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Saturday, November 27, 2004
U Noe...my LiFe sucks!! Y??? Y am i so soFt-HearTed..????
Lembut Sangat yg Membuatkan Orang PijaK KepaLa aku nie!!
wat E HeLL MaN,Sucks Ryte??~~~ now Listening To [[ItS a PiTy]] Reggae Songs.. NowaDays..RasTa RiSe aGain i luV it man!!
Such A CooL N The Best SongS..~~~
Sumtyms..Kite baik Kt orang,Tapi org tak baik pat kite..
jadi..biarlar kite Baik je Pada orang,inDiviDu masing2.HiDup Aku nie,Da TerLalu banyak Cabaran..Dugaan,HaLangan Dan Rintangan yg Aku TerpakSa lalui..ini Semua hanyAlah ujian hidup.Knpe meTi Aku Yg LaLui?? Derita?? Aku lagi?? Balik2 aku ajer..BoSan hiDup nie..
Kan inDah sekiranyer Aku dapat MeRantau Ke negeRi orang..HiDup bebaS keSane dan Sini ..ermm...I Luv it!So Im Happi,CheerFuL,ReLaxinG,CooL........hehe LiVe LiFE to The FuLLeST! yeeehaaaa...Im Sleepy ar..nak BoBok.. Assalammualaikum!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|6:08 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
~~~~~heheheh..well tats my favourite song..THE REASON..wat reason?? hehe..many reason..
anything happens to me have reasons... today..Such a boreD dae at werK..nOt many customers too..
im ALwayS Happy to SErve PpLe but No the nasty one laR...haTe Them!!! But wt Can i Do?? its paRt Of my job ryte?? I Got A gud News ToDay...I Get AJOB tat oFFeR me A fuLL TiMe one..Im So HappY n i Thanks To GoD that I Get it!! hope That IT Was ryte JoB yeaH?? TCC..Ahakkzzz.... CoFFee again Yati??? Coffee loverS!!
AfTer Werk met Anim N my Colleague Farhan...Who ALso wen 4 The inTerview..hehe..
haRap dier pon DapaT lar..AdeR Geng Sey...hahahhaa..
ToDay AftEr WaSh up...i Try agaiN to Put on tat MiSeraBLe Contact Lens...n.......it Manage to Get inTo my Eyes!! At LaSt it WerkS huuuuhahhhahhhhehehehlalalalalahheheh..Wat E HeLL Yati??? ErM.,,K,Nak mKn..Tgk tV..nanti Saya tuLIs laGik K?? BbUUUUbbbbyyyyyEEEEEE......... ~~
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|9:23 PM

HHHMMMmmmmmmmmm............u noe wat...i've just make/Create a new blog 2day..ok tak??hehe,hope u all like yah...??da mcm diary dah nie.aku ade diari bukunyer nak tulis Tapi malaz ar!! skrg..tika dan Saat ini,mataku tengah Sakit sekali!!Pedih dan Pedih..Mcm baru operate,hehehe!!! eRm,korang tau tak..punyelah pedih!! haiz!!! merah2 mata aku nie..Allah je yg tau! Wat e hell i going on!! tapi..takpelah..kesian eh?? erm...inilah hidup aku,Ari2 mlm2 online,chat dgn kawan ke,kuar mrayap ke,shopping,chill out ke,but i dun like chatting on E phone,ssssoooo bored!!!! just now..i was out to town,after werk i go LE MERIDIEN buy pec RETRO..Ahahahha..Cute siak! blue black Color.it make me ssssssso long to chose which one i wana bought! aT LaSt MAN!!!i GOT it with e help from my CloSe fren,IrEna!Saner..jual murah..korg nak Earing.bangle,rantai,Spec go there..murah siul!! 10 dolar da dpt! i also get a neclace rasta,so nice..4 dolar Sey,Even beach rd n bugiS Sold 10 n above,,hmm..then..later on go to orChard point Buy a SSShoe for Raya diS cuming weeknd with my ITE frens..mis them So much lar...takde kwn hidup boSan siak! bought 4 my mum a bag.offer 50% tau..lawa! then my dad who celebrate bdae on 23 nov i bought him a wallet..lagipon da koyak! hehe..
ape nie??? jut get msg from my fren Saying<<< yati,im Sorie..i cant make it tiS Sunday,Sorie k?? aku bz giler ar!>> well...up to u...wAteva lar GalSS..!! Si nurul Dgn Erna nie! Btw,im missing Sum1 ryte now..whu??? u guesS lar?? aaahhahhaaakkkzzz.... nvm..i miss uuu sooo much sey..to the max!! nak tdo skrg tapi mcm awal plak..tgklar..maybe browing tru my blog ke,anak melayu ker..friendSter ke?? ehehehe...chiooowwwww!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|4:59 PM

==I MIss YOU==
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends (miss you miss you, miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
(miss you miss you, miss you miss you, miss you miss you)
To sumone......i aLwayz Care.......!!!
NuR Cahaya Hatiku|1:31 AM