but everythingmeans nothing.

Saturday, December 31, 2005
im feeling sumthing now..
dunno! just the feeling.
S.U.C.K.S..hahaha
my new year resolution???
1. is to be a better person in the future to cum..
2. werk Hard in order to Achieve my goals..by end of 2006..
if im not in the "Supervisor" post.. Juz Forget it...
im not giving up but 1 year is enuff for me to werk hard to get
that Small post...and,i hope i will Stay with this job for
the time being...
3. Where tudung..insyallah...and baik diam dari berkata2!
4. Be a gud daugther and forget all the past from the year..2005!
what i noe..God is with me always nd forever.....amin!
im thinking of that person now...dunno y?
hope hes doing fine and all the best for ur future...
Kalau jodoh tk kemana... Cinta tak semestinya dimiliki...
Assalammualaikum!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:53 PM

heyya! here we mit again... alhamdulilah...
im fine.. still surviving.hmm..
got a plan tis few days...
ERM..MITING mar,firah and ina tomorow!yeah!!!
i miz them!!!
atrrghh,,i really mis them sssssssssooooooooooooooooo much!!!!
hahahhaha..cant tell how much i miz my frens!!!!!
been bz with werk and i go time to Meet them...
and not only me.. they also!
ahhahahhaa.....i wanna tel u my new year resolution soon!!!
later kay??and...besok aku gaji...........
yeah! blog later.. wanna watch CINTA hilang CINTa kembali.. bye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:42 PM

Friday, December 30, 2005
3 days more to go b4 its NEW YEaR 2006...
how???
hahaha...
no plans yet...
well... lets c... im gona have my off days
for 3 days!!!
yaahhhoo,,,,,
oklah.. got to go...
Take cr... slmt malam!
A'kum...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:13 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Assalammualaikum...
Lenient- Not strict in the way you punish Sumone or control their behaviour...
"am i being too lenient to u???"
"is adek lenient to u???"
i said no...
"everytime i werk i sure have a problem with sum1.."
--"do u think u urself have a Problem??"
i juz dunno what i shud do now...
im blank..aniwhere i werk,i got problems..shit!
all this are Shit Stuff..i dont know who is in the wrong!
im just tired..last week i've been very angry person.
and now...i dont know what else im doing wrong..
haiz.. no wonder my frens run away maybe??
hahaha...but i never do anithing!
argghh watever,,,
i dont care already!
i only noe now is...wake up go to werk and BE MYSELF.
ignore people and juz werk...
no one is perfect...
everybody make mistakes...
everyone have their own problems...
dont ever say u urself dont...
maybe one of my new resolution is....
KEEP QUIET AND MIND MY OWN BUSINESS...........
"diam itu lebih baik dari berkata2.."
well.... anithing...
watever people wanna say.. im juz myself.. me!
i noe im wrong..
aku manusia biasa...
manusia mane tak buat silap??
aku bnyk dosa...
banyak silap...
tak lari dari ini semua...
theres more people out there who i worse than me...
well.....
watever!!!
im juz a normal person...
i still got lots of thing to learn in life...
from now on....
im gona do my own werk..
my time to go..i go...
got it???
best of luck nur...
god is with u!
bubyyee...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:00 AM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005
new year is cuming soon...how?? wats my new resolution?
not much but i tink one of them is to be a better Person in day to day to come...haha! have to think of it ... im werking morning tomorow..
haiyah!!! Boring!!!! again morning??????? shit!!!today is the 1st year of TSUNaMI incident..i hope they rest in peace..semoga tuhan sentiasa menyelamatkan mereka dari azab kubur.... amin!!!
im glad.. that i forget XXX.Syukur alhamdulilah.Perasaan itu telah aku buang jauh2..im hapi for myself.theres always reason.either gud or bad...
not sure wat gona happen later..tomorow.. the day after and so on so far..haiz! only have to live it to god...and just now i went to JP.with mum and auntie busu.people all everiwhere..never stops.. met lisa my coffee bean fren dulu..she dont recognise me wen im wearing tudung. yelah...i luk different a bit wen i do wear it..
oklah... b4 i log off this blog, i note sumthing here...
