keje 6-5!!! wat the hell.... such a long hours siah... boring! oklah ... wann read sum magazines or novel b4 i slip... have to wake up at 4.30.ok lah..nites2! take care! blog again tomorow if got time! ZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZZzzzzz.................!!! Assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:53 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Apa Artinya Cinta - Melly Gouslaw feat. Ari Lasso
(OST Apa Artinya Cinta)
tiba-tiba kau ada
kemudian engkau hadir
laksana kerdil ku memeluk
lihat aku lebih dalam
di matamu ku melihat
ada cinta yg tersirat
iringi hati merebak
barangkali aku salah
ku terdiam bukan bisu
tahu engkau besar malu
tutupi rasa gelisah
* biar saja waktu nanti
yg menikmati kisah ini
bersamamu aku senang
reff: belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai
di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta
arti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku
siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau
sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:13 PM
Cantikkan?? Seri pengantin... 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:10 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
hey! assalammualaikum! im here to update my boring day today..i've got noting to do after werk and i went back home..end at 12 and i was tired .Check my mails and then i Sleep for a while... nite,watch my Cinta hilang Cinta kembali drama Mega sinetron. it was great,Ibu Dewi met her 2 Child her 2nd son 3rd daughter... the first one havent.. soon i guess.i like the Drama and i even cry..haha! soon i guess its gona be the endof the Drama... hermm...
Tomoow im werking At 7 to 3 kat hereen... haiz haiz! hope it wud be a gud day.. its been a few mths i didnt went there to werk and even drop by there.arrghh.. watever,i noe im going back at 3..~yeah~
now eh.. i tot of just being alone... i need sum changes in life.. shud i?? yeah i shud.. and im gona kip quiet from people who i used to called frens.i waan keep myself bz with life and werk.. hmm..yeah! i shud... i wanna be a gud Muslimah and must be sum1 who is patient and Well behaved...werk also must be serius and no more lateness... i wanna luk 4 a job where icud be in The tudung.alhamdulilah.. i worn tudung for about 2 mths already but i cant wear at werk..haiz!! sad sad.
Since everyone is bz.. i just tot of going out with mahmud and the rest of the guys for a Dinner one day maybe nxt mth...so long never met them since my birthday...the gals have been bz with werk and skul... its all up to them...asik aku je plan??? penat ar.. but i do missed them... ok ar,im tired wanna continue reading my "LAFAZKAN CINTAMU" novel and get to sleep... update more tomorow...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:42 PM
hey! assalammualaikum! im here to update my boring day today..i've got noting to do after werk and i went back home..end at 12 and i was tired .Check my mails and then i Sleep for a while... nite,watch my Cinta hilang Cinta kembali drama Mega sinetron. it was great,Ibu Dewi met her 2 Child her 2nd son 3rd daughter... the first one havent.. soon i guess.i like the Drama and i even cry..haha! soon i guess its gona be the endof the Drama... hermm...
Tomoow im werking At 7 to 3 kat hereen... haiz haiz! hope it wud be a gud day.. its been a few mths i didnt went there to werk and even drop by there.arrghh.. watever,i noe im going back at 3..~yeah~
now eh.. i tot of just being alone... i need sum changes in life.. shud i?? yeah i shud.. and im gona kip quiet from people who i used to called frens.i waan keep myself bz with life and werk.. hmm..yeah! i shud... i wanna be a gud Muslimah and must be sum1 who is patient and Well behaved...werk also must be serius and no more lateness... i wanna luk 4 a job where icud be in The tudung.alhamdulilah.. i worn tudung for about 2 mths already but i cant wear at werk..haiz!! sad sad.
Since everyone is bz.. i just tot of going out with mahmud and the rest of the guys for a Dinner one day maybe nxt mth...so long never met them since my birthday...the gals have been bz with werk and skul... its all up to them...asik aku je plan??? penat ar.. but i do missed them... ok ar,im tired wanna continue reading my "LAFAZKAN CINTAMU" novel and get to sleep... update more tomorow...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:42 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
im having 2 Pimples on my Face! Shit..i really hate it..tis means,less than two weeks im gona have my Red Flag! hahahhaa...oh yeah.. im werkin afternun shift later at 12pm and at last! after 3 days of morning so sian! tired and too tired!
hmm...wat im doing now?noting just surfing net.. c peoples profile.. and mine!
hey..oklah i need to go..haha! i juz missed the OASIS concert tomrow! im sure... ehermmm.. watever! oklah blog,taking care.. c ya!
oh yar!!! ~~ HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY SHARUL NIZAM....!!~~
hope ur card reach u tomorow! nites!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:03 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
DONT LOOK BACK IN ANGER
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away
So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today
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STOP CRYING OUT YOUR HEART
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change
What's been and gone
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:55 PM
I Hope, I Think, I Know
They're trying hard to put me in my place
And that is why I've gotta keep running
The FUTURE IS MINE and it's no disgrace
Cos in the end the PASTS MEANS NOTHING
You tell me I'm free then you tie me down
And from my chains I think it's a pity
What did it cost you to wear my crown
YOU DONT LIKE ME Y DON'T U ADMIT IT?
D'you feel a little down today?
Bet you ain't got much to say?
But your gonna MISS ME when I'm not there
You know I dont care, You know I DONT CARE
As we beg and steal and borrow
Life is hit and miss and this
I Hope, I Think, I Know
And if I hear the names you call
If I stumble catch me when I fall
Cos baby after all, You'll never forget my NAME
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:42 PM
Oasis!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:19 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Sinopsis GARASI THE MOVIE
Keinginan Gaia, Aga dan Awan hanya satu: hidup dari bermain musik.
Mereka membentuk band bernama Garasi dengan dukungan dari toko musik D'Lawas tempat berkumpulnya para pecinta musik sejati. Keunikan musik mereka mendapat sambutan hangat.
Namun di luar kekompakan mereka dalam bermusik, masing-masing menyimpan rahasia dan perasaan-perasaan yang tidak secara jujur mereka ungkapkan. Di luar kematangan musik mereka, mereka adalah anak-anak muda yang masih gamang dalam menentukan jati diri mereka.
Ketika popularitas Garasi mulai memuncak, persahabatan mereka pun mendapatkan ujian. Perasaan cinta yang dipendam; persahabatan yang diwarnai kesalah-pahaman; pertentangan dengan keluarga; dan terpaan gosip dan tuduhan dari masyarakat sekitar, memaksa mereka untuk menerima siapa diri mereka dengan taruhan persahabatan dan musik yang sangat mereka cintai.
LIRIKNYA...
BUKAN
Denganmu kini ku tak ceria
Bersamamu ku sendiri
Padamu, tak bisa cintaku
Untukmu, bukanlah aku…!!
Bukan ini yang kumau
Tapi juga tidak untukmu
Paksakan, semua kan hancur
Sakitkan, semua terluka
Reff:
Yeah….yeah…yeah….
Ku tak inginkan semua ,yang kurasakan
Yeah….yeah…yeah…
Betapa banyak takdir yang membingungkan
Mungkin ini memang jalan kita
Sudahlah, lupakan saja
Jangan kau, merasa kecewa
Ku aku dan Kau Kamu
Back To Reff
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HILANG
Dimanakah cinta sejati
Yang memberi ketenangan hati
Sampai kapan ku harus menanti
Kau pergi dan mungkin takkan kembali
Dan aku menangis, dan aku terluka, Bila…
Dan aku menangis, dan aku terluka , Bila…
Engkau menghilang….
