but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Still thinking wether shud i join part time school???haiz... i wanna Study more!! but then...where and when??? i wanna completed those studies as soon a possible!and.... my maths damn terible!hahaha... phuh! wats gonna happen huh??? oh yeah...maybe next year... btw, im gona werk long hours tomorow and thursday! hope i can make it! and its pay day tomorow! wakakka.... hell!
8-8.30????? bored!!! shud i rest now? i shud!!! oklah... gotta sleep...or mybe watch tv... b4 i go on with my dreamland!b4 i knock off.... read this....
"Kita perlu carik cinta ke??atau biar dier datang sendiri? how i wish theres sum1 who can be by my side and he took care of me.. take me from werk...and then luv me ssssooooo much! give me a lot of Opinions,stories,ideas,Perangsang and idola ku! idol of mine.. but eh????? aku belum jumpe...luv my parents and family like i luv them.. waduh! aku kepingin dong! hheehehehe..."
Itu coretan dari sesorang yang menceritakan hal peribadinye padaku. aku harap die bertemu jodah dgn yang baik dan ikhlas menerimanya dunia akhirat! lama sungguh aku kenal dier and yeah.. she's a nice person just that she a bit lonely! hahhaha.. buat ape aku crite eh?? sekadr mengkongsikan pengalaman jer..hahah!
Werk werk,werk werk werk....watever! gud nyte! cheers..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:51 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
HIE HIE...! hmm,long time no update!bz lar..lazy to update too..to type!hehe..werk afternun shift and gues im late again! arrgghhh.. haiz!watever! Cik enab came to my house just only tadi..with anaknyer Syeda(NURSE) and Mazhar(AIR STEWaRD).wow!!! best eh! he say he went dubai tat time and tempah baju from there...i wish i cud went there siah!hopefully!
i tink b4 i get married i wanted to travel the whole world! haiz..cud i?
i hope i can!hey! that abg quite nice eh he...frenly and..haha! not bad looking and oh yeah..berbudi bahasa! hahaha... dun tell me u.......???
wakakkaak...forget it...hes 27 nd he wont like u yati! i heard he dah putus tunang...kesian..baik2 mcm tuh eh??? hmmm....... smlm go cik ipah house,my mum adik angkat.hehe...lawa rumah dier... 5 room but too small..at sengkang!
tis whole week keje with adek and yes i get off on saturday sunday! yahhoo!hmm.... oko.. tis week is end of raya week...haiz! at last! musim haji on its way! yeh! if i cud go haji....kan best! but ilmu aku belum cukup...hehe!heh.. i finish reading novel..."sepi tanpa cinta"
nice novel... hmm! i really luvs it!next gona read a new novel...
im bored now...........!!! heezzz.... never see "berg" for 3 days! missed him... hope to c him soon!have xxx forgot me??? did xxx? hmmm.... i dunno..never hear of xxx for quite sumtimes! well,hope xxx will be fine..i never forget u! y must xxx i remember??? mum penah cakap..."sekali adik dijodohkan dgn xxx mane kite tau.tuhan yg tau.." haahhaa.... watever!!! it wont hapen! hope xxx happy with the one xxx love! oklah... i just got nothing to say... gud nyte!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:30 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
ADA BAND - Tak Bisa Lagi Menyayangmu
lantunan kidung cinta mengalun sedih
terlintas saat dulu kau sudahi aku
bagai langit runtuh hancurnya jiwaku
terhimpit kelutnya kepedihan batinku
R:mengapa sekarang kau inginkan ku lagi
agar kau toleh luka yang kedua kali
tak mungkin kubisa lagi menyayangmu
sementara sakitnya masih membayangi
tiada puaskah kau campakkan diriku
luluhkan segala makna sucinya hadirku
bagai langit runtuh hancurnya jiwaku
terhimpit kelutnya kepedihan batinku
bukan ku tak bisa maafkan dirimu
namun hatiku tlah tertutup untukmu
hindari lagumu
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:56 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Hui..!! penat! werking 6-4 and its such a tiring day today.. lucky i havent flat! still standing here..haha..2 days left then i finish my puasa enam fasting month.heehe... penat..penat...penat!!! thats all i can say..Sturdy..doing Overtime!!! and............ 3 days i never saw him...BERG man!my hansem Customer at Change Alley!hahaha... pujaan hati..