-Di dalam hati manusia ada kesedihan dan tidak akan hilang kecuali seronok mengenali Allah S.W.T.
-Di dalam hati manusia ada keganasan dan tidak akn hilang kecuali berjink dengan Allah S.W.T.
-Di dalam hati manusia ada kegelisahan dan tidak akan tenang damai kecuali berlindung,bertemu dan berjumpa Dengnnya.
-Di dalam hati manusia ada Kekusutan dan tidak akan terurai Kecuali menerima kehendak Allah S.W.T.
-Di dalam hati manusia ada Penyesalan dan tidak akan padam kecuali redha dengan suruhan dan larangan-nya serta Qada dan Qadarnya serta sentiasa sabar sehingga menemuinya..
amin!! aSSalammualaikum!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:13 PM

Rasulullah bersabda yang bermaksud..
"aku memberi jaminan sebuah rumah kebun syurga bagi orang-orang yang meninggalkan perdebatan,meskipun dia benar.Aku juga memberi jaminan sebuh rumah di tengah Syurga bagi orang yang tidak berbohong walaupun sekdr bergurau.Aku juga memberi jaminan sebuah rumah ditempat paling tinggi di dalam syurga bagi orang mempunyai budi pekerti baik." (Riwayat Abu daud)
"Sesiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari kemudian maka bercakaplah Perkara yang baik atau mendiamkan diri.." (riwayat muslim Dan bukhari)
Sesiapa yang diam ,dia akan selamat!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:47 PM

Sinopsis SaLON...
Luna adalah seorang gadis KL yang agak sukses dalam kehidupannya.
Dia begitu pasti dengan apa yang dimahukan dalam hidup—dia pasti tentang salun kecantikan miliknya, yakin dengan produk penjagaan kulit yang diciptanya serta bahagia dengan teman-teman yang disayanginya.
Cuma apa yang Luna kurang pasti adalah perkahwinan yang menjelang tiba dengan tunangnya Zyhan, seorang lelaki yang kacak dan berjaya.
Sementara itu, di suatu ceruk KL...
Ezra pasti beliau telah menjumpai gadis yang dianggap 99.9% sempurna. Emma, adalah seorang penyambut tetamu di pejabatnya.
Masalahnya, Emma menyimpan satu rahsia yang menggugat perhubungannya dengan Ezra.
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Sum werds i learn...
"kan indah kaalau setiap pilihan yang salah kita ada peluang untuk ubah" From luna..
"Kau akan nampak nanti,jawapan itu akan dtg dengan sendiri.."-Asmadie
"i hurt people who likes me,Thats what i do."-Emma
"anakonda betina akan bergesel dengan beratus ular jantan Sampai berjumpe pasangan yang sesuai,mungkin kita pun patut begitu"-Zora
"pernah dengar,ada sejenis ikan di Amerika selatan-KIssing Fish??? bila ikan ini berpasangan dan seekor mati,yang maseh hidup tak akan mencari penggantinya hingga ke akhir hayat"-Ezra
"you know how it is?This is the real world.If everything was ok,it wouldnt be the real world."-Mr chin
"semua orang ada rahsia,itu sebab aku menulis lagu"-daniel
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:00 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005
helo...
Juz wanna wish u People MErRY CHRIsTMaS..
hahaha...
Went to redhill with mum...
hmm... then go bukit merah...
missed that place...
place where i grew up...
then when to Orchard a while..
hmmm....
watch tv the whole Day...
hahhaa..
watch "mami Jarum","Mami jarum Junior","hanyut.."
weeehheeeee....cool!
oklah.. have a great holiday..
one more day to go b4 i have to go to werk...
haiz..! boring!
im 21 yrs old..5 mths today!
bye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:14 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005
tipz..
makanan untuk kulit
-ikan salmon alaska
-Blueberry (kaya fitokimia)
-Oatmeal (Kaya Serat)
-Sayur hijau (kaya klorofil)
Facts about Eggs...