Kau pergi dariku, tinggalkanku
Lewati malam tanpa kasihmu
Ku rangkai kata, ku rangkai nada
Yang kuinginkan hanyalah cinta
Dan semua menghilang…..(3x)
Semua karena cinta kumenangis
Semua karena cinta kutertawa
Semua karena cinta, Semua karena cinta
Yang kau tinggalkan hanyalah luka
Dan semua menghilang (3x)
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NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:12 PM
Tidak, jodoh tiada kaitan dengan keturunan. Hanya belum sampai masanya. Ia bagai menanti jambatan untuk ke seberang. Kalau panjang jambatannya jauhlah perjalanan kita. Ada org jodohnya cepat sebab jambatannya singkat. Usia 25 tahun rasanya belumlah terlalu lewat. Dan usia 35 tahun belum apa2 kalau sepanjang usia itu telah digunakan untuk membina kecemerlangan. Nyatakanlah perasaan dan keinginan anda itu dalam doa2 lewat sembahyang. Allah mendengar.
Wanita baik untuk lelaki yang baik, sebaliknya wanita jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat. Biar lambat jodoh asalkan mendapat Mr Right dan biar seorang diri drpd menjadi mangsa lelaki yang tidak beriman kemudian nanti.
Memang kita mudah tersilap mentafsir kehidupan ini. Kita selalu sangka, aku pasti bahagia kalau mendapat ini. Hakikatnya, apabila kita benar2 mendapat apa yang kita inginkan itu, ia juga dtg bersama masalah.
Kita selalu melihat org memandu kereta mewah dan terdetiklah di hati kita, bahagianya org itu. Hakikatnya apabila kita sendiri telah memiliki kereta mewah kita ditimpa pelbagai kerenah. Tidak mustahil pula org yang memandu kereta mewah(walaupun sebenarnya tak mewah) terpaksa membayar lebih tatkala berhenti untuk membeli durian di tepi jalan. Orang lain membeli dengan harga biasa, dia terpaksa membayar berlipat ganda.
Ketika anda terperangkap dalam kesesakan jalan raya, motosikal mencelah-celah hingga mampu berada jauh di hadapan. Anda pun mengeluh, alangkah baiknya kalau aku hanya menunggang sebuah motosikal seperti itu dan cepat sampai ke tempat yang dituju. Padahal si penunggang motosikal mungkin sedang memikirkan bilakah dia akan memandu kereta di tgh2 bandar raya.
Bukan semua yang anda sangka membahagiakan itu benar2 membahagiakan. Bahagianya mungkin ada tapi deritanya juga datang sama. Semua benda, pasti ada baik buruknya.
Demikian juga perkahwinan. Ia baik sebab ia dibenarkan oleh agama, sunnah Nabi, sebagai saluran yang betul untuk melepaskan shahwat di samping membina sahsiah dan sebagainya, tapi ia juga buruk sebab ramai org yang berkahwin hidupnya semakin tidak terurus.
Ramai orang menempah neraka sebaik sahaja melangkahkan kaki ke alam berumahtangga. Bukankah dengan ijab dan Kabul selain menghalalkan hubungan kelamin, tanggungjawab yang terpaksa dipikul juga turut banyak? Bukankah apabila anda gagal melaksanakannya, anda membina dosa seterusnya jambatan ke neraka?
Berapa ramaikah yang menyesali perkahwinan masing2 padahal dahulunya mereka bermati-matian membina janji, memupuk cinta kasih malah ada yang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja asalkan segala impian menjadi nyata?
Jika tidak sanggup untuk bergelar isteri tidak usah berkahwin dulu. Jika merasakan diri belum cukup ilmu untuk bergelar ibu ataupun ayah, belajarlah dulu. Jika rasa2 belum bersedia untuk bersabar dgn kerenah anak2, carilah dulu kesabaran itu. Jangan berkahwin dahulu sebab kenyataannya ramai yang tidak bersedia untuk melangkah tetapi telah melompat, akhirnya jatuh terjerumus dan tidak jumpa akar berpaut tatkala cuba mendaki naik.
Berkahwin itu indah dan nikmat bagi yang benar2 mengerti tuntutan2nya.
Berkahwin itu menjanjikan pahala tidak putus2 bagi yang menjadikannya gelanggang untuk mengukuhkan iman, mencintai Tuhan dan menjadikan syurga sebagai matlamat. Berkahwin itu sempadan dari ketidaksempurnaan insan kepada kesempurnaan insan - bagi yang mengetahui rahsia2nya.
Berkahwinlah anda demi Tuhan dan Nabi-Nya, bukan berkahwin kerana perasaan dan mengikut kebiasaan. Jodoh usah terlalu dirisaukan, tiba masanya ia akan datang menjemput, namun perlu juga anda membuka lorong2nya agar jemputan itu mudah sampai dan tidak terhalang. "
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:36 PM
pelamin...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:26 PM
Hakikat seorang wanita - akal wanita senipis rambutnya
Jangankan lelaki biasa,nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita.
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah.
Masih mencari walau ada segalanya.
Apa yang tiada dalam syurga?
Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa.
Dijadikan wanita daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok.
Untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki.
Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus,
Mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus.
Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah,
Kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah.
Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya.
Jangan cuba menjinakkan mereka dengan harta, kerana nantinya mereka semakin liar.
Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan, kerana nantinya mereka
akan semakin derita.
Kenalkan mereka kepada Allah, zat yang kekal. Di situlah punca kekuatan dunia.
Akal senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu.
Hati serapuh kaca, kuatkanlah ia dengan iman...
Perasaan selembut sutera, hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.
Suburkanlah ia kerana dari situlah nantinya...
Mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan Rab...
Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan suatu kelemahan..
Ia bukan diskriminasi Allah...sebaliknya di situlah kasih dan sayang Allah...
Wanita yang lupa hakikat kejadiannya...
Pasti tidak akan terhibur, dan tidak akan menghiburkan...
Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak..mereka tidak akan lurus...
Bahkan akan semakin membengkok...
Itulah hakikatnya andai wanita tidak kenal Rabbnya...
Bila wanita menjadi derhaka...pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru hara....
Lelaki pula janganlah mengharapkan ketaatan semata-mata.! ..
Tapi binalah kepimpinan...
Pastikan sebelum wanita menuju ilahi, pimpinlah diri kepadanya...
Jinakkan diri kepada Allah...
Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya di bawah pimpinanmu...
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra'
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat saidina Ali karamallahuwajhah.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:15 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
Cincin ni lawakan???