kalau kat JUrong IBP ade GUSSEPPI..kat Change Alley ader...BERG man..haha! dunno y we all call him berg...Start from Adek aand khairul.. then me and lucy.hahaha... u're the best! kalaulah aku dapat pikat mat saleh...adoi... orang tengok ternganga! family especially!didnt expect it to happen..kalau tak dapat Mat saleh ..dapat turkey ke,arab ke,iran ke...yang muka orang2 arab mcm kat mekkah tuh..syukur sekali! haiz... start merepek ar nie yati... but then... that guy give me a great smile very morning! semangat nak keje tau! hish...
REad firah blog just now..i saw sumthing! she said...raya2 mintak maaf.. just a few minute back or after.,ckp orang tuh lagik...menambahkan dosa lagi. buat ape kite nak mintak maaf kalau kite cakap lagi..mcm aku,tak mintak maaf dgn orang pon..melainkan aku cakap pasal dorang then...jaga mulut ar.sendiri mau ingat...and i wont mintak maaf kalau niat aku nak mengata orang tuh lagi.kerana....takde gunenyer... yang penting aku tak cakap pasal orang! jgn mintak maaf kalau kite nak buat lagi besok..and remember... god see u!dan........ tak semestinyer raya je kite kena mintak maaf...no! well, this year raya fly so fast and argghh... noting to celebrate much... 24 days i complete my puasa.. paying back 5 days next week maybe! oklah.. i got to go.. blog again wen i free later... peace!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:00 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Mutiara Kata
Kamu tidak akan berjaya menjadi penulis sekiranya kamu tidak menjadi pembaca terlebih dahulu..
Kebodohan adalah kesilapan bagi seseorang yang mempunyai peluang untuk menjadi pandai.
Gunakan akalmu seolah-olah nyawa kamu bergantung kepadanya.
ketika kamu fikir bahawa kamu sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa-apa lagi...ALLaH S.W.T punya jawapannya.
ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan..
AllaH S.W.T dapat menenangkanmu.
Theres more cuming up ..
Along 11th Years of marriage!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:57 PM
hie!!! its time 4 me to write again after been bz and tired werking. Actually,i got a lotz of thing to tell but then.. just tell u the important one lah kay? it been a rainy day 4 the pass few days.hermm....
very cooling and urrgghh...Sejuk giler!aku can get Selsema,cold very easy wen raining!life have been ok this few days and its quite better then last time.i'll be more serius to learn and go up further for my own gud..theres lots of things need to be learn from people around me! yeah yeah... im trying to chanhge my bad habit...wat else if not turning up late 4 werk.hell!its me since school...never get rid of this one old behaviour one! kena punish so many times also still the same old thing...
wen get scolded... "aiyah.. 5 or 10 min only wat????" the next dy.. do it again! yati oh yati!!! wake up dear!its time 4 me to go further on for my own gud! no one can help me unless me myself kay??? plz plz plz..... wake up and change!!!!
oh yeah...Supervisor post??shud i one day??? shud i try??maybe i shud but i hope i can stay long at Change Alley!hermm..... hope so.. thats the only place where i can try my best.after i get the Supervisor post..i'll be by myself..but then... alaamak! how to handle ah??? handle staff i mean??? hahahaha....... that time im gona be bored!! sure giving up and argghh.. stress!!!n0t like now... im happy... Crazy,having fun and relaxing! haiz.... dunno arghh...watever it is.. i have to go on and move on with life.. and try my best...
weeehhheee......... from today!!! aku harus kikis kelambatan aku!!!
hahahahah.... Monday,wen jb buy magazines as usual.. heezz.. oklah! i need to rest after this... gud nyte! and yeah... my Handphone-- no outgoing! watever starhub.... i dont give a damn.... byez!
DAD BIRTHDAY..... 61 YEARS OLD,,, LUV U!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:24 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
update on the past few days that been missed in this blog...
Friday(18 November)
Supposed to go jb but then i reach home almost 6 since i help adek go buy decorations items from The arcade.went back home and since the evening to jb was cancelled,y not we went to tampines mall to pay my handphone bills and then we go eat at the malay food stall there with mum and auntie busu.yummy yummy! kenyang lagik!!! tried the peppermint mocha frappucino from Starbucks tampines mall..SEdap...well! im a coffee love,anything u give me,i drink!hahaha...reach home b4 10pm coz i wanna watch drama indon...oh gosh!!! then i have to werk the next day.............