-Vitamin A (kulit dan tumbesaran)
-Vitamin D (kuatkan tulang)
-Vitamin E (lindungi sel dari pengoksidaan)
-vitamin B1 (bebaskan tenaga dari Karbohidrat)
Mineral
Zat besi (pembentukan sel darah merah)
Zink (baik bagi keseimbangan hormon)
Kalsium (mineral paling penting bagi gigi dan tulang)
Lodin (mengwal hormon Tiroid)
kesan kafein terhadap kesihatan...
Sembelit
keresahan
Mengantuk
Sakit kepala
Hilang selera makan
Lada hitam sebagai penawar
Pening kepala
gastrik
Senak atau kembung
kekejangan
menyegarkan dan meemanaskan badan
hehehe...from magazin Rapi...!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:12 PM

bertemu kita lagi di sini...alhamdulilah...juz finish watching Sinetron "Cinta Hilang Cinta kembali".its my favourite Drama.haiz...
wanna wait for next Friday???lamanyer..haha!pejam celik pejam celik..haha! its Friday! hopefully........ the show is every friday RCTI,
Cinta hilang Cinta kembali... now on show is "anak cucu Adam" this dram is put up on tv since Ramadan..hmm! now is gona be end of the year..
i luv indonesians movies,dramas... better than Malaysia sumtimes! the actress and actor are mostly profesional..especially the ladies coz they are So sweet and pretty...indo people mah.. makan jamu banyak sekali dong!hahaha....... cewek2 nya...aduh! lawa banget... cowoknya..ganteng2 banget!! heezzz..... i learn this...
Budek.."tk dengar"
kayak.."seperti"
Bajingan(i tink so).."penjahat"
update more next time...
learn those from Lusi and Hadi,my indonesian fren..funny ar them!
but they are nice person...hahah!
u noe marshanda??lawa eh???haiz... cantik seh! byklah artis indon yg lawa2..oklah.. left one more day to werk then off!!! haha! im waiting! yeah!!!apepun..sabar itu penawar hati...amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:25 PM


my ite frens 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:10 AM


taufik on duty 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:01 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

me 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:55 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005
how i wish i cud be my own boss...without werking under other people. can i?how i wish i cud!but i cud not do tat coz i dont have the money to be the own boss.i dont wanna werk under people..under supervisors, managers,store managers.....Fuck! they are mostly LAZY people..
aku keje mencari rezeki..bukan buat ape pon..tapi.. juz becos segelintir manusia yang tak berhati perut.. musnah segala harapan aku.well... like what i always said.. Selagi aku boleh tahan..aku tahan! kalau tidak..aku give up and go search a new job...haiz....im sick and tired of all this things! i hate my werking life...always this happen...
y cant people think?????dont pressure ur staff so much cAN? dont disturb other people rice bowl...haiz! forgodness sick.plz....allah.. Bantulah hambamu!aku perlukan mu..
Slow??? the werd i hate most! how can people judge sumone else slow without looking at their own mistakes,own wrongs,own attitude???i hate it...Readers...frens...or who ever... i wanna give u advice.. b4 u comment about people plz look urself in the mirror...ani wrong with me??? do i? is there ani???? can u??? tengok cermin dulu boleh? if u think u are 100% perfect?.... then... u can judge people kay? plz!!! nobody in this world was born perfect!!!! no one! plz be thAT IN MIND! HOPE U GUYS UNDERSTAND.
im juz sick and tired of werk.. no more happy moments like last time. and im happy that Change Alley kalah 4 the Christmas deco...hhahah yeha!
hereen and Harbourfront won! wow! gud.thats gud! although hereen not supposed to win... but then...all the best! eh! im supposed to be sad ryte?? but..im happy! hahaha.... kalau menang pun..aku tak dpt duit tuh..pe nk buat tul tak? duit dpt bagi vivian...hahaha..untuk ape???
