but everythingmeans nothing.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Anugerah results-i Vote 4 Azmir,but too bad... Khairul anuar won! Suara yang macam gadis,itulah pilihan Pengadil dan peminat.Khairil is from Ite balestier b4 dulu..and then fauzi laily is Cute,boyish boy! aduh... wat to do...well,to me the 4 of them are great! luv u all.. but taufik is stil the Singapore Idol of all... hehe!
Plain boring day...Esok gaji! hoorray..... yeah!im tired lar... duno what else to do...wanna sleep..gud nyte!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:22 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Bob marley! 
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:24 PM
Is this love
I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat - love and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Wo-o-o-oah! Oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
love and treat ya right.
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads!
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! Jah provide the bread.
We'll share the shelter of my single bed - /fadeout/
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:00 PM
peace be upon u!
Tuesday,wen im doing closing,wanna clean up the Ice place.(not machine lah..dunno wat we called tis,ice finish top up,put ice inside from ice machine)..wakakaa...and then,pouring hot water... instead pouring hot water in,i put my hand in and I SHOuTED "OUCH!!! HOT!!" hahahahaa... burn my hand and it turns red!~LEFT HaND~! Lucky no Blisters! if not??? Damn it! yati.. yati.... sampai aku pegi beli Burn aid gel kat watsons!..
WErk still ok...So far ar...! im too tired now..Nothing much to update,unlike last time where all the NONsENsE come from this CRAZY blog of mine.IM having a Cough for almost 3 days already... dunno how it suddenly turns out! haiz...poor nur! tomorow also werking 6-2 and friday too...yehhhaa!!! but saturday??GWC! eh yar,its gona be thursday soon! time really flies... hmmm.... i got to go... blog again soon! bubye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|10:00 AM
No woman no cry
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
'Cause - 'cause - 'cause I remember when a we used to sit
In a government yard in Trenchtown,
Oba - obaserving the 'ypocrites - yeah! -
Mingle with the good people we meet, yeah!
Good friends we have, oh, good friends we have lost
Along the way, yeah!
In this great future, you can't forget your past;
So dry your tears, I seh. Yeah!
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry. Eh, yeah!
A little darlin', don't shed no tears:
No, woman, no cry. Eh!
Said - said - said I remember when we used to sit
In the government yard in Trenchtown, yeah!
And then Georgie would make the fire lights,
I seh, logwood burnin' through the nights, yeah!
Then we would cook cornmeal porridge, say,
Of which I'll share with you, yeah!
My feet is my only carriage
And so I've got to push on through.
Oh, while I'm gone,
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right, yeah!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right-a!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right, yeah!
Everything's gonna be all right!
So no, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
I seh, O little - O little darlin', don't shed no tears;
No, woman, no cry, eh.
No, woman - no, woman - no, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
One more time I got to say:
O little - little darlin', please don't shed no tears;
No, woman, no cry.
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:18 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
erm... suppose to werk at 2 but no one told me! wat the hell!!!! nobody inform me either...haiz!!! Vivian change the schedule AGAIN. and this time round my schedule is not right.And... saturday,i have to werk at.... GREAT WORLD CITY, duhh! i dont like werk there becos i used to werk at TCC dulu. hahah...coffe lover there... imagine there spinelli,Coffee bean,Mc cafe,TCC all combined at one shopping centre. errrkk....... isnt it Boring???too many competitors!! oh yeah..only Coffee club and starbucks were not there. hehe! The rice kat sane,malay stall,sedap giler! hehehe...bukan dalam Great world,luar Great world. ahakz... along the road.Looking forward to werk there too...well,ina meet me at my werk place cos she left her book with me! and u noe what? he look VERY SWEET WITH THE NURsE UNIFORM... serius!!!!Gourgeous u irena! hehehe.... y must wen 1 dy i all of a sudden luk nice and sweet people say,"wow yati...Jambu!pheewwit!" erk... plz.... just wearing celak on my eyes aready make a different to my face.. bagusnyer...hehehe! more plz gerl! more nur! maybe itulah kecantikan semula jadi aku!kalau tidak aku kan selekeh! weehheee....
........y im thinking of u tis night?y huh??? so suddenly!i think of u...ur Face is like never away from me! duh!!!plz me alone man! i dun need u by my side and life! ya tuhan,kenapa dia yang ku ingati? kenapa dia yang ku pernah cinta?tiada yang lain kah? aduh!! bosan ..
Cinta perlukan pengorbanan? is it true?? yesh! i did a sacrification b4...to sumone who i really luv.but nothing matters him.... he never appreciates! well,all the best my dear... wakakakaka!
eh.... tomorow also ..12-8.30! i wanna watch tv then pray and sleep...ramadan comin next week! yeahhh!! bubye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:28 PM
hey!!! Im going off to werk..haiz!! bosan..argghh... kalau lah duduk rumah aje,hujung bulan dapat duit..kan best! duh!!! mane ade orang mcm gituk eh??? hahahaha...orang kaya pun kene keje tau!!! alah..... boringlah hidup nie.. orang selalu ckp.. live life as it is? heez.. ape2 jelah... aku nak kene kuar nie.... balik 8.30... bubbyyeee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:12 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
aku off dua hari...Boring lah...coz the time flies so fast!Damn!!! y huh???wen to causeway point with mum and then went to NTUC.Reach home and get Prepared to go and meet irena.we met for while,eat at KFC bishan and then went to yishun chong pang for a while too.Its been a boring day tomorow2 for sure coz its Sunday!haiz.....long way to go...Monday gona get back to werk!Alahai!! Bosannyer... but have too coz its my job!
i watch the Malaysian idol 2 result!and........Daniel is the winner! wow!! its so great...he's so sweet and Cute! tak mcm Sly! ekekeke... well,im proud of him coz he can sing malay very well. tats great... sumore,he's chinese!Yuuhhhuu............and my auntie and cousin came..Farhan ,maybe going to Sport school...in 2007 i guess.Faris is as usual getting fatter and kpo sikit2.., Danish is cute and gemuk!aiman eyes is big!dah boleh berbual... so fast they grown up yeah.. but my First brother??Bile nak ade anak Along?? dah 11 tahun dah kawin.haiz.......
im having stomachache again i guess..so pain! God,help me! i need u... i want to watch VCD,gud nyte!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:32 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
-Lando to Kalin-
Maaf kalau semu yang kita rancng tAk berjalan Seperti yang kita mau.