Saturday(19 november)
GRandma's 1st month! so fast eh?? hmm...im werking on that day and im werking with adek.at 12+ the other 3 of my colleagues came in too.. GaBY,luSi and Khai..then we went decorate our store.. since christmas is cuming soon,we have to decorate them..me and adek wen back at 6 after sum touch up here and there..hahaha..it was a fun day and im happy wen all the 5 of us have the teamwerk there..yuhhuu....... all the best to us! hope we won first prize for the Spinelli's decoration!then..wen to Sun plaza to return my library books! but then,havent return.. SEMUSIM rindu!and u noe wat??? i get the book SEPI TANPA CiNTA.. the novel i've been searching for and actually i found it long ago..just that no money to buy..hahaha!poor me! then fte tht i went down to Starbucks to buy the Drinks! mak blanja coffee!!! yeah!
Sunday(20 November)
When to orang kahwin at Clementi at block 321 with mum and auntie busu.the lauk sedap giler..hehe! i guess from mahkota food sumthing2..
then..wen to Jurong point to buy drink from cb and saw hidayat!.. then we walk round first floor only and we went to Jelapang..Cik maria house!
yang tukang jahit baju mak...again.... i eat another delicious food.. Nasi ambang!!!! ade paru,ayam lemak,taugeh,sambal goreng,daging rendang,
bagedil!!!! and not forgetting,sambal belacan..argghhh..... my appetite wen up again! i luv all this food... heheh! in one day eat nice2 food.. yeh!then..da penat we went home...
Monday(21 november)
im sure im going.............................Johor bahru to buy my magazines!then..wanna eat there with mum and auntie busu! haiz... lucky werk afternun tomorow... got enuff time to sleep yeah?hehehe..and wed im gona luk 4 watsons..and others job..hope i got it as part timer only!
im fasting today.mum too... puasa sunat puasa enam..weehhhee! i wanna siap2..got to go! bubyye! a'kum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:50 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
First of all... my appraissal... its done! on thursday....finish werk at 3 help out store for a while since adek got Delivery also and i wen to "hereen" to meet Sm Vivian for it.talk and talk to her... all bout werk,laugh tis and tat for almost 1 hour then i go off.go back with Amira the indonesian gerl...she also stay at malang with lusi my indonesian Trainee at C.A.hmmmmpphh....... im under Supervisory level..need to learn ordering and even daily stock take... hahah!me supervisor?? hahahaha..soon! i hope.... she give me 3 months to learn and catch up things and be independent! yuuhhhuu..... all the best! i'll try my best and put in effort to it! sure!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:48 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
tomorow...
my SM gonna do my appraisal..
aduh!
mcm ner ar?
hahaha... how to answer??
hope it wud be a short one...
simple and easy for me.....
hmmm.........i wud be easy if she cum in
and she talk to me nicely...
im nervous...
ahahaha.....ahakzz!!
berdebar debar rasa hati...
hpmmmhh!! god help me!!!
hope with this appraisal...at least i can get... $50 extra..
then..more ot's....
okey???
i wanna read sum book and get ready to talk tomorow...
im gona be myself...
juz tat... my problems now is.... im late!!
most of the time late!
shud change...
yati forever....
late but always turn up kay!!!!!
tats me!
me!!!!!
byes...
wish me gud luck...
all the best for tomorow to cum!
insyallah...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:57 PM
need to werk later...
soon at 12.30! haiz..!
hate it wen werking with "botak"....
and hate to werk in the afternun...
sumtimes coz....
i forget my 5 prayers...
not becoz of wat...
coz.. im lazy after werk and i sleep...
im really tired!!!!!
gtg...
wanna do nasi goreng!
tc!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:08 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
assalammualaikum!
its me again..im on mc(medical certificate) today..certificate??? mcm cert ape jer..hahah!my body is so weak wen i wake up and suppoed to werk in the moning at Republic plaza but i didnt turned up..then afternun at my own usual outlet.now i 8.30.. and im supposed to end werk now.. wow! so fast eh??adoi........cepat gilenyer mase berjalan...