well........if this cuming january reshufflement Gabriel still wont be transfered...i will myelf ask 4 Transfered or mybe.... resign.. coz..aku tak tahan lagi! tak tahan.............sigh! dont tell me what to do..coz i've been very patience all tis while..dont ask me to think again.. coz i've made up my mind...he is too much!tis is my life now.... i juz hate it...gud day people... enjoy!!! dont be like me... peace!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|8:01 PM

Artis : AZHARINA
Lagu : Elegi Sepi
Saat mentari beradu
Rembulan pun bertamu
Hatiku menjadi sayu
Dalam kesamaran waktu
Mengapakah rinduku
Masih ada dalam kalbu
Sedangkan cinta itu
Sudah berlalu
Mungkinkah rasa bersalah
Kasih menghimpit jiwa
Kerna terlalu leka
Membuatku terluka
Dikau yang begitu setia
Tabah hadapi segala
Namun ku mencari alpa
Kesal akhirnya
Korus:
Aku pinta kepadamu
Maafkan lah kesilapanku
Aku tahu kau dan aku
Tidak mungkin akan menyatu
Apakah yang tertinggal kini
Kesedaran dihati
Yang kan tetap bersemadi
Jadi elegi sepi
Biarlah doa tulusku
Mengiringi jalanmu
Kan menebus silapku
Terhadapmu
Aku pinta kepadamu
Maafkan lah kesilapanku
Aku tahu kau dan aku
Tidak mungkin akan menyatu
Biarlah doa tulusku
Mengiringi jalanmu
Kan menebus silapku
Terhadapmu
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:23 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
hey! assalammualaikum! ape kabar??
aku sihat..alhamdulilah cumer kdg2 maseh sakit bontot nie sebab jatuh last week..hermm.. Berg is going back to his country on the 23rd.. haiz! boring!!!all customers gone.. regular i mean! i werk afternun today.start at 12.30 end at 7.shop close at 6.herm.. oklah tuh! but closing at 6 is a rush! realli rush! herm... im tired! tomorow werk morning all the way till next week. haiz.. so sad... but oklah! tired still tired.. werk still werk.
yesterdy khai show me and Adek cerita BIRU.Haiyo.!! shocking seh..tis malay ladies...cant believe it.tis thing still getting hot nowadays. wen i see that,it reminds me of...XXX! hell! XXX? no one else! still remember how he ask me to......hes the DEVIL.hahaha!im innocent! and there... adek advice me... "yati...dont ever do it before u get maried... jangan sekali-kali buat..." and khai... "tu lah... jangan!!! aku sepak kau karang! baru tahu!" and me????? w there blank.... ???@@@$$$$%%%%%??????.....hahahaha! i juz kept quite..neve say a werd...
i dont know how to answer tis. well..... i dont know what to say. am i still innocent gerl???? gud??? i dont know.... what i noe... im not into tis... animore i mean... maybe that the past... i mean,kenangan lalu! sekarang zaman baru...im glad im away from him...syukur alhamdulilah!
hari natal is cuming soon..it gona be 1 year of TSUNaMI..so fast! i hope...it wont happen again!god... plz save us... plz..!
i need to sleep... im gona blog u tomorooW,so people,have fun! relax and enjoy ur week...peace!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:23 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005
now right im very particular of my skin and my face look...it very important to me.Since i werk at Spinelli,my face been very senitive.Some time have dark spots,Biji2 kecil and even get oily after werk...urgghh! i hate that! my skin use to be normal and natural look.no oily look and smooth skin..haiz!!! now... its like bit different. im very pARticular bout this thing.and i cud willingly waste sum money in order to buy the eye and Face products.hahaha! body products? hmm.... i wont waste money to be slim becoz i can diet myself.hur hur hur....! and i dont waste money on make ups...coz i dont use... seldom..i only like the Maskara,eye liner tats all! the rest not important but i do have... make up to me will make my face becum more worse but not to my face only but to people out there too... i believe that looking natural will make ur face better..i dont know coz it my believe.u c my mum... no make up nothing her face is so smooth and still sweet.hehehe..i like! in 30 yrs time will i luk younger with that luk???hahaha... mybe! ekekekeke...ok,enuff about skin care..hair care?? hahah... i wanna make sure my hair grow longer now!!!!