Kadang kita berharap tuhan akan menunjukkan jalan kita dan membuka sedikit tabir rahsianya.Seperti matahari yang terbit di timur dan turun dibarat atau seperti waktu yang tk berhenti.Perasaanku akan dekat denganmu.Sepi berbicara,Betapa sempitnya waktu,Betapa besarnya cinta.Jikapun ku percaya hidup setelah mati,kita takkan pernh bertemu lagi.Kita elalu mencuba agar hidup bererti.Meski kecil tapi embun adalah petanda datangnya musim sengit.Suara burung atau bunyi yang indah bukan suatu pilihan.Luarnya akan selalu membawa legenda cerita kita.Yang akan selalu berakhir bahagia.Hanya waktu saja boleh ambil kau dari aku....
From.. ~Ungu violet~
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:25 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
Werk..werk and werk..weehhee!!!Well,its better than staying home doing nothing or maybe doing office jobs...rather boring for me.. Duh!tomorow is Friday..yuhhoo...and,after 3 pm,it my happy hour! yippee!oh yeah,im so bz nowadays!no time for other thing accept for my family.1 more week to Ramadan..im waiting for the Month and day to come..yesh!!!oh yeah...i've watch "Gol dan Gincu" and "Janji Joni".its nice movie...Fedi nuril acts as pelakon tambahan in that Janji joni movie.He's soooo Cute,Hansem and arrgghh....SSSweetttt! ahakz....Nicholas Saputra is the main actor as Joni.Gol and gincu Staring Nur Fazura the Sweet gal,about the game,Futsal.its like the Soccer game though.Its fun and i learn bout team werk...feel like going to school joining CCA..haha!its ok....maybe wen the right time is yet to come,i'll be going off to Study back in school! but erm.... in the Hospitality line...hotel management and Tourism! yeah!
Life is short....We must keep ourself with Fun and Great things! i wanted to live life to the fullest with my job,my family and frens...
hopefully along my way,i met the True guy who loves me for who i am.
i did give up on serching the right guy but then,i noe,sumbody out there in this world is made for me.i live it to god....
Werk was still ok for me..Sumtimes a bit Stress..u shud noe wat i mean.bz outlet is always gona be bz!!!well,i will still try my best to cope with the surroundingS! Trying to remember the Drinks,the Customers drinks,name..tis and that!hahaha....gud luck nur!
Everyday i pray hard to Forget him...and yeh,i did!im glad with myself! but then..wats past is past kay?? semoga dia happy! tomorow,again at 6! heeessshhh...ngantuknya! oklah babe,i need to do sumthing,watch tv,eat..bubye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:00 PM
hey!its nearly 2am and im still awake!damn it.. haiz... tired man. what to do,becos of money,i'll do anything!as long as i dont do all the bad thing ok lor..suppose to start the SPC job but i didnt turn up.last minute msg to Steph.."i dont think i can make it to werk becos my grandma in the hospital."hahhaa,stupid reason siah yati.Lame! u noe i always got tis kind of feeling.... "Dont go"... in my heart.i follow what my heart says...i think..but then... i noe, maybe this job is unsuitable for me.Although part time but,hahha..i dont noe y im like tis..if im the boss,i got staff like this, i sure fed up one.but alhmdulilah...till now,i still werk with Spinelli coffee company turning for like 2 months soon... insyallah!!
Went to suntec city..and apply for Pizza hut..damn pathetic ryte me??
wakaakka.....surprisingly!i got it...but then,starts on the October 2nd!let me think.....hmmm!!! well,tis weekend im off for both day!so enjoyful man...must treasure my weekend tis week... rest and rest! next week got my pay..yeah!! i got to go sleep... later that Drive uncle Bebel! cant wait want! assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:49 AM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
MUTIaRa kata...
Sempat kejap aku coret nie from majalah Dara.com!
here it goes...
#-minda kosong tak bererti bodoh,hati yang hitam boleh digilap dengan iman,ilmu terdapat selautan tetapi usaha itu penting untuk mencapai cita-cita dunia dan akhirat.
#-Seseorang manusia harus cukup rendah hati untuk mengakui kesilapannya,cukup bijak untuk mengambil manfaat daripada kegagalannya, dan cukup berani untuk membetulkan kesilapannya.
#-dalam hidup terkadang kita lebih banyak mendapatkan apa yang tidak kita inginkan dan ketika kita mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan,akhirnya kita tahu bahawa yang kita inginkan terkadang tidak dapat membuat hidup kita menjadi lebih bahagia.
Jika kamu mencitai seorang,bebsknlh dia.Jika dia kembali kepada kamu maka dia adalah milik kamu.Jika tidak,maka dia tidak akan pernah jadi milik kamu.Bahkan dalam hubungan percintaan sesorang perlukan ruang untuk dirinya sendiri.Jika kita mahu belajar untuk mencintai, pertama kita harus belajar untuk memaafkan dan melupakan kenagan pahit masa lalu serta kedukaan hati kita.Mencintai bererti melepaskan rasa takut,curiga,dan ego.Sentiasalah berkata dlm hati,"Hari ini aku melepaskan semua rasa takutku ,masa lalu tidak akan dapat mempengaruhi dan hari ini adalah hari lembaran baru bagi hidupku."
AMIN!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:12 PM
He CALLed me just to ask... "yati,u tau training follow office hour eh??,dorg kol my fren suruh datang monday for appointment.tak tahu dapat ke tidak.Tapi is it office hour???? "tis person is a police nsmen... haiz... mentang2 aku keje spinelli.aku ingat tanya ape tadi,tanya kabar aku ke,buat ape ke,ini tidak....tanye pasal timing keje kawan dier...duhh!!alah.... malaz nak layan ar...
oh yeah,i jus came back..straight away i on the computer an update my blog..tomorow is gona be my first day at SPC.how??? hehehe...i hope everythings gona be all right! weehheee,,,im waiting for weekends!becos... i off sat and sunday!but then.i will be werking at Spc on Saturday morning.there it goes... until i got enuff money for my future saving to continue study.Shud i follow my plan earlier on studying at Malaysia???maybe i shud!wewn i read those malay novels and magazines on those people whose from Uitm,itm,universities... duh! im so jeles of them sey. i hope i get better cert next time.not just nitec cert instead. like i said,in the future,i wanna try to werk at hotel line or maybe jadi ahli perniagaan! or maybe.... arts and novel expert?...weehhheee... dont dream ar yati!! tis cuming sunday,im 21 years old 2 months! 3rd of october is Ramadan!yeah.... well,shud i follow up with my another plan??? wear Tudung???hmm................ dah bersedia ke yati??? insyallah... the day will cum and lets c wether i make it..if not then,the day will still cum...