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:42 PM
hye!Peace be upon u..alhamdulilah.. im here again! here to update the day today of myself!oh yeah..last Saturday went to Jb to buy all the Magazines Stuff..didnt told u bout that..
im full now..haha! went to order pizza Delivery just now...2 regular pizza for 21.90 and add the Beefballs which is 50% discount.erm...yeah! wat a full day.. usually if i eat a lot tis means in A week or 2 im gona have my Menses! hahahah! i dunt like it! but wat to do... just now was bz at werk.as usual and i was doing barista the whole day...i like but kip on Steaming milk like wat..hahah! i noe im gud at Barista..hahaha! Eeekkkk! please yati! Chee kuan is Having fever.. so on mc!but still stay and sleep at the Store dunno 4 wat????? aiyoh!
i end at 3 and i went to buy a CARD at Causeway point..what card???? erm..... "xxx" card..birthday card..hmmmph! shud i give?? as a memory only.... well, hope it wud be a Surprise for him... yeah! i still remember him.. although his bad but then..overall,his not as bad as other guys who Actually Dont smoke,dont club,dont drink,Dont have Sex with gals and hes different.... hes NAKAL but hes stil different form the other guys i noe b4!hmmm............stop it yati! plz.... he DUMPED u b4.. hahah! dont dumped lah actually,its the Werd, BASTARD! hahahaah! u right?? oklah... lets not talk bout him.. let him be.. what i noe.. im gona send the Card tomorow!
yesterday watch Final destination but i still prefer FINAL DESTINATION 2... better! than...the 3rd one oklah bout those skool guys... not bad but bit Boring! then watch Baik punya Cilok pon oklah..kelakar but mcm biaser jer... nice movie! im werking morning esok again! arrghhh....... tired!! tired! oklah my dear Blog.i got to go.. cu later! wanna watch tv.. Pendekar bujang lapok now.. Pray for me for gud health and gud job..bubbyyee!!! Assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:55 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
hey!! wen down to Queensway just now took mum At redhill and went to Queensway and buy shoe..im having my Second day off today..erk!! Still tired and tomorow still have to get back to Werk..wat a.....???btw.. the shoe i bought Was supposed to be $114.95 but i get a 15% discount and the price was $97 only! oklah.. at least i bought sumthing 4 tis mth Pay..hmm... tot of buying Adidas but then theres no Design that interest me.so at last i bought tis Nike brown shoe that was chosen by mum and me..its nice and its 4 werk too.. mcm kasut Bowling u noe?? hahaha! for tis February pay i tot of buying another shoe thats the AdidaS ONE,HEHE!well,rezeki tuh dimana-mana jer...insyallah! shud go to town and survey that Adidas shoe lah...wen i get pay i guess!
now.. i think i have to Go find new job that can allow me to Wear Tudung and its my personality now.. new one..if i go pharmacy..hmm,i dont think the pay is like what i get now..and i think i have to Slowly luk 4 the rite one...mum likes me to werk at spinelli but then... i cant wear tudung and the place was not halal too... i noe its part of my job since singapore is so hard to find one... Just stick to this first and then i'll make sure i find one gud one..! like ina say..21 yrs living theres nothing Progress in her life.. haha! same as me too... 21 yrs of living in this place Called earth i still havent get wat i achieve yet till now... i want to
study again also but dunno where and i wanna learn Agama back too... since like few years back i didnt study it was a bad times i had tis few years back.. if i noe,i shud have continued my studies at PERGAS..but... i guess, i need to go to mosque and have alokk out! or maybe find at sum websites about Learning of islam! hehehe.... the basic is still there but to go up is still far far far behind...
if i got the Chance... i would like to Khatam "Al-QURAN" wen i Get married to my future husband... like my mum and Maklong! insyallah! but i still have long time to go.... yeah... im 21 yrs old... 7 mths tis mth! 5 more mths to go b4 i turn 22! im an ADULT NOW!!!!!!! hahahahaha... no more like last time... oklah.. i wanna help mum kemas rumah a bit and then maybe do sumthing. i'll c u later.. bubbyyee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:17 PM
~My pics of two Different images~ No.1
No 2.nbsp;
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:35 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
me again
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:50 PM
pic Taken nbr 2;
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pic taken nbr 3;
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fauzi baadila My Hero...
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2nd pic of him...Fauzi baadila...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:31 PM
PArt of 9 NAGA scenes pics
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:24 PM
9 NaGA
Hidup adalah menentukan pilihan.
Adakala pilihan diambil dengan sukarela,
Adakalanya dengan terpaksa.
Demikianlah kisah hidup tiga orang pria yang telah bersahabat sejak kecil: Marwan, Donny dan Lenny. Mereka bertiga telah mengambil jalan yang sama dan berjuang sampai saat terakhir untuk persahabatan mereka. Marwan yang disegani oleh rakan-rakannya adalah seorang yang tabah dan cekal. Dibantu Donny dan Lenny, dia mencari nafkah sebagai pembunuh upahan.
Mereka bertiga selalu bantu-membantu menyelesaikan setiap upahan yang diterima. Sementara itu, dalam hati masing-masing muncul kesedaran bahawa kehidupan yang mereka jalani sama sekali tidak menjanjikan masa depan yang baik.
Di tengah kegelisahan mereka, sebuah peristiwa yang tak diduga terjadi. Sejak itu, mereka seolah terbangun dari igauan yang panjang dan merasa muak sendiri akan pilihan hidup yang diambil dulu.
Kini, mereka harus berjuang untuk melepaskan diri dari cengkaman kejahatan mereka sendiri.
Director: Rudi Soedjarwo
Cast: Marcel Anthony, Donny Alamsyah, Lukman Sardi, Fauzi Baadilla
Genre: Drama
Run Time: 130mins
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:09 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
hey..Assalammualaikum! peace be upon u!Surprisingly im getting my off day tomorow..yeehhaa!!! then next week i need to werk at Hereen then! erm.. okies! thats about all...Vivian say not enuff staff...so i have to werk next week and Lucy she have to werk at Change Alley tomorow and get overtime! anyway,whats the different??? kesian Lucy..haiz!! kepenatan dier sey...tapi takpelah...bersusah2 dahulu bersenang senang kemudian kay Lucy??heheh!!!
Just now i watched Cinta hilang cinta kembali..yeah!! its a Great Drama that i've Ever watched b4... its about kasih,Ruben and another guy which i 4get his name terpisah sejak kecil lagik..their Mother Dewi(lulu tobing).Father died and the father have a brother named Ahlong...he made money buy selling all the 3 kids of Dewi..haiz,,! after 15 years now then they finding each other..haiz!! sedih2...
many kebetulan things happen between them all.. well, i just cant missed any of the Episodes from this Drama.
Talk to Chee Kuan tadik about Werk and my problem that im not happy with her..
ADek TELL vivian wats my problem and it happen that i have to answer and talk to Chee kuan bout this.. well i guess she never Trust me lor... coz she dont want me to do Cashier.. then,i heard bout the conversation between She and Adek..hahahai!! my ears are sharped and i heard and see how she Reacts bout it..well,Allah membela orang yang benar..haiz!! apepon.. i noe im doing the right thing! im tired and off two days will be a great time for me.. oklah! i need to go.. will update more soon..bubyye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:06 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
lifes so bored tis few days and im tired.but this week went fast...its Friday tomorow and i cant wait for Sunday for my off day.haiz.. im so bored now... Mr L is running away from me! damn him! go away from me please.. u think i care??? ngada2 btol ar..aku tau ar kau tuh orang kaya tapi janagan lah mcm nie.. bebual mcm real jer seh... tapi at last..eeeee..... merepeks!!i hate people like this.. like i said.. i never one to find sum1 animore.. especially yang mcm nie.. perasan yang kita nak dier.. heh!aku tak minat dierlah oi..hahaha!! mula2 msg aku mcm nak rak... at last..eeee...........................!! jantan S--L kot? weeehheee! watever lah.. i dont mind.. maybe sampai tua dier tak kawin ar tuh...padan muker.heheh! eh sialah yati..wat u toking?? plz plz plz.. dont like tis... dosa aku..hahahaa! akyu da maafkan semua orang terutama Sharul... so anithing else??? pemaaf adelah ubat dan penawar hati..hehe!
oh yeah... now i wanna be free from anithing! i wanna enkoy life to the fullest now..hehe! bout searching guys.. the right one can wait for years.. im not into it yet.. coz aku serahkan semua pada tuhan yang esa.. dialah satu2nyer...