Wen to polyclinic marsiling.. nbr..2598! punyelah lama tu doctor. hish...waste my time only!spent almost my whole nun there from 12 to 3.30..haiz!ape boleh buat??? inilah hidupku.... and today its 12 day of bulan puasa and still people jalan raya..herm... tak salah actually.. raya sebulan pe..aku belum puasa enam lagik..im going to puasa next week. eh..my mum ajak pi cwp japz..later i blog again! bubye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:26 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
At nun,Anim came to my house for raya with his gal...
Thanks for cuming yeah...
then i quickly get ready and took a cab towards...
Sulastri house,at Bukit batok... blk 164.
then wen to Zafirah house at marsiling,
my house and then to Suhana and yusof house at jurong west.
Suhana pregnant!! congrats!!! better take care.
now........
im tired!!
Can i have a rest??
Another off day?
Can i????
oh shit..............
it really sucks....
im tired!
too tired...
wearing the High heels make me tired too...
hahhhaha....
once a year....
aiyoh!
i wanna Get my head on the pillow and ZzzzZZZzzz.......
gud nyte!
werking full shift tomorow..
Morning at robinson point sumore! 8.30- 12!
then back to change alley!
wat eva...
bye!
tuhan........... selamatkan umatmu!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:43 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
People cuming to my house..Nenek unggal and anak2nyer.... my dad learn from nenek unggal husband. Clever hor they all... anak2 dier semuanyer berpelajaran..my family? adoi..takde yg berpelajaran.wish tat i cud be bank manager,nurse,doctor,manager??? hahaha..no im not and never..
but im looking forward to expand myself in FNB line..tats my Aim! i luv FNB line..it the best way of werking with people outside.all cums from different part of the world...walks of life.yeah..! maybe one day.. i can be one of the mnager in one of the company that im gonna join a my career...in franchise maybe??? but money is the most important of all.. need to have money first then i can set up my own store..oh yeah,how about my Dreams and my ambition to study back to school in Hotel management?all depends on my job now and later on..hahaha! adoi! im just 21..still got long way...
im going to adek house later..in the evening.she will be cooking and we will be eating!hehe...she's my manager at werk..fun lady and happy to werk with her.suppoed to go kak nany house to with kak ain coz she gave birth last three weeks, but then..she GOT GAsTRIK pulak..hahaha! janji melayu...wat the hell???? i really dont like this..hate people who last minute change their mind.if i got a guy,plz dun last minute change the marriage day..or time..hahah! i'll smack u!!! weeehhheeee.....
susah lah..esok nak jalan raya lagik nie! hmmmpphh...
nk pegi ke tak eh??? dorang dah sibuk suruh datang umah and kene pegi!
adoii.... hahhaa!mcm ner eh??? boring ar...raya raya raya! blluueekkk...
i wanna go adek house..siap2..pegi sorang pun jadilah eh! janji pergi! dapat makan lagipun..hehe! gudbye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:00 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
its 3am.......
u got it??
the time is 3am...
and im still awake...
not gona waste my time with my off days..
enjoying myself..
my own nite...
checking people blog,chatting..
and im chatting with a fren 22 yrs old werking at SENTOsA..
not bad huh????ehehehhe
best...........
he frenly too.......
baru jer kenal .... and
we talk so much...
and he's werking now...
c how semangat orang kerja carik duit...???
and my bro????
enjoying himself at home......
takde sen pun..........adoi!!!
payah.........
payah sekali eh...
cant live without money....
here there money....
toilet also money....
wat the???????????????????
crap ar you yati.....
never even wanna sleep at thiss hour????
go sleep lah baby!
hahhhaha
wAIt for him to cum back firSt cAN??
HIS SERVING SUMONE FOOD....
HHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEHHHHEEEEEEEEEE..........
MCm best gitu bebual dgn orang....
my perut sssttttiiiilllll ...........