im so hungry now!!!what shud i eat then??? oklah..wish me gud luck tomorow..hope werk is fine and getting better!!! gud bye!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:53 PM
It is such a tired day and week.haha...i will have no time within this 3 days.yeah..like i said,im gona b bz with werk.Tomorow gona start SPC.but then,have to werk 4-11.Duh!!! duno wether i can still tahan or not siah! haiz.... never mind...im fine with it!
if i never updte,its ll be cos im bz...or mybe i update just a bit! hehe..oh yeah... "Jadikan dirimu bagai pohon yang rendang di mana insan dapat berteduh.." i need to bath n go werk, byezz..!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:39 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Mat Rempit nd KL MenJERiT
Just came back actually from JB..As usual wen city square to jalan2 buy VCD and also Magazins and then go and watch movie,"KL MENJERIT 1"...its a new star,tats 'Que haidar' as 'KU','Sheera ismail' as 'Khatijah','Zul Huzaimy' as 'Sam','Era fazira' as 'Nina' and 'Rosyam nor' as 'Shahrul Mohd'.To tell the truth..i prefer the first KL menjerit. Lakonan 'nisdawati' as 'Ayu'...its more of a sad story! tis one not so...haiz!!jalan cerita ade lembab sikit ar... hermm,yg bestnyer.. mat rempit and the challenge who won as the first racer.My hero Zul jadi jahat!~ hehehe.. Rosyam as usual!!! the best man...hehe!
Motorsikal boleh mengorbankan ramai manusia...jiwa dan raga,persahabatan,cinta! tapi...cinta itu yang memusnahkan persahabatan dan nyawa seseorang!erm...minat perlu ader dalam racing2 nie.Can i have a guy or man in future to be as my husband who noes hows to Ride??? hehehe..coz,i luv riders and i just dunt noe how to ride..i flung! shud try again next time.uh uhhh...
mimpi..mimpi...biler ia akan jadi nyata???kau berilah aku teman yang dapat menjaga hati aku dan diri aku ini.i need sumone who i can share my luv with...but its hard to find true luv! god...u're them match maker..AKU SERAHKAN KEPADA MU SEMUANYA!AMIN.... i wanna go watch ungu violet,hehe! then slip,werking at 8 tomorow! peace!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:58 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
hie hie hie..!! me fine here...its weekend!yesh! waiting for the day to cum and it is here now.next week on the 21st,gonna start my new job at SPC..as part time Cashier.yeehhaa! best!! then..im gona learn another new thing there..miSs 7 eleven the place i used to werk b4 at the beginning of the year.Now,im part of Spinelli coffee company. Job was fine there and i like it so far...its my favourite station wen i get to do the Bar! i luv it man...hopefully i can stay long in both job and Get a Life!!Werk with Adek today and she's such a friendly person.shes married with 3 kids..i like to werk with her coz it easy and great.werk finish up earlier coz today people wanna repair Change alley Aircon!!Change schedule again next week...im gona werk 8-4 on monday.erk...i dont like that time coz..mrt is PACK with idiots...hahaha!
yuhhuu....Ramadhan is on its way.yahhoo... i like!! can fast! oh yar..i've loose sum weight.told u that b4 ryte??happy! well,gona make the effort to lose down more.
Life still goes on...i luv my family..my mum,my dad and brothers! no one else in my life bside them.. although no love like other family like ina especially..i still luv my family more! i luv my frens too...so much luv!i keep on dreaming of sumone who will be my guy. but who the hell is that person??hahaa..dream is just a dream...
i wana share with u sumthing.Tis person who i noe from werk is having an affair with a chinese lady although hes engaged.But then,i pity the fiancee coz,tis guy had been playing behind her back.i hate thi type of guy.his fiancee is bz with her werk,family and her dad had an operation just recently.duh!!! he is really sick!!! nafsu... nafu lelaki is too much! haiz..sad!sad... what will u feel?? at tis moment,the guy shud be with her by the side helping and giving her the support.But then... aarrgghh!!! that chinese gal is 23 and one of the Nokia advertising bla bla...is this what we called love??? if i were the chinee lady,i wont be giving it to the man! coz..she's stupid,she need only sex...and although she noe that both of them are getting married by the end of tis year or maybe soon next year,they still had an affair.And what if u were in her position??? her shoes?? duh!!! i cant take tis if i were his fiancee! me werk hard,earning money helping parent and behind me he playing my back with another gerl having sex sumore!!! i cant live like tis.... well,hope tis wont happen to me.though i had a different situation,but i feel the pain wen sharul did to me b4..i just cant forget the incident happen to me b4 too...its over but then,it really thought me a lesson.people whose in my situation will start to find time and enjoy with other people and get 2 noe more guys,but me?? im werking,earning living and slowly helping my family with my own income..if it stable,im happy with it and im gona be sure im glad to be their daughter! i wish all the best to his fiancee! u will ooner or later felt like what i and adek feel..
learn sumthing from adek,what u did to people,one day u get back... kita ade perasan,kita boleh rasa jika sesuatu itu akan atau sudah terjadi..i feel it b4... i noe! it happens!peace!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:02 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
"Bukan salah aku retak semua ini,berpunca darimu bertikam lidah lalu punah!!!"-its a song from ella! my favouite singer! she very sweet,manja and her voice is power man!She rocks!!!
Duh!im quite tired and sleepy..haha.well,tomorow werk morning seh..penat ler..6-4 lagi..haiyo..y so long??they owe me so many hours siah....blluueekk!!7.5 hrs so far..hmm...next week i probably get saturday and sunday off! yahhoo...bestnyer!!!and the other week is my pay day..haha.cant wait for it!