At werk i noticed this Chee kuan like to Marah2 people and perintah2.dahl;ah malaz mcm ape.. haiz! aku tis two weeks after sTb close aku keje mcm nak rak and im sweating like hell now at werk.. hish! penat ar! tadi pon tido after i reach home.. oklah! bubbyyeez!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:07 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Start At 2pm today..ehemm...penatlah.. smlm tido siang from 12.30 to 11.30 today..and my body is in pain..haha! dah rabu. finally and im waiting for weekends... haiyaya! aarggghh.oh yar,u noe this office at Change Alley Arial Tower, its damn nice and very nice place to werk at..the Scenery is so Tempting! i like that kind of werkplace... u can C esplanade,the boats,tongkangs,marina bay,Road and all the high building from there...aduh!!! lawa! ehehheehhee....
my Btother..Sampai Sekarang tak datang2... since nenek meninggal,neither he nor my Cuzin kaklong came to drop by and visit us here.. aku pun tak kuasalah nak tengok diorang!hahaha...what i noe now i have to werk hard,luk 4 new job peep here,peep there and then help my parents live happily ever after.kekeke!ibu bapa itu penting kerana tanpa mereka tiadalah aku di dunia ini. keje keje keje! penat!!! argghh....... werking with adek today and yeah... nak siap ar..c u later! bye!
***living without mum and dad is like living without Breathing!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:40 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Empat(4) tahun tuh LaMA YATI. its too long..although im wasting my time.. im glad that i Had met sum1 who really gives me a deep feeling of love..yeah,im confused y tis happen but all this happen takes 4 yrs after i noe him deeply and truely after all the pains and the suffers..Allah thought me a big lesson after all this thing happen and i dont know y this mind is thinking of him all of a sudden...is he thinking of me too?i dunoe... watever..... haiz!!
now..Mahmud is taking Part time studies.. he's in Ns and taking Logistic cos at singapore institute of purchasing n material management...
im glad that hes in that School now.. happy for him..hehe! he loves logistic since School ..always and forever u my dear fren.hes a real joker and my gud fren.. semangat tuh!hehe... maybe miting others soon during my pay to blanja mahmud makan..hehe! i want to mit them up ...yeah!missed u all so much ite frens!!
After a day of Full shift..finally i finish up my day..left 4 morevdays to go b4 its Sunday!haha..cant wait for it.. im tired... werk and werk all the way is so sick!!!early morning i already went to RP to collect Fetco..it was not bz there.. oklah.. i got to go.bubyyee!
***thinking of sum1 who Breaks my heart into pieces...nites!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:31 PM
wISHINg all the non muslims,happy Valentines Day...
yeah..hahha...happy with ur luv ones and happy alwayz...
Wen will i mit my luv one??? dunno yet...
watever it is.. i wanna concentrate on my Career First
and then... wanna upgrade myself and becum better person..
Muslimah berkerjaya boleh?? hahaha....
Sumtimes i think...
What i did wrong tat people dont like me?
what i lok like wen people dont want to get to noe me?
Am i ugly?
am i very bad person??
Am i Arrogant?
haiz...
Got nothing to say...
wat i can say.. i am wat i am now and forever...
i wont change but i change to be sum1 better..
i will make sure what u think(perception) of me will change ..
yeah.. i will make sure..
not now..maybe later on in years time...
well...
what i can say, no one can judge others..
i dont have lovers, i have god.
i beleive theres always sum1 out there 4 me..
only Tuhan tahu..
im werking full shift esok.. 9-8.30..
yeah..tiring u noe.. but i will be active either..
got to sleep and rest.. its nearly 1.30..
c u wen i c u!!
tat..A'kum!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:05 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Ingatlah manusia selalu diminta untuk merebut 5 peluang sebelum tiba 5 rintangan iaitu waktu kaya sebelum miskin,waktu senang sebelum sibuk,waktu sihat sebelum sakit,waktu muda sebelum tua dan waktu hidup sebelum mati...
Esok sebenernya bukanlah suatu kenyataan,detik yang kita milik hanyalah sekarang.
jadi yang paling selamat adalah jalan dengan berpegang kepada prinsip bahawa seseorang itu harus bekerja seolah-olah dia akan hidup selama-lamanya dan beribadat seolah2 dia akan mati pada esok hari...
dari abu hurairah,katanya Rasulullah bersabda yang bermaksud;
"hati seorang tua tetap muda dalam hal mencitai dua perkara iaitu dalam hal mencitai hidup dan harta benda." (riwayat Muslim)
i promise myself to be gud muslimah and becum better in anything i do....
i'll do my very best and will lok forward in achieving myself to be a great and better successful lady and a gud muslimah ...hahahaha!insyallah!!!
im glad that my life theres is still family,fren and god who will always be there 4 me 24 hrs!! oklah.. gudbye!! c ya.. wanna watch nasib do re mi..
i learn wat happen today wil never affect my day tomorow....
nitez!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:18 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
hey.. like i said b4..erm.. dont judge a person by its pics... u wont like the person wen u meet face to face....haha! am i right?? well.. theres always wat i think.. haha! i duno y theres tis one person who still wana be a fren of mine that is 'xxx'.haha..its one and only my lover last time.. but now his not animore.. hmmpph! well,i've give up on him..hes a long time fren and lover to me... but i appreciate his kindness last time.never judge a book by its cover people. u never noe what will happen next... i'll just go with the flow.. tis 23rd of feb is his bdae... hes 24??? yeah... hope his fine... i just hope.. i get sum1 who is willing to except me for who i am.. ape kurangnyer aku nie pon aku tak tau eh??? haiz!!!
haiz..mother mother...everiting is Brother,,,wat am i for in this world??? what shud i be then? y u didi this?? haiz.... everything brother? brother? brother? haiz... boring!!k ar..chow!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:40 PM
A'kum.. ape khabar?? im gud blog..well im here to share sum stories bout my 2 off days.i met two man.. haha! i guess only one can be called man rather than the other one...the 26 yrs old can be called man while the 21 is like unmatured man..hahaha! both have driving license and the one i met yesterday was so the funny man..haha! u noe wat?? he was so eager to meet me and in the end he took me pusing2 dgn kereta hijau dier... hahaha! merepeks....mula2 he wanted to go jurong hill and ask me to go with him.. in the car..he said he lapar..bla bla bla... and keep on saying y i wear tudung???is it a crime to wear??then dier ckp kire da pakai tudung boleh kawin ar?? hotak kau siak!!! mengarut gilernyer.kau ingat aku nie ape?? pompan murahan per? chau chin chau bTol ar!! btw... i dunno wat he was tinking bout also! then kip on asking me.........."Ade chance???" wat the hell?????? well,then i ask him to drop me by the Causeway point civic centre that better.. i dun wanna c him animore.....