#########$$$$$$$$$$@****%%%%%%%?????????????????????
hahahaha...........
kenape eh????
sakitnyer........
perutku ini.............
ya allah....
nauzubillah....
subhannallah...
ahahahahaha........
bull shit u yati!
shit shit shit...
i want to ....... sllleep later....
bye! bye!!! hahah....seow!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|7:02 PM
start chating on the net...with frens.. new frens..
anak melayu frens and i subscribe few days back..not forgetting ceking my hi5 msgs from my overseas fren too..saw MOHD my fren from EGYPT..hes online!!! yeah! hes such a frenly guy too... noe him from hi5.hahah.. muslim somemore..getting to noe him let me noe the culture of egypt too.the time there..6 hour later then us..then yesterdy,my bro also msg me..so long time no c him!wen out dating with sum1 i heard! ish..malay gerl sumore...with married men??? oh yeh,a fren of mine also do like maried man b4..y huh???maybe the way they treat us...better then unmarried one...weeehhheee....
then,kat am.. all type of man..guy were there wanted to noe me.haha..
thanks...hope we can be frens...mostly all are werking.. oklah..at least around 21-30 yrs old of age..as long im facing reality..not like last time its ok for me!im not a full animore like im fool to xxx...i noe in order to forget and leave in a new life i must get involve with new people...always with the same people luks damn boring huh??hahaha.... another question..
where's xxx? hahaha..... damn it!
im having stomach ache now!!!dunno y!! maybe eat too much sambal or.. never eat proper meal..haiz!! headache! bleesed! ahahah
god..........plz help me!!!!! dah sakit baru ingat tuhan!!!? pe nie har?? hey and yeah... werking in the morning is much better in the nun! at nun i get to werk and go back early and i have time to pray on time..but werking in the afternun theres no time to pray man! i mean,im lazy,slack and wen i get back home... tido..!!!! mampoz!!! hilang segala pahala aku! ya allah!!! Ampunilah aku!
lastly.............
im luking for a new heart.....
who can take care of my heart.........
without distroying mine!
anyone out there?????
hahhhhaaaaaa......................
aanione???????????????????????????????????/
anibody out there????????????
yuuhhhuuuoooo..................................!!!
gila yati!!! gila!!!
hey...
im serius....
aanione out there???
im luking for luv..hahaha
i need love...
weeehhheee..........
wateva nur................
take care peepz...
c u tomorow...
im off for two days.........
yeah!!!
alhamdulilah...
Amin!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:46 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Listen to Crazy Frog now,cute ryte the frog..hehe.im luking and waiting for my fren to past me the song.both of us seems to be bz and got no time to mit each other.read her blog and im not surprised wen she said that she havent yet to forgot that Guy..i noe its hard,so as for me too ryte?its hard to let go...the feeling really sucks..i hate it but i have to go thru tis although its hard for me.. pass few days i dream of xxx. dunno how it happens,did xxx dream of me too???? did xxx remember me??? no,i dont think so...but,y must i think and remember of xxx wen i got no feeling for xxx anymore.y?y?y?haiz.... first luv is still first luv yeah???is it true?no one can tell us how the feeling is like beside we ourself who feels it.Ape nie??? hahah...crap siah...same like my fren say(ite br),"life still have to go on..." hope u're happy with ur luvs one kay xxx???i pray for ur happiness..
im fine... better then the day b4..happier and better.yesterday sucks!no break..no nothing..werking 6-4 standing all the way doing coffees for those customers to drink..so much money they have huh???
the thing that matter me now,how bad the drink taste they still cum the next day..and yet.. the same day for just 3-5 times for just a cup of coffee or tea.sickening ryte?hahaha... i have lots of regular customers,weird one too, like ... Richard(tea),Denise(cocoa twist),Edward(double espresso),Chet(dry Cappucino),Joyce(special wet cappucino with cinnamon and brown sugar,xtra hot),Anthony(small latte),.... sum i forgot their names,but i remember their orders like banana smoothie, banana spin,mc square,flat latte skinny,americano black with muffin, large white and medium black....and..... lots more.... cant recall! too many! 3 months at change alley is such a great experience.yuhhuu!
hope i can be there longer....
till now..i havent found my hero yet...the right hero for me to keep me accompany.hahaha.... its the 7 day of syawal...weeks had past, 3 more weeks to go...i missed ramadhan.the best month ever! now..people preparing to perform haj soon! me??? i have not enuff skill to perform haj at mekkah yet.money wise...for umrah i can afford for myself..but haj..nope..i juz missed the Fasting month.i hope i can perform well in my job..that the only way i can be better..bout part time job,wen im free,im gona luk for it..not enuff money though.yesterday i bought sum face wash and moisturizer..in order to make my skin clean from dirts and crathes,oily things.. i hate this. since im werking in spinelli,my skin is not like last time..not as smonth as what i always have everiday..argghh! b4 it get worse,better clean up those!!! yeah........