Time flies very fast..and now its mid of september already..haiz! waiting for weekend..wanted to go JB..again??? hahahaa,,biler nak Sangkut mat jb yati??heezz... oklah,i want to pray then sleep.. bubyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:14 PM
tuesdy i blog just a bit ryte coz im very tired..hha,after blog i sleep...yesterday too got not enuff time to blog..haha!i have gud news for u!!! i get a part time job!!! Cashier!! yeahha.... at SPC. Somerset there...hmm.. oklah.. i was so lucky to get it coz i wa myself looking for part time job now and suddenly she(steph)called me and i ask wether i wanna werk part time cashier..Stephanie i noe from Carrefour.. that time ar!wen to search for jobs...and i saw her..u remember i werk carrefour 1 day only!hahaha..it was last year..seow yati..
that kiosk pying me $5 per hour,alhamdulilah buat tambah2 untuk aku dgn family aku ar..then..boleh beli Roxy punye jacket! that cost 90+ tuh,.hehe..adidas one also very nice!very!! haiz...y am i a lady?? see nice2 thing shopping! want to buy..hehe.but then..now i dunt have to worried coz i will be getting more than 1K.. so i can keep sum for myself in the future..
maybe tis cuming sat or sunday i wanna go visit my nenek!in the hospital..haiz! kesian dier...da more than a week there.hope she' fine. oklah..i got to be ready for werk that start at 2...gud day!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:11 AM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
wuuhhu....finish aT 2pm today.so fast tomorow wednesday...tis week is damn fast!bagus ar!! penat ar..asik keje aje!! hehe.. tadi go buy roxy sandals..aduh!! lawa2 seh! then,the wallet i luk 4 dah takder guess sumone bought it!tis jacket is damn nice!!ish...i like! got ize then..u noe the price? also nice..VERY NICE!!! between $60-$110! ROXY mah...haiz!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:14 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Plumber came and repair my parents master bedroom toilet WC..Sumthing hs gone wrong sumwhere and the bill for last monthh really goes up!Duhh!!! u imagine..it can reach 500+...woah!!! but then,i tink after they repair,we dun have to pay that much! till im late 5 minutes 4 werk!
oh yeah...i suppose to write from just now but this computer have sum errors!shit!! and then... i really wanted to tell u sumthing! im attracted to sumone!!!! what yati???attracted to sumone??? WHO??? hehehe! hey!!to tis guy in the train...cant realize that he sits at the same cabin with me on my way to werk...ouh!! he So tis called... "SWEET" and "man of MY DREaMs"..haha! kire..first sight see him..im really attracted! he have A bit of long hair(over his ears)...fringe,Highlighted one,like my hair kaler..then,he have "GOaTEE"...aduh!!! i really fell for his character and looks! the way he dress up although its so simple but it do luk cute for him.damn suitable! .. then,he bring sling bag,with a red shirt and Long pants mcm mat rockers coz koyak sikit ar kat tengah2! hish!!!Damn it!!! he got style u noe!!! he drop at City hall and maybe his werking round there..hish!! oh god..plz help me...it really makes me mad..but im cool! hahaha! oh no! it just a dream oh having a dream guy like him... hansem pun ade,boyish look pun ader..mcm jepun gituk!kakakak.......stop dreaming NUR!!! now im wandering of u boy!!
oh yeah... im werking till 2 tomorow! waiting for wed too coz i end at 12!yeehhaaa! great! well,im happy with life now,just that..tis few days i've been dreaming having a BF! haiz..dunno! it suddenly makes me slept happily! woah! haha! k lor... i story again tomorow aite! im gona find PART TIME JOB in order to help myself and family. ok chow!!!................... hope i dream of him..and met him again tis few days...u make me crazy boy!!! haha,im crazy!! nites!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:58 PM
assaalammualaikum! its been a tiring week for me past 2 days. although i get off on sunday.its never enuff!! aarghh.... haiz! shud i took mc?hahaha..da start ar nie yati nak merepek.today monday..in the afternun have to werk at 12.30 to 8.30!waduh!! penat dong!Bosan dan amat membosankan!duh...ya allah!selamatkan aku ya.berilah aku kesabaran dan ketabahan dalam hidup ini...hanya kau yang dapat membantuku.aku tahu aku leka dalam mengerjakan suruhanmu tapi..aku tetap ingat kan mu tuhan..mungkin kepenatanku ini terlalu membuatkanku lalai.aku akan tetap mengerjakannya...
on Saturday i werk at hereen orchard there.Wow! its not as bad as i thought.its the same as Coffee bean centrepoint that time wen bz.haha!people all over and keep on ordering the same thing...unlike CB,theres a lot of thing to be done.hmm...boring! werking with MEL the manager there,malay mgr i guess she's the one that ADEK say "MULUT JAHAT".haha..watevalah... but oklah..
i prefer Change alley!well,aniwhere they put,i still ok.haiz! that saturday too i watch this drama name "Traffic light"! then,the drama taught me lots of thing in this world...it about life...love,people!
huh.......great... life is like traffic light,wen it green,we have to proceed,wen it turns orange we have to get ready to top..then red we got no choice but to stop(although we like that person so much,we shud noe they are never meant for us.....)but then,wen green lights up,we have to go on again..that means... we have to go on with life...dont give up and start a new life with sumone else. money i not everything! never talk bad about people coz,one day,u urself will get back what u said.!haiizz........ i really got to go..its time! bubyyee!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:16 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
Helter Skelter-Tiada Lagi Airmata
Di kalaku kesepian
Melihat keindahan alam
Wajahmu menjelma bermain di fikiran
Sejak aku, kau tinggalkan
Hancur musnah semua inpian
Hatiku pedih
Pilu mengenangkan
Tiada lagi
Air mata
Aku tak berdaya
Engkau hanya bersandiwara
Membiarkanku menderita
Dimana letaknya
Keagungan cinta
Sebagaimana kau pertahankan
Apalah ertinya
Sebuah pengorbanan
Jika hanya untuk dipermainkan
Wo wo wooo woooooo
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|3:49 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
~Helo~,Topic today??y cant people just shut up and mind their own business?haiyaya! people people... if siblings also cant keep their mouth shut,what else can i do?huh??if frens..u dun have to tell me,it obvious.Before u say sumthing,say bout urself first! no one in this world is perfect babe!well,its all up to individual! better remind urself first!kite nie kene bersabar je mengharungi segalanyer... haiz!ape boleh buatkan?? yang penting,aku cari rezeki yang halal... tak perlulah orang nak bangkitkan dan nilaikan keburukan aku nie. ku tahu aku keje mula dari bawah dengan gaji yang sikit tuh..tapi jadilah...untuk aku sorang! pelan2 insyallah kalau rezeki aku di situ naik,naiklah..kalau tidak,rezeki di tempat lain,lainlah jadinyer... hmm.....betul tak??? Be urself..thats the most important!