Next is today... i met "MR L" at admiralty..he oklah.. not bad... he blanja me makan kat Swensens Compass point..haha! take me with his RED Car and his a nice person to talk to... better than then PAU or wat his named was.. Redwan??? i guess... well,i hope me and man will be frens forever... hope u get sum1 nice for ur future Wife kay?? hahaha...thanks for the Treat man...ahakz...! his quite talkative lah.. peramah man...mit him around 2 hrs and it was so fast to 7.30...wah.. 2 hrs cepat rasanyer eh?? hmmpphh... thanks again fren..after so many times we wanted to mit each other but then.. today 12 feb is the day we met...alhamdulilah.. everything went smooth and i hope he can be a gud fren of mine yeah???
well,i just wish i get a Guy who is very frenly and can take gud car of me... most important luv me more than i luv him..haha! every gerls want that ryte??
oklah.. tis year im 22 and i guess its time for me to meet up with people and make new frens then go out and have fun and noe people better...yelah.. akukan dah 22 tahun nie.. terasa tua mcm nienyer age!!! arrgghh...watever ar.. wat i noe.. life still goes on and only god noes who i will be with... semua ketentuan tuhan...amin!
im werking 12-8.30 tomrow... yeah! another week to go and shit!!! i have to go tru another hell week at werk... i hope my life will be fine there... k ar, gtg! bubbyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:13 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Doa untuk mendapat jodoh...
Ya ALLAH...
Seandainya telah ENGKAU catatkan
dia akan menjadi teman hidupku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan diantara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi
Dan ya ALLAH.. ya TUHANku yang Maha Pengasih
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi
Tetapi ya ALLAH...
Seandainya telah ENGKAU takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku
Ambillah kebahagiaan ketika dia ada disisiku
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan
Ya ALLAH ya TUHANku yang Maha Mengerti..
Berikanlah aku kekuatan
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit
hilang bersama senja nan merah
agarku bisa berbahagia walaupun tanpa
bersama dengannya
Dan ya ALLAH yang tercinta..
Gantikanlah yang telah hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir-MU
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah ENGKAU takdirkan
Adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana ENGKAU Maha Mengetahui
Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-MU ini
Ya ALLAH..
Cukuplah ENGKAU saja
yang menjadi pemeliharaku
Di dunia dan di akhirat
Dengarkanlah rintihan dari
Hamba-MU yang dhaif ini
Jangan ENGKAU biarkan aku sendirian
Di dunia mahupun di akhirat
Menjurumuskan aku ke arah
kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang
pasangan yang beriman
Supaya aku dan dia dapat
membina kejahteraan hidup
Kejalan yang ENGKAU redhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku
keturunan yang Sholeh..
Amiin ya Rabbal `Aalamiin
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:25 PM
Doa untuk mendapat jodoh...
Ya ALLAH...
Seandainya telah ENGKAU catatkan
dia akan menjadi teman hidupku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan diantara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi
Dan ya ALLAH.. ya TUHANku yang Maha Pengasih
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi
Tetapi ya ALLAH...
Seandainya telah ENGKAU takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku
Ambillah kebahagiaan ketika dia ada disisiku
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan
Ya ALLAH ya TUHANku yang Maha Mengerti..
Berikanlah aku kekuatan
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit
hilang bersama senja nan merah
agarku bisa berbahagia walaupun tanpa
bersama dengannya
Dan ya ALLAH yang tercinta..
Gantikanlah yang telah hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir-MU
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah ENGKAU takdirkan
Adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana ENGKAU Maha Mengetahui
Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-MU ini
Ya ALLAH..
Cukuplah ENGKAU saja
yang menjadi pemeliharaku
Di dunia dan di akhirat
Dengarkanlah rintihan dari
Hamba-MU yang dhaif ini
Jangan ENGKAU biarkan aku sendirian
Di dunia mahupun di akhirat
Menjurumuskan aku ke arah
kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang
pasangan yang beriman
Supaya aku dan dia dapat
membina kejahteraan hidup
Kejalan yang ENGKAU redhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku
keturunan yang Sholeh..
Amiin ya Rabbal `Aalamiin
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:25 PM
Tanda-tanda mati:
100 hari: Seluruh badan rasa bergegar/bergetar.
60 hari: Pusat rasa bergerak-gerak.
40 hari: Daun dengan nama orang yang akan mati di Arash akan jatuh dan malaikat maut pun datang kepada orang dengan nama tersebut lalu akan mendampinginya sehingga saat kematiannya. kadang-kadang orang yang akan mati itu akan merasa atau nampak kehadiran malaikat maut tersebut dan akan sering kelihatan seperti sedang rungsing.
7 hari: Mengidam makanan.
5 hari: Anak lidah bergerak-gerak.
3 hari: Bahagian tengah di dahi bergerak-gerak.
2 hari: Seluruh dahi rasa bergerak-gerak.
1 hari: Terasa bahagian ubun bergerak-gerak di antara waktu subuh dan asar.
Saat akhir: Terasa sejuk dari bahagian pusat hingga ke tulang solbi [dibahagian belakang badan].
Seelok-eloknya bila sudah merasa tanda yang akhir sekali, mengucap dalam keadaan diam dan jangan lagi bercakap-cakap. Untuk pengetahuan semua, pada hari ke 44 air mani lelaki dan telur wanita di cantum, Allah SWT telah mencampurkan sekali tanah yang akan menjadi kubur kita nanti...
Wallahu'alam...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:56 PM
Untuk maklumat Valentine adalah seorang paderi semasa pemerintahan seorang Maharaja sekitar tahun 270 AD yang bernama Maharaj Claudius II. Semasa pemerintahannya, Maharaja ini mengharamkan pemuda2 daripada berkahwin serta mengarahkan mereka menjadi tentera kepada negara.
Paderi Valentine menyedari perintah Maharaja itu tidak adil lalu beliau telah bertindak mengahwinkan beberapa pasangan muda-mudi secara rahsia. Tindakan beliau ini akhirnya dapat dihidu oleh Maharaja Claudius dan beliau telah dijatuhkan hukuman bunuh.
Semasa berada dalam penjara, Paderi Valentine telah jatuh cinta kepada seorang gadis yang selalu merawatnya. Dan Paderi Valentine telah menulis sepucuk surat kepada gadis tersebut sebelum dia dihukum bunuh iaitu "FROM YOUR VALENTINE" yang digunakan sehingga kini dalam bentuk kad2 bagi merayakan hari memperingati Hari Kekasih.
Justeru itu, sebagai mengenang Paderi St Valentine, maka pada tahun 498 AD Pop Gelasius telah mengisytiharkan 14hb Febuari sebagai Hari Memperingati St Valentine.
Oleh itu umat Islam amat tidak wajar sekali menyambut perayaan ini kerana ianya merupakan 1 perayaan yang diasaskan oleh gereja Kristian yang lahir daripada idea seorang paderi lain yang bernama Pop Gelasius demi memperingati kematian seorang paderi lain yang bernama St Valentine. Islam sudah sempurna dan sudah cukup dalam beberapa perayaan untuk disambut kerana sambutan2 kaitan dengan kebesaran Allah, keagungan Nabi Muhammad SAW dan juga ada kaitan dengan keunggulan Islam itu sendiri sebagai Al-Din. Seandainya Baginda Rasulullah SAW mengizinkan umatnya menyambut perayaan agama lain sudah tentu Baginda tidak menggantikan 2 perayaan terbesar jahiliyah sewaktu tiba di Kota Madinah dengan 2 perayaan lain yang telah pun diperkenakan oleh Allah iaitu Aidil adha dan Aidil Fitri. Mudah2an kehidupan kita semua setiasa atas landasan Sunnah Baginda Rasulullah SAW
Amiin Ya Rabbal 'Aalamiin
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:42 PM
LEMBUT wanita krn TUTURKATA nya
MESRA wanita krn SENYUMAN nya
CERAI wanita krn BERANI nya
PATUH wanita krn SETIA nya
SYG wanita krn sifat KEIBUAN nya
LEMAH wanita krn AIR MATA nya
SABAR wanita krn IMAN nya
DENDAM wanita krn CEMBURU nya
IKHLAS wanita krn sifat LEMAH nya
KASIH wanita krn BELAIAN nya
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:38 PM
now..its seems i have to date with like few people out there...hahaha! wat the??? i dont know ar but it seems tat all come in at the same timehmmpphh...just live it to god to let me chose whose the right one.guess now is the correct time to find love...after about a year im free from love..hhehhe! well,im looking for true love and seems the people i noe is serius one...haiz!! watever but i cant say aniting coz werds always can be change.i just need peace now... the most important sum1 who can take gud care and luv me most!!!hmm.... wat to do. im gona be 22 yrs old in like 5 mths time... and i shud be prepared to luk 4 one rite now..most improtant is my family too.... i luv them... haiz... no one else can replace them from me..