maybe going jb later...wanna buy my magazineS!NUR AND DARA.. OKLAH! i wanna rest,have a great weekends....my weekends gona end soon tomorow.. yesterdy eat At Swensen yishun with mum..hehe! oklah..i got to to... bubyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:28 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005
Yuuhhuu,,,im Having my off day after a week werking Morning shift that starts at 6am in e morning!weeehhee! im happi tat im having my weekends off tis week!and today....i get to noe his name.. NICK!! ehehhee.,.mcm nick carter pulakz...haha! well nick... have a great weekend yeah? will missed u! the indonesians going wild wild wet today..heez!
Here it goes... "whats ur name huh???"
"im Nick.."
"how bout u?"
meee........ "im Yati"
then u?? Adek.. heheh! he pronounce my name pun style! kata mat saleh!
sekrang berg namanyer... Nick...!
weehhheee...... his young and hansem..haha
sweettiieee........
oh yeah..lot of my customer going for holiday...
Bob (original spin)- To Australia
Denise (cocoa and strawberry twist)- To France
and lots more lar..cant recall...
hehehehe....
adek told me shes gona be transfer to the new outlet at Raffles mrt next year january..maybe!but then??? my place got new mnager... Gabriel will be out too!yeah... tats gud!!!!hahahh.... i like.... but dunno lah.... c how next year.and me.. im still at Change Alley!hopefully lor kay???
reach home at 5+ after talking to adek at raffles there..heehe! my manager whos very RAJIN!!! oklah... i wanna watch indon tv chanel... gud nyte!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:50 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
u wanna noe Sumthing??
i FELL DOWN... and,my Buttock is in pain now..
hhahaha...adoi!!!!
penatnyer...
sakit bontot.... hur..hur hur....
on my way back to store after going bank,i Fell!
shit! shit! Shit!
i still remember the Day i fell down during my Adventure training at Perak.hish! sakit seh... terduduk lagik. and tis time agin it repeted but there only No Small stone during the Fall Incident...
hahahaha....yati yati!
kesian....
oklah.... i wanna watch tv! c u then..update tomorow!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:36 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
tis week spinelli is going to be bz and..haha im werking morning! so... im not gona help any futher.watever it is... my shift ends,i went back home..i went to Causeway point with mum just now..a usual full of people.
i try the Gelare Cafe ice cream..not bad huh??? hheheh...4.20 for two flavours! im werking morning again tomorow! tired..hmmm.. i got to go... update to u all again tomorow. Bubbyyee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:17 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005
i wanna Watch Rock!
the Film ROCK... wen huh???
haiz... boring ar singapore...
tak main pon Crite mcm nie gerek...
whole day stay home,watch tv,watch movie and relexs,
now its gonna be 12 soon and i have 6 more hours b4 i start werk..haiz! boring boring! oklah.... hope i will have a great day tomorow and all the best to u yati.gud day ahead..gud nyte sleep...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:46 PM

Its my off day!its Sunday! yeh..so fast its been a week i went to KL.
and tis week im in Singapore..at tis time i was at Puduraya waiting for bus fter going to KLCC that is more than thousands of people there..haha!
yesterday i werk Overtime at GWC.hmm...Such boring Day there coz there's nobody!so little customer and im not used to it! not like Change alley!
i Dream of him again..Who else??if not BERG..haiz! "im still in luv...with u boy...!" the location is at a house mcm kenduri gitu and he was there.pakai songkok lagik!ahhhaha...funny! then saw my other reltives and family members..even my ite frens.sigh.... watever..its just a dream!its fake!