.................and tomorow,is saturday! weekend is here and im werking tomorow till 2pm only! yyeehhhaaaa..kha kha!i still remember,last time wen i werk At CBTL,every saturday is a bz day! and wen its between...2-6 pm.wow! the queue non stop u noe! but now, im not part of them animore...after werking for 2 years 3 month there..in the end,i have to quit although its a hard thing to go tru!
now im just a newborn baby in Spinelli! so far still ok... but my store in charge a bit boring! buat orang naik darah jer! haiz!!!
There a womans head,hnd and leg in the red plastic bag behind Orchard mrt..ish!! ya allah! mcm2 eh dunia nie...amin!!nx week gona get new supervisor, but he from other outlet came here(CA) lor... khairul namayer..haiz! ,mane2 aku pegi..name same jer...haha! let c pernagai mcm ner..haha.hopefully we all can have a team werk..BerAT kaki nie nk melangkah esok ke keje! hui.... seram pun ade! haha,, i dont know y when i heard the place name..HEREEn only,i felt tired of it!and like giving up! hahaha,god bless me! gudbye!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:22 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Assalammualaikum!im here today as usual...as per normal..sihat2 mcm biase.ahaha!oh yeah.. its the first month old werking at Spinelli now.So fast huh???great! insyallah..i wanna make it to 2nd month! end of month dapat gaji and im waiting! yuuhhhuuu.....Bosan eh!
my finger is getting worse! pedih giler babinyer...but wat to do, i have to bare with it mah..heezz..!!
i went EXPO with my mum just now..and u noe,i waited for her for 2 hours at raffles...can count almost 20 trains had pass....haiyo!!
today is my waiting day i guess..morning i reach Werk early too... the driver uncle take me and STB staff that is Adil,my fren from training.haiz....ngantuk ar!!! penat sangat and need to rest..coz tomorow werking 10-8.30! erk.. again closing u c??? damn it... yati,Selagi boleh tahan.keje saje...sabar yer?insyallah nanti boleh naik!welll.....i wanna rest..bubyyee!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:21 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Warming up the Brownie cake...and suddenly..i burned my hand again! yeah..this time,my finger..right finger jari telunjuk.hish!! sedih sey...pedihnyer!! yuuhhoo... terpaksa tahan ar kan?haiz!! dah nasib..too many scar on my hand now! minah ape eh aku nie? ahaha! what will i be in 2 year time huh???staff still??Supervisor?manager or i werk other place or maybe i continue studies?hmm..no idea.i want to take the theory test ar..for car! then..now,im looking for job..i mean part time job in order to update myself..my weekends with werk.haiz..dunno! Nak find matair pun tis time no one nk aku..haha! poor thing.
oh yar..tadi go eat with Sis Jamilah(adek).my manager...and shes one of the funny manager there..haha!we eat at Banquet! oklah... dont wanna hope so much on this job! besok,i get to werk 6-4 in the morning.Vivien(senior manager) let me werk morning.so....at last 1 day morning if not all the way... till 8.30pm! and saturday..7-2.. yuuhhuu... so lucky! and Sunday..OFF!! yesh...i get permanent Sunday off mah...isnt it great? hehe...dah lama i never werk on saturday eh..ish! i guess....2 months plus! hish...while sunday in 2 months one time only werk on sunday! hehehee...enjoying life eh yati? not really.... just that i guess i need nore money! jangan tamak yati... hahaha..... bosan ar...besok nak kuar dgn mak! then kalau ade KL menjerit satu esok main kat wayang sg,aku nk tengok! oklah...i got to go..weekend is cuming! yesh!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:15 PM
Duh...7 September..so fast! yeterday nenek went to hospital coz her stomach is quite big(kembung).Busu say to doctor,never Pass urine cnd doctor say she need to stay and then We put on water.entahlah.... aku taktau! TTSH .. Semoga sembuh! but then..she's 80+... how to???? arrgghh... kesian dier.... let it be!
Wake up then..go werk in the afternun,then werk...do closing go home board the train...reach home..eat,watch tv..blog,sleep! my routine 4 this whole week!haiz...werking at 12 and here i am typing all the way..wakaka! im going now..hope it will be fine day today! got to go.. story at nite! bubbyyee! peace... Assalammualaikum!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:44 AM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Haluu...i Dream of sum1 becoming my hero in my life!! hes my Steady Boyfriend in my dream!~yeah..yeah...~ like real he's gona be my guy seh.He's an actor and singer who i used to like during my Primary school dayz...He's OJa..haha! well,that dream he really luv me lotz and he's so caring and romantic.He hug me,luv me like his princess! Duh!! my mum also have..but i lost my mum wen im with him! sumwhere like a shopping centre like that.wah wah! but oh my god,i wish i get sumone who love 4 who i am! heheh.... end of story!
werk was still fine..ok and fun!i luv my job and im gona stay as it is tis moment.selagi rezeki ade di situ,akan aku teruskan!! haiyayayaya! god.... please sent me sumone who will take gud care of me,my heart and my family... sum1 who is Independent and ikhlas menyintai aku!i dun have the time and to find and i dun even have anione now in life to give my luv to...i wish for sum1 better, but why?????suddenly today i feel like having a Guy??? y so sudden???? hahahha...maybe terbawak2 dengan mimpi tadi pagi...argghh... hanya tuhan yang tahu jodohku..amin!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:26 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Sumthing is going wrong sumwhere in this world...Haiz!! I watch the news about Taufan Katrina at New orleans...then,MedAN too..people died... all becos of the Flight that just Few minutes on its way. Sulawesi,theres earthquake...Japan raining everywhere..Haiz!!! So sad..wat is this showing??wats the result then??y god do this??? hmm....let me think... well,i noe y god do this.too many reasons. i just hope my family will be safe from all this bencana or TRajedy..
Al fatihah...