i had my off day 2 days,yahoo...but its 2pm now...so fast..oh noe!!! oklah.. i need to bath and go help mum for a while and go out to send my warranty forms...msg u at nite!tC!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:53 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
hie hie!! im online now and its a happy moment wen i get to Down,load and even Burn my disc..yeeaahhha!! Satu kejayaan nie! best!! i like it.. hmmm... im sick now.. feeling like wanna get fever but not serius fever.. my body is Hot and pain..at werk i got a conflict with Mr ROMEO!! he must die ar... boring siah werk with him... nak buat peoples job but his own werk never do..step rajin plak tuh. i was doing barista and he came at 9 and suddenly take over me like nobodys business without saying anitink...???F**k lah he!! i hate people who take over my job without my permission.
haiz.... ROMEO MUST DIE!!!!!!!ahahahahahaha... i was totally binget tadik with him!! u think i do my job slow is it???? plizzz ar boy... im not ok..... rather then u... buat keje setengah2 jalan??? argghhhh.... pi mampoz ar!!! Chee kuan tau,adek and v pon tau! arrgghh.... watever!!
oklah.. gtg.. btw its Mr L birthday today..nites!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:39 PM
LeO..
Leo is the fixed fire sign. Think contained flames. Like a
campfire that needs constant attention to keep alive and warm.
There is a deep love for life and all of its possibilities...
including its luxuries and that love transfers over beautifully
into how a Leo expresses their feelings. Love with a Leo is like a magnificent encounter with the sun.
They are warm and supportive when their heart is given and their affections grow stronger the more they feel that their partners care about them and adore them in return.
Leo's are dramatically romantic and not afraid to show it.
They enjoy pulling t heir loved ones out into their world and radiate when they feel their partners compliment some quality about themselves. Love becomes a thing of luxury and the partner receives the abundance of their personal Leo's attention, lust and emotions.
Because Leo's judge themselves on what they have around them (hence their love of luxury) they can be too appearance conscious at times and too critical of a mates qualities, appearance or talents. Because they truly need constant input to maintain their vitality they can sometimes become self-serving...occasionally to a point that it becomes egotistical.
You'll find that love with a Leo is like no other love...and when they decide to give you their heart....they also give you every inch of their soul. In this lies the Leo vulnerability....when their trust is broken they crumble. They, again, base their own self judgements on those the y adore. Take away the loved one...and you've taken away their own identity in many ways. When Leos feel let down (and it usually takes a great deal) they either fall into an abyss of pain and depression..or they get utterly cold and without feeling. The lion in protective mode.
Leo Sexuality
Sex is not definable without emotions for most Cancers and they must feel something with relative strength for their truest feelings to come out in a romantic and sexual interlude. They are tender and partner oriented lovers and more concerned with pleasing their mates and feeling the returning emotions as nurturing proof of the partners love.
Sex for cancer is attached to all things which mean security and loyalty and truth of the heart. Their needs tend to fluctuate according to their moods and emotional state as does their intensity and their desire levels. In many ways sexuality is an empowered field for Cancer as they are the zodiacs maternal nurturers it is the literal act of sex which has molded their 'job'. A cancer who is in love and feels secure will intuitively understand that and will treat it as the joyful gift it is.
The Long Term Story
Leos being fire signs are rather high maintenance partners. They require attention, nurturing and pampering. A mate has to be personally strong in them to enhance the partnership but also willing to step occasionally into their Leo's shadow.
Leos are protective to the death for those they love and they are generous and expressive in a long term union that is constantly stoked and fed. Keep the campfire metaphor in mind.
Unattended it dies out...mistreated it flares into unpredictable life and burns...but kept constant and tended it turns into a life giving warmth that is undying. The less this natural moodiness will manifest in overt ways.
Positive Traits in Love
Protective, adoring, playful, inventive, generous, supportive, sensual, warm, joyful.
Negative Traits
Possessive, jealous, control issues, coldness, cruelty, selfishness, egotistical, self serving.
What a Leo Likes
Feeling Pampered, Being noticed, Being appreciated, Being the boss, Dramatic unions, Mate with a love of life, Receiving gifts Socializing/parties
What a Leo Dislikes
Apathy, Being ignored, Being criticized, Nagging, One up-manship, Competition, Lying/deceit, Laziness
Leo Love Keywords
Expressive, demonstrative, engulfing, proud, sensual, adoring, control, egotistical, self-serving, jealousy, coldness, and cruelty.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:29 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
hie! im tired siah....hmmpphh!!! i wanna have a rest for the whole week can??haiz.. i cant! what to do....penat ar..and tomorow another long time.. 9-8.30pm!lucky werk with Adek..if not!! alermak.... penat gilernyer....haiz! and friday will be 6-12 only! gudlah.. im just wondering.. wats the rush for huh?? just do ur werk and dunt rush..can or not??? haiz... oklah.. got to go...peace!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:07 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i felt too tired nowadays..tired of life... tired of werk.... haiz! juz becos of having a living... i have to werk so hard like this?im feeling sucks nowadays... dunno y! but the feeling realli happen... arrgghhh! watever it is... im tired of this life i had now...i juz wish i cud be free from anyone and live happily myself with family!!! i need peace and i need better life!! money??? where to find??? tapi,aku bersyukur dgn ape yang ade skrg ini...cume skrg aku perlukan seorg teman hidup yang dapat menemani aku di masa akan dtg...
Chee kuan was oklah.. not bad... she rajin..do all by herself and she so relax...haha! me?? i alwayz Kanchong one! just now nick came to my Store and bought sum drinks...he was tanned as he went to Bintan on weekend to enjoy himself..dunno with who.must be Girlfren rites peeps??? hehehe..berg like him no Gf??? mustahil...haiz..
im werking 8-5 omorow..like ofis hour?? hur hur....
since StB close down.. my outlet can get 4k.... wow! thats gud and ou pay shud be futher up.. but hell...dun bother! dunt even think it will! i wanna get job that canlet me b wanita muslimah.. have wat.. must take time to find... bout ICA??? shud i try?hmm.... juz try send the form.. maybe!
and.......... today,mum boght me the katil... its 200+,quite cheap... hmm! now my room is better then b4..best! oklah.. i wanna rest,gona had a long time tomorow... c u aroun! bubbyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:11 PM
Artist : Misha Omar
Title : Ku Seru
Ku Membayangi…Jiwa Hatimu
Tapi Perpisahan Menunggu
Ku Ingin Membelaimu
Namun Kasihku Tiada Restu
Diri Begini…Kerna Selama
Ditinggalkan Marah Sengsara
Hingga Hilang Terlupa
Siapa Aku Sebenarnya Sayang…
Oh..Dengarlah Sayu Tangisanku
Mengapa Degupanmu Ku Seru
Kerna Kesepian nan Terlalu
Kembalikan Hidup Yang Ku Rindu
Oh..Dengarlah Sunyi Tangisanku
Kau Tahu Ku Amat Menyayangimu
Oh Pergilah Kau Bukan Milikku
Pulang Pada Yang Mengasihi… Dirimu…
( Kau Ku Seru…Kesepian Berlalu…Maafkan Daku )
Sampai Disini
Ku Lepas Kau Pergi
Biar Ku Damai Bersemadi
Lukamu Ku Mengerti
Kan Ku Hilangkan Derita…Ini…
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:26 AM
Artis : Mawi
Tajuk : Aduh Saliha
Mana rayuanku
Hendak aku sampaikan
Rindu berahiku
Pada kasih yang jauh…….