Mutiara kata ~Abdullah bin umar berkata:"jika waktu pagi maka jangan engkau tunda untuk petang,dan jika petang jangan membayangkan dirimu sampai pagi,dan pergunakan masa hidup sebelum mati,dan masa sihat sebelum sakit,sebab engkau tidak mengetahui apakah namamu kelak di akhirat."
Rasulullah s.a.w. pernah bersabda... "kiamat tidak akan berlaku sebelum waktu(terASa) semakin singkat,satu tahun seperti satu bulan. Satu pekan seperti satu hari,Satu hari seperti satu jam,satu jam seperti lama nya membakar daun kurma.... "
Aminn.....................!! assalammuaalaaikum...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:55 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Adoi...Penatnyer!!! today no break..not enuff time,padahal he went to bank early!!!arrrggggggghhh..sucks! lots of people today siah.. never stops..epecially in the afternun wen jovi came down and visit us.so tiring...sumore no break..my indonesian fren Lusia oklah..she from "malang". she can do her werk but slow ar..kate budak baru kan??mcm aku jugak..and now, im werking here for 3 month already.yeah!!! waiting for confirmation..vivian gona write my appraisal..hmmm... hope a gud one!
sulastri told me the van rent is $15 per hour..oil price goes up.not worth at all..expenive siah..prefer tke public transport than own transport..if they taking public..i go..if van..nope..im not gona go.
waste money siah..watever...!!!
Few days back i dream of xxx,hahaha! xxx family,sister.,brother were there too in my dream..at home.xxx saw me..but never talk to me. sigh!! y must dream of xxx??? haiz...................... takde orang lain eh???? hah???bosannyer..balik2 dier jer.... sudahlah... aku bosan! heh... ok lah..i wanna watch tv! nothing much to say..dun wanna talk more bout xxx either..blog later!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:22 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Hye! its 5 Syawal..
Time really flies very the fast..woah! its fifth day of raya and its gona over soon in 25 days.it been bz week that i didnt have enuff time to update my own blog..if i have time also,i will sleep... watch tv and maybe went out for a while..lt time.. i've been very active hanging out,going eplanade,east coast,meeting frens for movie and so on...but now???? its been like a bz woman everyday long..haiz...penat penat...what to do??even mat saleh kaya have to werk...us??? have to... haiz!!! we cant run from all this thing...
i tot of continuing studies soon.. in hotel management..but hmmm.. still finding now.yesterday,,my sweet sis..kak ABBY was online and we chat for a while..she have convert her job to a part time staff..
becoz of the benefits,the pay..bla bla bla....and now she's schooling taking private school in Pre school teaching ar..Early childhood.out of a sudden she took tht coz..hmm...i tot Diana(DEE) is the one who like that coz so much..hehehe!well..... im still searching for..... "HOTEL MaNaGEMENT COURSES".....wish me luck!
Wen to the CEMETRY yesterday at PUsara aman and abadi..
it been a long time i didnt wen there...heezzz.....
i guess...1 year...u noe the best and happiest thing is wen i went to visit Atuk(grandad) grave.. im so......... reluctant! im so happy..... and i really missed him so much ...although he died wen im 1 year+ old... i still remember him and i noe he luvs me!!! the touching part,i CRY...uuwweeekkk!!!! dunno how cum so suddenly i cry...and tears keep on falling...sad...sad..! aaargghh....... hope god forgive u..u're the best atuk! nenek pusara is at Pusara abadi..
not yet done finish...many people dead...everyday..more than 5 people died..that is islam only in Singapore..havent add chinise,indian...and others...went to my atuk saudara kubur too..and bidadari... imagine,8 people in one grave.. but those arwah died long time ago.. well.... semoga roh kamu semua dicucuri rahmat..amin!
im waiting for xxx msg on hari raya but xxx didnt msg..hmmm! duno y i still think of xxx.xxx face still in my mind..hmmm........... hope xxx will be happy ever after..! gud bye! ~happy bdae an~
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:01 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Dont tell me Who i should be..