tis week i werk 54+ hours,and the extra hour is conclude as Overtime.alhamdulilah..wait and c how much is my end of the month pay then.hmmm....! i dont like being attached coz later my pay is given out Wrongly!just wait kay?hope the pay is not wrong.
im tired..!!! tired and will be tired always...haiz!life never ends.. wen will it gona be the end of the world???hope fully god give me enuff time to change to be sum1 better..im hoping to earn a better life... haiz! shit...shit! hope god forgive all my sins! i really hope that... no people in this world never make any mistakes...all did! takde siapa yang perfect dlm dunia. just have to be thankful to god 4 what he give u and treat u...be cool... pray to god and head for success in life!
from tomorow onwards..im gona be on my own..im gona werk and do my own job cukup time balik! that gona be my new motive! azam!haha... ok! got to go..bubyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:34 AM

Saturday, December 10, 2005
Hari ini i saw him! his there and he bought drinks at 4.30..oh no.. god met me him..and god make he met me at Werk..haha!how i wish hes mine! his face is so cute,sweet and Boyish look..at last i saw him b4 weekends cum!! yati!!! remember his ur customer...but then,i cand deny everytime i saw him im Happy,im smiling to him,arrgghhh.... u noe moffatts tak? grup2 yg ade muke boyish luk,ape2 critelah...yg buat kite tertarik... hmm! like him........he is so ............. watever NUR! u wont get him...can i try??haha.. no way.. hmmpphh!! im luking down on myself here.
its ok...if there jodoh then its gods will.hahaha... ape pun lupekan saja niatmu yati! hehehe..
Eh yar.. i mimpi sumthing!i mimpi I was with sulastri coz we gonna go to kl.and i saw this guy out of a sudden he Smile at me!haha.. then.. i walked past the second time and he smile and approch me.he Was at a ticket counter gonna but the tix.but mybe hes looking around for sum1 who can accompany him.he ask me along but i didnt want to.then..... he came to me...to give me a watch.then..haha,i asked him u want me to teman u tonight?he said he ask his fren aredy.but then he cancelled and he ask me along!im gona go lor..his not bad ar.. but i guess that place is at Malaysia..haha! gonna watch at Lot10.haizz.........then!!! sumthing wake me up! haaiyoo....... weak ar! there the mimpi goes... stuck in the middle without any Ending!sedihnye.................!!!!!its a dream then!
im werking at Great world tomorow and next week whole week morning shift!
yesh! gud gud gud!apepun....im still werking at CA with patience.i hope they noes how to appreciate my job in Spinelli! i noe i do my job and go back home.tats it! no more story2.. nothing more..! its too much.. i've been very patience so long time since i werk at CBTL.at last2..orang pijak kepala aku...and aku berhenti...kalau tak sudah tentu aku manager sekarang!sigh... wat can i do..nothing!!! cube keras sedikit yati!!! tegas dan garang!even in R'hip and frenship im so weak...how to built a family next time??? change to be better person aite?i got to go..gud nyte! wassalam...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:49 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005
pEACE BE UPON U!
im tired..wat else i can say?im always tired..TIRED!!!
werking from 6-4pm today and lucky i werk afternun tomorow!
and today....was my most..Angry day!!!
With Khai...i felt so Fuct up,Fucking shit....!
To Gabriel,Khai and Adek.. i noe u all are managers but plz.. we Staff Have our own part to do..im sick and tired of Doing people job and im sick of Becoming too Rajin...its me!!! werk but never get what i want...
NEVER...!!!!!arrrggh...WAteva..
Never saw 'berg' today... siighh....
i miss u boy!!! really missed ur Smile!
one day never see u make me Crazy,angry,Giddy, and so on...
i luv u smile Babe! u turn me out of the blue..hhaha!
what im talking huh??merepeks!
can i luv u??
can i like u??
can i see u??
Can i stared at u??
Can i kiss u??
anything 4 u Dear,i'll be there!
hahahaha....Fu*k!!!
merepek yati nie...
hahahaha..