Jauh bukan jarak dan tempat
Jauh nama dan pangkat
Mana penggantimu
Hendak aku dakapkan
Dendam asmaraku
Pada cinta yang luruh
Luruh bukan daun dan hujan
Luruh jiwa dan badan
Bertahun ku sandarkan percaya
Tak mungkin terpadam cahaya
Cintamu… bagai rembulan
Hilang di pandangan
Kala langit di lindung awan…..
Aduh
Mahkota terhempas
Barulah ku sedar
Yang ku sangkakan intan
Oh……..hanyalah kaca
Sesudah berdarah
Barulah ku sedar
Jiwaku tercalar
Sakitnya bukan kepalang
Kau biarkan aku sendiri menderita seksa
Racun hidupku Saliha
Kau biarkan aku sendiri melewati sepi
Dalam hidupku Saliha
Kau biarkan aku sendiri meratapi nasib….
Dalam gelita Saliha
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:24 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Setiap malam sebelum tidur,anda perlu menetapkan satu
matlamat di dalam minda & menguatkannya dari hari ke hari.
Kemenangan terhadap diri sendiri adalah lebih baik daripada kemenangan terhadap orang lain.
Tidak penting sama ada berapa lama kita hidup.Yang penting bagaimana keadaan kita semasa hidup.
Sembahyang adalah prinsip utama dalam hidup. Memberi alasan tidak cukup masa untuk melakukannya adalah hinaan kepada Allah.
Apabila semua benda kelihatan semakin hilang, ingatlah bahawa masa depan masih ada.
Tidak semestinya orang yang berjaya terus berjaya dan orang yang gagal terus gagal.
Orang yang serba kekurangan kurang mengetahui kelemahan dirinya sebaliknya sentiasa menyalahkan orang lain atas apa yang berlaku.
Kecantikan dan kebaikan tidak wujud bersama.
Harta menjamin dunia. Iman menjaminkan akhirat.
Kawan yang sebenar ialah seorang yang dapat menerima diri anda yang sebenar.
Selagi kita mencuba dan berusaha,selagi itulah kita akan beroleh apa yang kita hajati.
Fikiran membawa kepada pekerjaan. Pekerjaan membawa kepada kejayaan.Kejayaan membawa kepada impian.
If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others while you are living.That is wealth's greatest satisfaction.
Remember that your character is your destiny.
kaTA kata itu sebenarnya tidak mempunyai mAkna untuk menejelaskan perasaan,Manusia boleh membentuk seribu kata-kata seribu bahasa tapi kata-kata bukan bukti unggulnya perasaan.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:42 PM
Idola...Mawi World..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:33 AM
Ct-Mawi
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:31 AM
Mawi sings..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:30 AM
juara etnik kreatif
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:24 AM
mawi ngaji
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:20 AM
mawi aNd Diana(tunang)
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:19 AM
Signatures...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:13 AM
Mawi 2
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:08 AM
Mawi
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:03 AM
On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely place (background)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
Any time of year (background)
You can find it here
You can find it here
Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes bends
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said
We haven't had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely Place (background)
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
What a nice surprise (background)
Bring your alibies
Mirrors on the ceiling
Pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I remember
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programed to recieve
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:52 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
hie hie hie!Assalammualaikum blogku..im here now,back as usual and will be blogging as per normal now onwards.my computer dah okies dah..heheh! thanks mum and dad for the new one from u...oh yeah,bought it from harvey norman last thursday with mum.Thanks a lot my parents.. luv u!! Well, it quite cheap lor.. not even 2K.free ScANner sumore.Duh..im happy and bersyukur kerana ini semua rezeki allah! Amin!
TodAY wen out to mit ina for a while in the evening..suppose to mit erm... "L" but me??? mcm biaser jugak tak go and never inform him..i guess he give up on me already..up to u then..im juz too fickle minded like what u said.lucky theres ina who were there to ask me out and i told her bout "MR L".im tired of all this things...entahlah.. knape aku mcm nie pon aku tak pernah tahu.Yati.. old things are over.. now remember of the future forget the past plz...hmmm?? watever it is.. only god noes whose the perfect guy for me!!im sure there is.. and if theres not i redha jer..wats the rush anyway???hmmmpphh...with "MR A" pun same2..aku janji but in the end never kol him tho..its oklah...im just being Stubborn! wat shud i do now??
All of a suddenIna wanna met me for a while..ape mimpi dah gerl?? ehehe,but shes still the same..SWEET As ever!!shes one of my gud fren in ite...bsides Mar and Firah...yuhhuu...hope to meet her this cuming Friday at ECP.shud be jadi.lah kan ina??dah lama tak tengok pantai ar...hehe! she told me she wanna study at Uk..not bad,well, i'll Support u kay my fren?but..40K??? kene keje carik tuh..hmm..5 tahun pun belum tentu aku dapat 40k tau?? eehee...oklah fren.. i wish u all the best!!
im gonna update more later..chow!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:42 PM
Dari Abu Musa r.a katanya, nabi s.a.w bersabda:”Selalu-selalulah membaca al-Quran kerana demi Allah ia lebih cepat lepas daripada unta di tambatannya.”
Huraian:
Membaca al-Quran merupakan ibadah yang paling utama sesudah amal-amal fardhu yang telah diwajibkan oleh Allah. Sesiapa yang meninggalkannya kerana keangkuhannya, nescaya Allah akan membinasakannya. Dan sesiapa yang mencari petunjuk pada selain-Nya, maka Allah akan menyesatkannya. Oleh itu kita diingatkan agar jangan melupakan al-Quran yang dibaca (diingat atau dihafal) kerana nabi s.a.w pernah bersabda: "Seburuk-buruk orang di antara kamu ialah yang mengatakan,"Aku lupa ayat ini dan itu," tetapi sebenarnya dia melupakannya. Hafallah al-Quran kerana sesungguhnya al-Quran itu lebih cepat perginya dari dada kaum lelaki daripada unta (yang terikat)." (Syaikhan dan at-Tirmidzi). Rasulullah s.a.w juga telah bersabda: “Belajarlah kamu akan Al-Qur'an, di akhirat nanti dia akan datang kepada ahli-ahlinya, yang mana di kala itu orang sangat memerlukannya. Ia akan datang dalam bentuk seindah-indahnya dan ia bertanya, " Kenalkah kamu kepadaku?" Maka orang yang pernah membaca akan menjawab : "Siapakah kamu?"Maka berkata al-Qur'an : "Akulah yang kamu cintai dan kamu sanjung, dan juga telah bangun malam untukku dan kamu juga pernah membacaku di waktu siang hari."Kemudian berkata orang yang pernah membaca Al-Qur'an itu: "Adakah kamu al-Quran?" Lalu al-Quran mengakui dan menuntun orang yang pernah membacanya mengadap Allah S.W.T. Lalu orang itu diberi kerajaan di tangan kanan dan kekal di tangannya, kemudian dia meletakkan mahkota di atas kepalanya. Pada kedua ayah dan ibunya yang muslim pula diberi perhiasan yang tidak dapat ditukar dengan dunia walau berlipat ganda, sehingga keduanya bertanya : "Dari manakah kami memperolehi ini semua, pada hal amal kami tidak sampai ini?" Lalu dijawab: "Kamu diberi ini semua kerana anak kamu telah mempelajari Al-Qur'an."