Dont Try to tell me whats right for me..
Dont tell me what i should do..
I dont wanna waste my time...
So...
SHUT UP...
i got this phrase when i bought a Small beg From THE WaLLET SHOP at hereen just now..
Becos i was attached at Spinell hereen tadi.. 7-3..
Not bz siah...
boringnes..................!!!
Wen back at 3 but i hang out shooping at hereen til 4.30..
i watch this show from DANIEL ONG and CARRIE CHONG too..
THE are lauching the new shop at hereen.. "ED HaRDY".. at 3rd floor!
CELEBRITY WEAR...
MaRIaH CaREY,JUstin,Black eyed peas,Britney,Aaron Carter.. n blabla..
Wear those shirts,shoes,skirts,pants,caps... nice and attractive!
woah.....!!!
confirm mahal eh???
i went to buy a bag..from aDIDas shop..($35)
NICE siah....
then.... wallet shop A small beg...(9.90)
skirt for $21 fter 40% off..murahkan?
And then... a blue White "tikar" beg.. ($16.90)
with a brooch...flower design for (2.90)!
yuuhhoo.....
shopping sakan seh yati...
nilah kalo keje town...
nampak itu ini jer nak belik...
jadi perempuan!!!
mata nie....aduhaiku........
errrrrrkkkkkkkkkk...........
miang.....
itu nak beli..ini nak beli....hahaha! weeehhhheeeeeeee............
n....
im off tomorow!
again....
and next week im werking afternoion shift u noe?
my manager 'adek' gonna be back soon...miisss her!
that Hari raya..i went to my auntie long house.eh..her daughter house at yishun.oklah... funny thing.. i get money! angpau!
hahaha.... dah tua mcm nie pun dapat! hahahaha........
oklah... i wanna rest watch tv then Do what i can do...
c u .....
peace be upon u! amin..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:00 AM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Selamat hari raya aidlifitri...
Selamat menyambut hari kemenangan ...
Selamat menyambut 1 Syawal...
Aku minta maaf..Zahir dan batin...
Minal aidil wal faizin...
Amin......
......................And
The saddest thing is...
RAMaDHAN....
is OVER.................!!!
Hope to Meet the month full of forgivenes,
NEXT YEAR....
INsyallah...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:40 AM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Just finish watching the Movie-Spaghetti(indonesia)..
Staing is Ayushita(actress Me vs high heels)and Fedi Nuril...my favourite hero(mengejar matahari).. ayushita always becum tomboy Actress..hehe,she's Sweet....yuuhhoo... but my hero..Fedi is the best!gue jatuh cinta sama cowok ganteng Seperti lu...yahahah!
i wen to causeway point to find shoes but then...none suits me..and i dont like any..hur hur....receive msg from ITE fren saying on the 13 they wanna ajak go hari raya like last year..hmm..! shud i go? insyallah...if ramai sulastri nak sewa van.. oklah.
Now people in raya mood...but me??? agghh... relax mood.. got to clean up my house especially my ROOM... in a big mess...lalalalala!besok keje!!!nasib baik half day seh...kalo tidak...abes ar...
Manusia sering menceritakan perihal cinta,hati dan perasaan...tetap,adakah mereka faham maksudnya tersendiri?masalah sebenarnya?erm... ntahlah...cinta pada allah,nabi dan rasulnya adalah cinta yang lebih mulia.
Hari ini,aku baik2 saja...semoga tuhan melindungiku dari ape jua yang bakal ku tempuhi dan terjadi akan datang..Amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:57 PM
i still remember this........
"awak....kalau gitu..awak mengharapkan pembalasan??"ape yang awak buat..jgn lar awak mengharap ape ape.jgn ikotkan perasaan ok..??hati awak..masih dipenjara...oley diri awak sendiri.awak..kurung kan diri awak..dalam bilik,awak tau awak boley keluar..tapi..oley kerana..tak nak keluar..awak sengaja siksa diri awak,semoga..awak harap satu hari,the same person..yg lock u in..will unlock the door..u kena..carik jalan keluar sendiri..u are able to do it..mintak banyak banyak doa..dengan Allah..semoga..Dia melindungi u...jgn terlalu lemah..untuk bercinta..dan jgn mudah mengaku kalah ...bila tertimpa.
asal bimbang pasal ORG??asal tak bimbang,pasal Tuhan..tu kan lebih manfaat..walau sesiape pun..membenci awak..:
tapi..kalau awak mulia disisi Allah..kan lebih sihat dan sempurna segala nya,awak tak nak ke??"
this is From my gud fren used to be last time...
he married now....