This week sian!gonna werk all mid shift or wat we called Closing! haiz...dah nasib aku dah..kene keje mcm nie nyer timing!! well,i dont mind at all just tat hopefully next week i got 2 or 3 days morning shift!by end of month..get pay! wakaakka...seow u yati! gaji..gaji gaji jer kau tahu!My break time,it shock that i met my old Fren that is LIZA THaJUDEEN..weekke! u noe??? her dad just pass away sorie to her that! on the 2nd of sEpt!Now shes in university.. and im far way behind her..damn it! She getting fatter and more cuter..abeh aku?? tak cute??cheh....manis aje...hahahah,perasanyer!well..im not interested in studies like her last time.i just love geography,Science,Design tech,Arts and Wat i learn in ITE...in primary school,i failed to did my best but its a "WOW" wen i passed all the subjects in PSLE.,get into the school of my First choice lagi.then,in ite,i get first choice too tat is Building drafting..but now,i feel that i shud not took that course coz it doesnt end me up anywhere...so sad!!! im in Food and beverage line and i shud have taken that line as my career.. now....it time for me to show my best at werk.....argghh! wateva....went to "cheers" admiralty to ask for part time vacancy! siulah..yati gile eh??? nak keje dua?aik..tidak..mcm dulu jugak..skolah keje dua! ehehe...tengok ar..selagi aku boleh kerja keras..aku kerja..selagi tulang 4 kerat aku nie mampu,aku akan terus berjuang!cheh..falsafah konon! piiidah!!!
macam jodoh eh.bertemu,berpisah dan bertemu lagi..wakakak!how about luv?? berjumpe,jatuh hati...kecewa,berpisah,bertemu kembali, ditakdirkan bersama eh???? hehehe..ape jer aku nie... Tak mungkin!!!
i wish....i met sumone who luv me for who i am...luv me for the way i be! luv my parents,luv my job and luv my attitude! for the time being.. 4get luv!!! when the time cums,i'll met that sum1 and we will be happily ever after...haha!kau ingat nie buku crite pe?? eleh.... nur nie!!!doakan yang terbaik buat aku... jodoh itu ditangan tuhan....tapi kene usaha??? erk.... takde ape yang nak diusahakan lah...i dunt have any one...i have god and my family jer..hehe! i wanna watch tv...c u soon!God bless me!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:34 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
"Wanita manakah sanggup berkongsikan kasih??"
"kekadang harus terima suratan darinya...
tidak salah kalau kasih dibahagi seadilnya"
Do u agree with this sentence Ladies???
i Cant say anything until me myself noe and experience it..and as usual i can say,ini takdir tuhan tapi,kenapa ia jadi begini?? y must it happen when we are too gud to that sum1??are we in the wrong?? the luv we give to that sum1 is so full that no one noe how deep is it.y must they share the luv we gave them with sumone else??? for the time being,i cant accept it.i cant share luv with sum1 and i alredy leave it long time ago.i feel tht i've been cheated and feel that he using me for his own.well.... i prefer to be alone rather then sharing.i cant share luv..but we share luv towards one god.Allah!kerana pada aku,hanya dier yang dapat membantu...tuhan hanya satu...lelaki,suami,kekasih,cinta boleh dicari dimana2...selagi ade jodoh kita.
"Yati..kau boleh tolong aku?? tolong ajar aku sembahyang sekarang jugak kat phone..cantik ar kau angkat nie call.." My mind now..blank!%%%?????@@@$$$$$####!!!!! hahha..ntahlah... im not ustazah,not that gud at agama..i myself have lots of things to Learn that will never end.i still need to brigthen up myself with Religious issues.but y must me?? y must u called me for help wen u need me??i just cant accept this.i can teach u but agama is not a game..Sembahyang adalah wajib dan kita harus belajarnya.tapi... dalam kesusahan,kau cari aku? kenapa sewaktu kau senang aku kau tak endahkan??? haiz...manusia!!!semuanya mementingkan diri sendiri... jangan gunakan aku untuk kepentingan kau Nisa..im not like that! i noe u help me a lot too,i never forget it but please,dont ever use me and seek advice from me wen ur in need!u cn but its like u using me for ur own gud,i cant pretend to help u,i cant!im not a liar.. takpelah.. i just feeling like voicing out.coz..i've give u too mcuh advice and i think,u're not using it.jut dont be a fool to Rashid! well up to u..i noe,my job is nothing compare to u as a project executive.but then,i got my own aim!i got cert..and i wants to further my studies. be glad that god give u a gud job and suitable one although u dont have any cert! bare that..in mind! chow!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|5:02 AM
The morning sunday is fine but wen it reach nun at 12pm it started to rain heavily..hmmpphh!!nice whether...Im listening to Ella now. hehe,biaserlah,kalo dah dpt lagu ella,ella jelah..kalo exist,exist jelah..wakakaka!
Just finish watching MELODi..They having Sureheboh Concert(bukit jalil) at nite later..im gona watch it then at TV3..hmm! Suppose to go out with my Werking frens but tak jadi coz Hafiz and Wan tak dapat pegi...dorg ade bola ar.Sad..Sad...!!!its ok,maybe next time yeah?Chill at home better with this nice whether..I wanted to buy the roxy begduit kat City hall tu ar..but then,maybe within this few days ar..not sure yet..oh ya! Do u tink i luk sweet wearing Tudung???? sampai kt Checkpoint staff suruh aku tukar gambar passport pulak.i really luk different maybe!well,its ok lor..tomorow is Bulan Sya'aban.Cepatnyer,meaning 1 more month to bulan puasa and 2 mths to Bulan Raya that is Syawal(Aidilfitri)....erk!! cepatnyer.. raya lagik! nari 30 rejab...haiz..cepatnyer time jalan!tak sadar pon..i and i hate Raya!!!! y??? i just like bulan puasa jer..
I tot he wants to go out with me today but then he also have his own things going on...Kwn dier bersanding.haiz..mcm2 ar dier nie.
Nampaknyer,aku tak kan ajak dier kuar lagik.Biarlah..aku da malaz,kalau kau tanak kuar dgn aku cakap jer..aku tak kisah pun. aku taulah,aku sendiri ragu2 nak kuar dgn dier coz i noe his very choosy Although his niat is nak kuar dgn aku sebagai kawan but beside that mungkin ade niat lain...mungkin lepas jumpe tanak jumpe aku lagi sebab aku ni kire tak layak untuk berkawan dgn dier. arrgghh..lelaki!
Biarlah...Orang lelaki mcm nie malaz aku nak layan..kasi muka lebih2 pulak dier..Forget it!!! dier yg tinggal pandan garden tuh..orang jurong selalu gini..haha! aku pun tak kisah lah.macam-macm lsn dier bagi aku..time aku tak boleh dier ajak pulak! mana aci???biler nak game bang??? ...well,im not in a rush to find sum1 in my heart too..it not the time yet.Let it be nothing! let my mind free from all this stupid things and let me be by myself.
im independent!
so shud i stay home???yeah..i shud!! im werking afternun shift tomorow.. 12-8.30pm!time really flies......