2 day i've watch the SAW II and Emily RoSE bla bla...
Not bad movies...but still prefer.. the 4 Brothers!hehehe...
At KL(berjAYA times SquaRE) i watch Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam..
POntianak menjelma di siang hari???hahahaha
i still remember tis phrase..
"selagi aku boleh sabar,aku sabar...Tuhan itu menduga aku,hanya dia tahu segala hikmahnyer..".. my own thoughts..
I chnge Prepaid line on the 6 December..eh???
hari nie...Aku genap 4 bulan keje Spinelli!!!!
wow... Cepatnyerr...Gerek....
3mth a week at change Alley! weeehhheeee....Best! cool...
i wanna read novel "Hatimu untuk siapa"
hati ku untuk BERG...hahaha! eh,i wanna noe his name! haiz... Damn it damn it!miss u baby boi! crazy in luv for u.. pape jerlah.. aku da tak betul nie..need a rest...blog u later..take care peeps!bubyyee!
Wassalam!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:00 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005
So fast time flies....and tomorow is THURsDAY.,wahhh!!
2 day to weekends! and its gona be a week i went to KL.
now im tired with werk...
guess wat,my pay gone up by $50..
jadilah..Rezeki Allah! next month onwards im sure i got back a bit nore..
900+ i better than 800+ ryte?hahah...
hopefully theres annual increment...
oh yeah.. my angah sudah balik!!! yeah...
lucky his ok... his back after a week in..
god bless u!
Berg....hes getting more and more Hansem each day..
im seriusly in Mood of luv only with him!
but then.... who am i?????????
just a simple gerl who Only noe how to appreciate luv..
if hes mine....i took care of him and forever my lover!!
hahahaha.... his eyes smile and sweet face makes me go ga ga over him!
go mad..............
coz i got a crush on u!
c u tomorow my dear Guy!
hahaha... DReam on yati..go!
Gud nyte... im going off...
wanna watch sawII with Bro ...
And forget sumthing....
after 3 years.... i change my handphone nbrs...
and then now is prepaid card...
have to register...i did..
and........
its been A yeAr i Quit CBTL..
and its been a year i quit TCC..
and now im in Spinelli for 4 mth now!...
gud luck nur...
bubbyyee.....!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:30 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005
hey! i just came back from KL! hahah...cepatnyer...adoi!!
2 days gone just like that??hmmm..
Hotel katari...then its just 140..murahlah jugak erk?
total is 170 becos i reach hotel at 5+am on saturday morning,
erm........... cn i story late or tomorow???
im tired...
sleepy... haha!
werk morning sumore tomorow!
Damn it!
have a gud mondy blues people...
take care.....
wasalam..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:29 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005
hey! its december...i've been bz with werk...no time to Blog! haha... been werking long hours and staring at the Espresso machine, cakes,sandwiches and bla bla.... and admiring "him"! my idol at change alley! his werking at TUNG CENTRE..my heart really felt for him!aduh! oh no! im in luv..haha but with a wrong person...........
and it seems that..
u wont get him NUR!
bla bla bla....
but..... aaarrgghhhhh
im in dead luv sick!
shit! y must it cumes back again???
but in luv with a customer???
an english man???
angmoh????
wakakakk........... first time sumore!
he is tooooooo................ cute!
toooo..........sweet.....
tttooo....... Bergg
toooooo...Hansem
and he really made my day!
shit!!
i felt so...........
nevermind!!!
i wont get him want....
he wont want me either!
so........ just throw my dream to the Rubbish bin....
wakakakka.. okes???? got it????
i got it........ shalalalallaaa!
im going to fly off to KL...KL??? KUaLa Lumpur??
Again nur???
yeah.... till sunday!
so then!
have a gud weekend here in Singapore.......
c u all soon in this blog of mine!
wakakka....... pray me safe!
gud nyte... Gudbye!
Assaalammualaikum!
amin.....
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:00 PM