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Doa-doa Yang Makbul:
1. Orang yang terdesak.
2. Orang yang teraniaya/dizalimi.
3. Anak yang berbuat baik terhadap kedua ibubapanya.
4. Doa seorang Muslim yang tidak berbuat zalim & tidak memutuskan silaturrahim.
Tanda-tanda Doa Yang Makbul:
1. Terasa sesuatu yang menakutkan.
2. Menangis tatkala berdoa.
3. Terasa menggeletar.
Cara-cara Berdoa:
1. Bersungguh-sungguh semasa berdoa. Rasulullah s.a.w pernah bersabda:
"Sesungguhnya Allah amat menyukai orang yang bersungguh-sungguh semasa ia berdoa"
2. Menghadirkan diri kpd Allah dengan penuh kekhusyukkan kerana Allah tidak menerima doa dari hati yang lalai.
3. Hendaklah makanan, minuman, pakaian dan sebagainya dari harta yang halal kerana sesungguhnya Allah itu baik & menerima melainkan yang baik belaka.
4. Doa itu bukan bertujuan untuk melakukan dosa, khianat, memutuskan silaturrahim & jangan sesekali memohon SEGERA dimakbulkan doa tersebut.
5. Digalakkan memperbanyakkan menyebut Asmaul Husna, dimulai dengan bertaubat, istighfar, hamdalah serta selawat ke atas Rasulullah s.a.w & para sahabat.
6. Sebelum berdoa, bersedekahlah terlebih dahulu (al-fatihah dan sebagainya).
KATA-KATA NASIHAT IBNU QAYYIM
Di dalam hati manusia ada kekusutan dan tidak akan terurai kecuali menerima kehendak Allah swt.
Di dalam hati manusia ada keganasan dan tidak akan hilang kecuali berjinak dengan dengan Allah swt.
Di dalam hati manusia ada kesedihan dan tidak akan hilang kecuali seronok mengenali Allah swt.
Di dalam hati manusia ada kegelisahan dan tidak akan tenang damai kecuali berlindung, bertemu dan berjumpa denganNya.
Di dalam hati manusia ada penyesalan dan tidak akan padam kecuali redha dengan suruhan dan laranganNya serta qadha dan qadarNya serta kesenantiasaan sabar sehingga menemuiNya.
Di dalam hati manusia ada hajat dan tidak akan terbendung kecuali kecintaan kepadaNya dan bermohon kepadaNya.
Kesentiasaan berzikir kepadaNya adalah keikhlasan sebenar kepadaNya. . . . . . Andai dunia dan isinya diberikan kepada manusia masih tidak lagi dapat membendung hajat hati sihamba itu.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:36 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
kerja ape yang baik untuk aku eh ??? dah masuk 6 bulan aku bertahan dekat spinelli...Alhamdulilah but then... life is so bored... theres noting to do and i tink my age 21 life is juz spending at Spinelli..at werk.hahahah! no excitement at all! wat the??????? haiz..... i jus dunno y people never think... if u can think.. im glad and i juz wanna let noe..not everione is the same and PERFECT... even an espresso is never perfect..hahahah!!!! next week i have a new manager in chanreg who take over of me..C how it goes and i dunnoe what will happen next in this line...i dont think my pangkat will be gone up and its due after 3mths of Appraisal... hahah! buat bodohlah... yang penting aku dapat duit and if enuff time i will look for a new job soon..jus bored with colleagues around me... arrgghh.... life???? never great for me!! butim happy with it... i noe sum1 is watching me and its God... u are the one who tentukan kehidupan aku nie...and i still havent found my TRUE LUV..true guy who can luv me and take cr of me... oklah... i shudnt say more... bill nie going up... all the best people.. c u soon at my new computer kay??maybe beli ar..maybe tak..hahahaahaha! oklah... life goes on...... never regrets!! bubbyyeee!1
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:18 PM
its 1ST FEBRUARY.......not 31st January...(computer eRRoR)
Assalammualaikum!! hie blog! how r u today and last few days??? im very bz with life and of coz theres no computer at home for me to surf.hahahah!! boring!!! i get off from Sat to Tuesday.. a total of 4 days for chinese new year and im just lazing around at home watching tv,watch Tv and also..... eat..hahaha!! i dunno wat else to do siah... wen down to ECP on Sunday nite with mum and auntie busu but then for a while jer...boring seh ..takde benda nak dibuat. i go for a while jer. and guess what the park was pack with people.. mostly malays and indians who were having their family day and gathering there..hahahahha!!! but i Guess its not too late to say... Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR to all chinese people out there.... wehehehe! maybe by this week im back to my usual place at home surfing the net..hehe! i didnt have enuff time for holiday..4 days wasnt enuff and i have to cum back to werk just now morning! waty a day!!! lucky first thing in the morning "BERg" or "NICK" came down to buy drinks from me!! wehehe! im tired...
yesterday i ended up cleaning my room which is in a mess....hmmm... messy messsy and messsy!!! change the computer area... the katil was out..dah dibukak...now i will be slipping at the floor with tilam! heheheh! bestkan?? argghh....... hope to get the nerw computer soon as possible kay??? thanks dad...tahnks mum for the understanding!
oh yar... i pray hard god selamatkan family aku...plz jauhkan kami dari malapetaka dan aku harap kau selamatkanlah kami sekeluarga dan jadikanlah kami semua keluarga bahagia...aku mohon padamu..kau sihatkanlah ibu bapa ku yang aku paling sayang dalam dunia ini...tiada lain yang dapat memisahkan aku dari mereka melainkan kamu tuhan ku...ya Allah.. ampunilah dosa2 kami dan tempatkanlah kami di tempat orang2 yang beriman bersama2 dgn nabi,rasul dan kau ya Allah!
oh yeah.... i juz dunno y sum people like to throw temper on people...haiz!!!! i hate it... benda kecik pon nak diperbesarkan ke????ya Allah,ape nie???ape dosa aku??? sampai ade yang tak suke dengan perangai aku ??? aku take pernah iri hati dan dengki pada sesiapa.cume aku perlukan manusia itu memahami keinginan dan perangai manusia lain. no one is perfect and no one will be the same...haiz!!! ya allah!!! kau lindungilah aku dari ape jua godaan syaitan dan lindungilah aku di bawah jagaan mu tuhanku...aku manusia biasa yang tak pernah lari dari kesilapan... ya tuhan... selamatkan aku ya???
okla peeps.. maybe my blog is a bit of rubbish today but then.. i juz dunno y all this cum out from my heart...well,i juz hope people are always FAIR.. keadilan??? hmmpphh!!! entahlah... dontt hink so there is..... take cr!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:18 PM
NoRhayati Bte SaLLeH 