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:25 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
"Subahanallah,walhamdulilah walaillaha illaallah allahhu akbar.."
U remember the Story "Cinta si penggali kubur???"..
Theres a second part of tis Drama.. "sayang Salina"
I like tis drama..gud!!!
U noe Lisdawati??I love her..haha! i mean..i like her character,sweet face and very Cool lady... then,u noe Ella?? Shes the best singer!Rock Singer...Ratu rock lagik!Her voice also very mendayu-dayu.. Tadi aku sempat pegi Jb jap dgn mum as usual beli barang ar kan then bought my novel.new novel for this September..For tis month the Novel from Alaf 21 is "tiada lagi mimpi and kau Sayangku"... i bought the "kau sayangku coz i guess,its more feeling and emosional one!haha..like me..always emo one! Oh yar,i bought Ella kaset..compilation of i thing 30+ song in a kaset for just RM19.90!!!Cheap siah... VCD is $41.90 but i need to buy other things else coz not enuff money mah..never bring so much to JB.so i just bought the Kaset since i also have the Casette player ryte.So y not? its about the ame..as long as i can listen..weeehheee!!Forget to add in i've ordered an Al-Quran 30 juz from one of tis sis Who sell the VCD.im gona get it on 18th of september.at Plaza kotaraya.U shud noe i like to watch and read this Type of religion things.Sumoreo it have its own meaning in malay too and she gona sell me at RM125.usual price is Rm150. hmm...The vcd will be taken at mekah where people will be praying and they will be reading the Al-Quran.
hmm.....Gona be 18th of SEpt coz thats the Day im having off and i get to buy the Magazin Nur and Magazin Dara...
i went in the afternun nd too many people were going to jb.perhaps its All Singaporeans.Dunno where they wanna head their journey to,Since school holiday 1 week starts mah..they all were pushing me and my mum.aiyoyo!!!!Wah lau weh! so fast ryte? During my time,its been long hours t school and waiting for the Time to past is such Long way tru and so Boring.im gld if i were in in school days tis time now and the time is so fast... but its better when im werking and time wen so fast and at the end,i get my money my pay! yeah babe!!! tats great! huhuhuhuh..........hehe!
bought sum Vcd's too and guess wat???tis cuming 8th september,I wanna watch KL Menjerit 1 yang dilakonkan oleh Rosyam noor,Era fazira,danny,Apek and even my favourite actor!!! u noe who??? Zulhuzaimy Marzuki!Yesh yesh!! i luv him!!! weehhheee....... i wanna watch it at the Wayang ar!hope i got the morning Shift on the 8th or Friday.ahakzz...!!! ok ar..i wanna listen to ella song and then,Wanna read the magazin i bought from Jb just now..forget to say i've eaten the Mee hokkien noodle from City square just now..and mum eat Fishball soup that i've eaten b4...hahah!nice! well,got to go yar.. C u soon!!! Moon cake festival is all over Celebrating..hehehe!
Assalammualaikum!! waiting for tomorow,im gona mit my Werk fren from JIBP.bubbyyee!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:14 PM
Sepi sekuntum mawar merah(Ella) dan maknanya padaku...
...Berulang kali ku mencuba
Memujuk hati
Lupakan semua
Kenangan...
Puas sudah ku pujuk hati ini tapi perasaan itu maseh belum luput lagi dari Fikiran.Bukan mudah untuk melupakan seseorg yang telah lama kita kenal dan tahu tentang dia.haiz...tapi,aku pasti,ia tetap akan diabadikan dalam kenangan..
...Namun mimpi bertemu lagi
Di saat engkau
Tiada di sisi...
Mimpi...ia,aku maseh bermimpikan dia setelah dia tiada disisiku.Mimpi yang kadang-kadang indah..kadang-kadang pelik tapi mcm benar.... Dia datang lagi....
...Ku berpegang pada janji
Tercipta ... antara kita dulu
Hilangmu tiada berganti
Biarlah ... begini...
Ya...hilang dia tiada berganti kerana tiada siapa dapat menjadi diri dia.Seperti juga aku,tiada siapa yang sama sepertiku.bukan??aku hanya mampu berpegang pada janji dulu yg dia tiada penganti.Dia lain dari yang lain.Itu hanya aku yang tahu...Biarlah ia begini.
...Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak yang mendatang
Aku seperti hilang
Punca arah dan ... tujuan
Aku belayar..mencari erti jalan hidup.Aku kian melamun panjang sehingga datangnya ombak besar yang membuatkan aku tersentak. Lantas aku sedar dan aku seperti hilang arah tujuan dalam hidup kerana kehilangan dia.tapi aku tetap tabah mengharunginya...
...Aku puisikan namamu
Bersama rindu
Di dalam sendu ...
Aku kemudian puisikan namanya "Sharul" dalam sendu bersama rindu. Biarlah ia jadi kenangan dan janganlah ia mekar kembali kerana ia telah layu dan pudar dalam ingatanku sekarang..Amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|12:00 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Chatting with ina...and now with Firah.Hmmpphh...while chatting i watch Ali setan.learn sum werds from that movie."kau berikanku harapan,tapi kini kau berikanku seribu kehancuran..."cinta memerlukan pengorbanan,masa akn menentukan...cinta juga perlukan masa..pengertian"yeah...!!! its true...i hope one day,i will met sum1 who loves me for who i am,my own behaviour,character,way of life,way i dress,way i show up myself...and luv me becos of who i am.
Keikhlasan itu penting..dalam hidup.i perlu dalam kehidupan kita ini seharian.tanpa keikhlasan i tidak akan ade makna.arrgghhh.....
wow!! i guess,soon his relationship with that gal will be 7 mth plus..Syukurlah,im happy for u Sharul!!!!all the best to u and ur future..gud luck!between u and me,theres nothing and theres no more history..its all over.yess...OVER!!! u used to be my great fren,my trusted fren and my hero..but then,sumthing happen between us.people,it really hard 4 me to let go during that particular time.i need so many time to do it and i failed to do so..i did struggle and struggle becos i realli want to live in the new life..
i want u to be out of my life becos i dont need u in my heart and life..but i failed and failed and failed... but wen its time..i really did 4get and im very happy bout that!!!!! syukurlah alhamdulilah...i had waste 4 yrs of my entire whole life loving sum1 who i dun deserve to be with.in the end,hes not mine!isnt it sad to hear that??but then,its okay..i noe god will reward me with sum1 better one day.time will tell..........