FUAD...
hmmm............. i wish u all the best..,
Happy family too..
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:27 AM
i Watch the Terawih on tv yesterday nite.
i really touches my heart....
it was real....
The doa at the end of the Prayers make everione there cried...
Cried.... and cried....
Becos its the end of ramadan...
the best month where we seek forgiveness from god..
Millions of people at "MEKAH" CRY!!!!
mungkin kerana Dosa-doa yang mereka lakukan..
keindahan bulan ramadan...
belum tahu kite jumpe lagi atau tidak pada ramadan akan datang nanti..aduh!!!!!!!!! mereka panjatkan doa dan tangan mereka dipanjatkan tinggi-tinggi!
haiz.... aku turut menangis...
menyesali perbuatanku..
yang lalu..........
betapa banyaknya Dosa yang telah aku lalukan...
hanya aku dan tuhan saje yang tahu...
and....
two day more to SYAWAL..
im not celebrating it..
just a normal one....
hahaha....
today is Deepavali...
my mum say india di bom lagik... kesian..!
haiz.............
Deepavali lagi....
oh yeh...
my 2nd brother is getting worse...
u want money ask...
dont curi!!!!!
dont have bukti but dunnolah....
hanya tuhan yang tahu...
all becos of....
Subutecs......
Subutecs Suck!!!
arrgghh........
whateva...
got to go........ blog later...
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:09 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
just got back home now...Afte werk from 6-4 i went all the way to City hall and wait for mum and auntie busu then we head to Geylang. erm....a lot of people siah! cant stand it..dunno where they all cum from!too many people in this small land...People as usual buying food,baju and preparing for raya.Took a cab wen on our way home coz i cannot tahan already!.............my leg is in pain.stnding since 5.50am till 11+pm... wakkakakaka! duhh.....
all i can hear is....
"mari-mari lelong-lelong..
murah-murah.... 3 $10 dolar..."
Saw..
Rosalina...
at kampung melayu...
Sweet seh she....
Smiling all the way....
Dalina...
Luar Joo chiat...
wearing spaghetti strap and talking on the phone...
The hero Anugerah..
juara 2005.....
Khairul Anuar....
luar joo chiat with mum and dad tawar Beli Carpet...
hhahahahahahahaha.........................!!!
And yesterday.....
i saw Sk(suriani kasim)
From............
Warna dj.....
err.........artist week!
hahhahaha........
kalo terjumpe Artist popular takpelah jugak kan???
ini??????
Dj radio?
Juara anugerah...?
Penyanyi dangdut Sg??
Lame.....
at least kalo Taufik Batisah ok jugak per....
hahahaha............
Bllluueeeekkkkkkk........
What a boring Day!
SEsak sane sini...
Rimas dan lemas....
With lotz of Matz and Minah all arounD...
Funny thing....
people who noes me saw me...
but i dont saw them...
Kak fizah CBTL....
cubitz aku sakit siak!
shocking siah...
Then....
Kak haminah....
kat dalam Joo chiat...
hahaaha....
"Asalammualaikum...byk shopping???"
hish......................!!!!!
Time balik.....
We took a CITYCab....
This abang bawak Taxi dier..
mampuz siak!
Too fast.........
Too furious.......
aku dah ketakutan sikit...
punyelah laju mcm race F1!
hahahaha.......
aku Mengucap...
Baca alfatihah...
say the word allah...
Astargfirullah...
Subhanallah...
and at last.......
Amin....
im safely back home....
and yeah!!!!
i finally bought sumthing for my family this year....
Langsir...????
Curtains seh.....
Gold kaler sumore....
and the best thing....
im the luckiest person of all.......
coz..that langsir tinggal 3 pasang jer...
Enuff for my Hall side Windows!
~~yeah... yeah...~~
hahahaha.................
And ryte now im waiting for..........
?????
nothing!
Got to go.......
Bye!
End of october.......
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:33 PM
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