Adil going STB(straits trading Building).Me,stay put at Change Alley i guess...My senior manager told me so.well,at last,i get my permanent outlet.its been a week and so far,im happy juz a bit of blur things i gues...especially the cashier part!i never scared to learn and now i learn from mistakes.i hope,i cud learn from here nd tis cuming 8th will be my first mth of be coming spinelli's family grup...insyaallah! keikhlasan dalam hati yang suci akan sentiasa dirahmati allah! hanya tuhan yang tahu mane arah tujuan ku selepas ini.Bulan puasa nak dekat dan nanti kene keje mcm biase...esok,aku ingat nak cari keje part time blah pagi.hopefullly i got it. so i can fill up my past time with sumthing else in order to get extra income.if i get another part time job,i cud at least bring back 1k+. i dunt care tired or not but i will always need to help my self and my life.nanti bulan puaSA aku dptlah beli mcm2 untuk buka dan menjelang raya dapat aku beli kuih,persiapan raya untuk keluarga tersyg..hehehe!
im gona meet my dad tomorow morning,then go doctor to collect his Appointment result on his check up last week.hopefully,everything will be fine as per normal.insyaallah! tot of going jb soon to buy things and how bout tomorow??? hahah! haizzz!!! johor lagi yati!!!
wei.... ade mat jb tak???mat kelantan ke???maat kedah ke?? wakakakka,giler!!!! uh uh.......... then my sat will be a boring sat then, i dont think im going out with hafiz tis week.Sorie Brother!!! go ahead with ur plans with ur frens yar?? i dont wann disturb u. i guess,,it not the ryte time to mit ani guys! the pain in my heart havent really cured..but its gona cured soon.and i dont want tis to makes its hurt again although we are just frens.got it??? i dont need u guys in life now...i need my own self,my family,my job. thats all!!! i got to go blog! assalammualaikum! amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|2:39 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
When to Esplanade just now with ina and her sis,Suhaini(ani).im too tired...We walk from raffles to City hall and just have fun.So long never go esplanade..but its mth ago where i go with mar,ina,firah,eric and Mahmud..hehe!Ermm... werk ws ok.as usual im always Blur queen..wakakakka...Actually it not blur but..too many people makes me gabra!lucky got tis manager we called adek.hmmpphh!
i wanna sleep.... rest! it nine pm now.. i'll blog again tomorow! bubbyyee! its September.....................!!!!!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|11:45 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Tanggal 31,Bulan lapan 57,merDeka,Merdeka,merdeka...!!!
Happy birthday Malaysia!!!hehehehee..........
Its been a tiring and happy day for me today.Werk from 6-12.30 only and then meet ina and mar at Sun plaza around 4.30pm.Terus,we sit down at KFC buy a drink while waiting for another fren,Firah...hmm, Firah from skul and her nenek house.While Mar not werking coz she's taking leave and Ina is having a 1 week school holiday.Then on monday ina Start attachement at Tan Tock seng hospital mah..All the best Gerl!Wen firah arrived we went to eat at Cavana..and she's(firaH)was not eating coz she already eaten at her nenek house.I eat Teriyaki Chicken hotplate,i just like the chicken!hahha..lame siah!
Mar eat teriyaki noodle and ina,Red roast chicken noodle..i guess so ar! hahahhaaaa!!!!! After eating we went to Coffee bean for a drink..
Then,we bought sum cakes at the price of 50% discount of usual price and then it our 2nd round haha! from KFC,to CAVaNA to CB! hahahha... Firah sisters(huda)came along with her Bf and Daniel,anak saudara dorg..Cute boy!Clever..hehehe! we chit chat along our meets and we talk about our time in school and now..it been a long time we never chill out together..i miz those day and im sure the other 3 of them do miz the time together too!weehhheeee!!!! Firah left around 8 and then left the 3 of us,go to Aries and 2nd level coz ina wanna buy Hair net ..after that,we slowly went home taking train.I reach home at 8.53pm..hehe! i enjoy myself and hope i cud mit u 3 again soon!
Congrats firah coz u get ur MOTORCaR license aite!..kau dgn mar da dapat...aku dgn ina??? heheh!pelan pelan kayuh lah kite...
well...its my pay day! syukur alhamdulilah...dapat jugak duit untuk keje dalam masa 3 minggu.hhmmpphh!!!Thank to god..i hope i can stay longer for thi job..maybe at least 3-6 mths! but then..i realli hope can werk longer... aiming for 1-2 yr maybe coz i tot of schooling and werking in the hotel line in the future..hope so! it been always a dream for me to werk in that kind of place and environment!if not then...get maried who noes??? mak kau!! aiyoh yati!! please... but im sure in 2 yrs time theres other job better i could get out there ryte??insyallah!
Tomorow also start at 6 but end at 2pm! i still got not enuff sleep man!my eyes getting worse... where to buy concealer???haha... i dont wear make ups u c!!! not in use...my skin will be Dirty and will be ugly.tak reti ar make up- make up nie... oh yeah,i wanna tell u sumthing! a fren of mine say sumbody aw ERNA smoking!damn!!! i could not believe it but its true??sure or not??? hmmm....... never mind,people change and i noe that she rebond her hair and dont wear Tudung anymore.but................................ y she change so drastically?how cum???????????? well,i guess, even if sumbody say shes not V,im not gona be surprised animore...i noe,i take care of my ownself rather then taking care of others who i dont have to... as long as u happy,u dont disturb my life..its ok! and for now huh.... i just hope god give and reward me with the patients heart and be more inniative.Never take it to heart coz tis is wat people called "life".i cant ran away from people who want to be "the BOSS!" i can only do my own werk and dont disturb people animore.who noe in future...i get better jobs. haiz........ hidup2.. kenyataan!!!Bosan sekali!!! Waiting for sunday becos it my off day! argghh...i hope nx week i get 2 day off..too tiring!need rest... before my eyes get worse,i had to stopped typing.it needs a rest... well,take care NUR! All the best to u... meeting irena tomorow for a while.. kay? adios,assalammualaikum.. Amin!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:38 PM
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